Showing posts with label huili. Show all posts
Showing posts with label huili. Show all posts

Thursday, October 29, 2009

it's time to bla bla bla~
LOL

just home from school library...
rushing with my assignment....
yesterday just finished my innovation assignment...
then today work with my english assignment...
nah nah nah~~~
after tommorow...
can relax awhile...
teehee~~
go badminton,go MBO,or go shopping...maybe

2 weeks later...
final exam start...
i know most of mua friends having exam on that time too...
good luck everyone!!!(except for st.thom kiaz)
same to me...
aiming for Mac Book or VAIO...=)
pray pray~~
scholarship scholarship~~
MAC MAC~~
=))))))
*no fail for emb ist*><

plan to have badminton EVERY SUNDAY...
i want to have sport..
i want to lost weight...
LOL

next section(weird section only weird people know how to read)
youyigewanshangbenrenfaleyigemeng...
menglideshirangwojuedehenshuxi...
danyoubuzhidaonagfemenglishishui...
zhegekuaibawogeinongfanle...
wobuxiwangwojiuzheyangmouminqimiaodeGG...
T_T


Tuesday, October 6, 2009

it's time to say HI again at here...
supposing i'm "chasing" my CSI...
but something reminded me to post here...
specially for my daughter...=)
*yuan...show me your tears...lol*
because of you...
sacrifise my time blogging here...
haha...

almost get into craziness because of CSI...
addicted again~
thanks fiona...=)

hmm~~
two days...
no rice in my stomach...
only porridge...='(
ulcer again...ish

ok..
still busy with my assignments...
now it's like "assignment season"...
innovation,english and chemistry assignments processing.................
hate...
*hope time can pass faster*

new XYB family tree...
want to have a copy and post here...
*humour*
CM..where's the draft?==''

i'm waiting for the camp.i wanna camping with my lovely XYB soon...=)

Sunday, September 27, 2009

the end...
CM...
i finished CRIME BUSTER X2...
*thumbs up*

my internet line drove me into craziness...
damn slow...
kept on stopping in the most exciting scene..
*ugh ugh*
anyway i completed this drama...
really exciting and nice!!
*especially the last few episode*
good story line which i never thought before...
*clap clap*

but sad...
because that pretty woman lead herself into death...
*sob sob*
oops...=x
*CM haven't finish the drama*
lolx...

Sunday, September 20, 2009

it seem like already couples of month for me to "escape" from my lovely bloggie...
lol...*didn't mean it*...=x
honestly...didn't really have the idea what to post here right now...
hmm~~

it's my holiday now....
but just a few days...
not really enough for me...
lol...
today went to spring because need to send my brother and cousins to MBO...*i'm their driver now*==
then shopping with my mum...
bought two t-shirts and one pairs of shoe...*yeapi*=)
*sorry to my dear and mas jeh jeh that im not joining them in the visiting*=x
congratulation for me too...
finished my assignments and exam...
but no longer...
after holiday...
have to start the second assignment...sob sob=(
and and...
unforgettable day---17/9/09...
pain and angry!!!
a long story...
lazy to post here...
interested? ask me then...lol

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

tons.

it's the end of august...
so fast

this week is my 3rd week in Swinburne for semester 2...
getting tougher now...
tons of assignment, oral presentation and homework...
*headache*
suffer me...>.<

and also...
experienced a mixed-feeling-week...
it was all my fault...
i swear i won't do that anymore...forgive me pls
*sorry to all xyb and dear who care and worry about me*
im totally "cure"...ehek
having lots of chance to laugh non-stop in class this week...
because of those humour guys...
keep in up~

once...
thinking nonsense...
having same problem with my dear...
aikx...
just let the God to make the decision...
=)

i promise to be happy always..=D

Monday, July 20, 2009

过去。现在。未来

回忆是属于过去的...
也许美好.也许欢乐...
也许痛苦.也许悲伤...
纵就过去只能回味...
无法回首...
过去变成只能放在心里的回忆...

现在是进行式的...
也许轻松.也许幸福...
也许困难.也许惨痛...
生活还是必须前进...
无法退回...
现在变成未来辉煌的桥梁...

未来是未知的...
也许成功.也许杰出...
也许挫败.也许潦倒...
未来还是我们的希望...
无法预知...
未来变成奋斗的目标...

现在的我们应该放下过去创造未来...

Saturday, July 18, 2009

two.too.muchie

break my record...
having two cup of ice caffe mocha in one day...
OMG...
gaining weight...=x

btw...
fall in love with ice caffe mocha...
but all of them said very bitter...
however...
i think it just nice for me...
^^

Friday, July 17, 2009

just.that.nice

watched Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince...
looking forward for the next two...XD

collected my exam result...
satisfied...
2 HD,D and P...
i passed my physics...
thanks god~

no headache and stomached suffering me...^^

bought 1 t-shirt and jeans as what i wish for long time "ago"...=x

brighten my holiday...
thanks~

Monday, July 13, 2009

days of holiday

1 month holiday...
and now just passed 1 week...
==

went to parent's shop...
help mum with her office stuff...
be her driver...
bring her here and there...
lol...
happy too...
because talk lots with her and "received" something new...

you can't believe this...
4 out of 7 days...
im sick...
stomache.headache...
OMG...

and and...
i finished two drama and 1 movie...
hk--a great way to care.nice!!!
japan--家有六子.nice too!!!
transformer--not what i expected.but still nice!!
then now?
what to do.lost direction..@@

today headache again!!!
gonna have body check.maybe?o.0

in my mind now:
exam result--fail.pass.of course hope pass all
my health--hope nothing bad
my dream--quite horror.it's seem too real.hope it won't happen in my life
miss him--nope.yeap.im not sure

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

do so or not?

1st semester sooner end up with a BIG full stop...
2 more weeks...
i thought i can "welcome" the next semester happily...
but now...
not really...
why?
a BIG BIG question mark in my heart...
after analysing.................................
finally i concluded my answer...
im hate to know the answer because it seem so idiot and stupid...

a big difference and shuffle in 2nd semester...
and i might pass by something which i really want to?
i don't know...



stop confusing me

Sunday, May 31, 2009

here i come

haha...
miracle happened...
last-minute-confirmation...
lolx...
yeapi!!!

Genting, HERE I COME...
due to the last minutes booking...
so our first day have to sleep without hotel room...
don't care~~
mum said go Starbucks and watch movie lo...
totally agree with her...
then next day sleep whole day...
night she going to the concert...
hope she and my brother enjoy...
then my sister i can enjoy shopping...
how about my dad?
casino of course...





Wednesday, May 27, 2009

双子的幸运之日

今日是星期三。不知不觉过了十八年,生命中度过了无数的星期三。十八岁了,好像老了,不管是思绪还是体肉上的,与往年想得也大不相同了。自己的身体状况越来越差,不敢告诉任何人,也不晓得有谁可以倾诉。想一想,在大学的日子也过了十个礼拜,其中当然经历过好多事情,从好到坏,从不惯到习惯,也好不容易得熬到了半年,很快的第一学期要完了,也要为自己能否继续下个学期担心了。一开始进入新学校,我好苦恼,因为不想念书,也讨厌考试,但现在,好像被书一一地吸引住了---我爱上念书,我希望可以好好的念书,不想浪费父母的钱,只想为这个家付出一些。不知不觉,我常常告诉自己,幸运之神不会永远站在我的身旁,要成功只有靠自己。我了解了。又想了一想,长大了好像没好事,与人处事好像变的更难,对于脾气爆的我,更是难上加难。进入大学,遇到的人不同了,比起以往的学校,框框好像被放大了,与人沟通的方式也不一样了,而自己的心再也没有人能看穿了,而自己也慢慢卸下了解他人的态度,我讨厌这样的自己,我埋怨为何自己没有一个可以真正了解自己的人,有种不再想与世间沟通的感觉,因为要忍受也要了解,让我封闭了自己。转了一圈,好像看到解答了,原来要了解对方,只在乎自己有没有那个关键的“愿意”,如果愿意,如果真心,也许误会就不会发生。好像,人与人之间最重要的字不是“付出”、不是“珍惜”,而是“包容”与“了解”。没有了解就没有包容的心,没有忍耐就没有放开的心。我承认,我两者都没有掌握,甚至无法在我身上找到这些,觉得自己连个小学生都不如。好好反省吧。再看一看,身边的小朋友,他们无忧无虑的得玩着,灿烂的笑容,真的好天真。而长大的我们,烦恼就跟山一样高。心里想一想,是不是因为人越大头越大,大脑的活动空间也跟着增加呢?如果是这样的话,我好希望我永远都过着只有小小脑袋的时候,没有烦恼的时间,只有苦恼没人陪伴玩乐的时候。好复杂的星期三,好漫长的星期三,好不快乐的星期三,让我一次翻过自己的大脑,阅读了好多事情,看清自己的内心。有本书写着星期三是双子座的幸运日,刚开始我不这么认为,因为每一次的星期三都让我好生气,好讨厌,好想哭,现在我不再如此绝对了,因为今天的星期三让我看透了很多事,也是一个让我成长最多的一天。


双子女上

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

下午想了想。。。
我好像醒了。。。

曾经以为自己喜欢上他。。。
但好像不是这么一回事。。。

其实对他我一点感觉也没有。。。
甚至有点讨厌他。。。

原来现在的我。。。
那个位子还是空的。。。

a new-last hope

my last hope to genting trip...
hope it will success...
although i knew the probability going is less...
but i still curious to go...

Monday, May 25, 2009

十八

我每天都在数着。。。
看着好多朋友都十八了。。。
买了好多礼物。。。

不到一个月。。。
自己也快十八了。。。
好像真正的人生才开始。。。
才真正感受到生活的波折。。。

每一天都有好多事发生。。。
有时觉得好累。。。
但不能喊停。。。
有时觉得好开心。。。
但总是很快流逝。。。

很多人说十八就是长大了。。。。
慢慢了解了。。。
不再是小孩。。。
不再事事依靠人。。。
不在渴望人永远会伸出援手。。。
不再有无味的童真与幻想。。。

以前小时候。。。
每一次生日都会许愿望。。。
但日子长了。。。
早把自己许过的愿望抛在后脑了。。。
现在的我。。。
一样会许愿望。。。
不同的是。。。
我已经有确确实实的目标。。。
我已经有实力去完成了。。。


十八; 一切才真正开始。。。
十八; 我期待。。。
迈进十八;
是我创新的挑战。。。

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

common.not anymore

my "buddies" told me...
both of us have commons...
wearing the same W...
same height...almost
sometimes wearing same colour of T...
dislike the same model of laptop...
hmm~~
it's just coincidence right?o.s in my heart
of course...
i imagined lots in my heart...
but...
im sure these will only happen up to today...
then everything will just end...
why?
im not sure...

maybe you "ruined" your image when you showed that kind of "face"...
or maybe others...
anyway...
from now on...
you will totally no effect for me anymore...
really NO...



it's just a speechless post...
just want to tell my "buddies" about my feeling...
not dare to tell you guys face-to-face...
so just post it here...



Thursday, April 30, 2009

nickS

today was my ist time having my eng class so happy...
i hate eng class because of seldom reasons...=x
because 4 of us [me,ying,chele & yii siang] talked about "ji"[chicken] during the class...
lolx...
humour~~
but the class today was the noisiest class i had...
OMG...
burst~~


nickS[copryright]:
1. chan chu
2. xi yi
3. yao mou
4. ex-xi yi
5. ji[me and ying wish to change it to qing liu gan]XD
6. swinburne zai [seldom mention about this nick ler]=x
7. ji dan[eggie]
8. Ha-Ma
9. W.Z

excited week

whole week...
im in the "high" and "excited" moments..
hmm~~
actually don't know why...
maybe?!........................

start from tommorrow...
it's MAY!!!
a very very "danger" month for me...
because...
my wallet is "bleeding"....
many friends turn into 18th this month...
headache~~
squeezing my brain to think what should i give to this, that,......
duh!!!
anyway...
wish all of them HAPPY 18TH...
all the best...
[Ying,Lam,Jenna,Debrah,Haw]

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

tagged by iCheLe

01 Who was your last text from ?
> daughter yuan~

02 Where was your default picture taken?
> forgot jor~~

03 Your relationship status?
> single gok~

04 Have you ever lost a close friend?
> of course~~

05 What is your current mood?
> excited~~lolx

06 How many siblings do you have?
> two~~

07 Whats your brother(s) or sister(s) name?
> Hui2 & Yong

08 Where do you wish you were right now?
> airport~~(because i wanna have a vacation!!!)

09 Have a crazy side?
> of course~~

10 Ever had a near death experience?
> yeapx~~ "lemas" when im just primary 3...that's why i not allowed to swim now

11 Something you do a lot
> moody~~

12 Angry at anyone
> nope~~now im very happy~~and excited~~

13 What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
> when he got no interest on me
> when he's not single anymore

14 When was the last time you cried?
> erm~~ can't remember

15 Is there anyone you would do anything for?
> yeah~~i hope to0 as long as they will always be with me~~

16 What you think about when you are feeling asleep?
> i want my bed!!!lolx...maybe someone and something...=x

17 Who was the last person you talked to on the phone
> erm~~aunty

18 What is your favourite song?
> crush~~recently addicted with this song

19 What are you doing right now
> listening to teacher teaching~~and answering this question

20 Who do you trust right now
> myself~~

21 Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
> wearing class-tee(5S4)

22 Have you kissed someone in the past week?
> nopexx~~

23 Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
> esther

24 Describe your life in a word.
> challenging?! special?!

25 Who are you thinking of right now?>
hmm~~ none~~ =x

26 What should you be doing right now?
> concentrating in the class...lolx

27 What are you listening to?
> eng. teacher talking about paraphrasing~~

28 Who was the last person you gave a hug?
> Fiona~~ before she leave~~miss her..XD

29 Who was the last person who yelled at you?
> erm...nope?! no one dare to yell on me...lolx

30 Do you act differently around the person you like?
> yeapx... depends on the one who i facing and my mood~~

31 What is your natural hair colour?
> of course black~~

32 Who was the last person to make you laugh?
> erm~~ ying and chele

33 Who was the last person that made you sad?
>parent~~

34 What do you hear
> everything which can "go into" my ears~~

35 Is your hair curly or straight
> short and straight~~

36 Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" face?>
what's that mean?!0.o

37 Do you have a best friend?
> yeah~~

38 Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
>nope~~

39 Do you use smiley face on your computer?>
nope~~just black~~

40 Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
> nope~~not dare to~~lolx

41 Are you happy with your life now?
> yeap~~hope to be more happy~~

42 Are you currently jealous?
> yeapx~~always~~

43 What jewellery are you wearing?
> necklace~~

44 What are you doing on Friday night?
> plan to go shopping~~ but ying "invited" me to do homework at her house

45 Have you ever had your heart broken?
> yeapx~~it was a past~~

46 Have you ever broken someone's heart?
> erm~~think yes~~

47 Is there anyone you're really disappointed right now?
> yeapx~~~not only one~~

48 What was the last reason you went for the doctor for?
> erm~~i can't remember when i went for doctor...

49 How late did you stayed up last night and why?
> last night i slept on 6 pm...im headache~~

50 Have you dated someone longer than a year?
> no~no~

Thursday, April 16, 2009

i hate myself


i really hate my own attitudes..
terrible "kuan"...
aikx...
im hot-tempered... i can't think wisely... im not open-minded... i can't accept people's critics...
i hate who i am now!!!

depressed with what i having now...
an ordinary appearance [shortie,black-skinned,ugly face,fatty]...
arghh!!!!!!!!

sometimes i really don't what happen to myself...
if i heard something...[jealousy maybe]
i can be very moody although it's just a very small matter or just nothing...
despite im ready to recover my mood...
i won't show it to the people around...
i will just keep myself cool and stay in my moody circumstance...
but i really don't know why i have this kind of bad behaviour...
even myself will consider this a evil action...

so i have to apologise to my friends...
for facing and "accepting" this kind of friend...
im sorry~~