a new-last hope

my last hope to genting trip...
hope it will success...
although i knew the probability going is less...
but i still curious to go...

十八

我每天都在数着。。。
看着好多朋友都十八了。。。
买了好多礼物。。。

不到一个月。。。
自己也快十八了。。。
好像真正的人生才开始。。。
才真正感受到生活的波折。。。

每一天都有好多事发生。。。
有时觉得好累。。。
但不能喊停。。。
有时觉得好开心。。。
但总是很快流逝。。。

很多人说十八就是长大了。。。。
慢慢了解了。。。
不再是小孩。。。
不再事事依靠人。。。
不在渴望人永远会伸出援手。。。
不再有无味的童真与幻想。。。

以前小时候。。。
每一次生日都会许愿望。。。
但日子长了。。。
早把自己许过的愿望抛在后脑了。。。
现在的我。。。
一样会许愿望。。。
不同的是。。。
我已经有确确实实的目标。。。
我已经有实力去完成了。。。


十八； 一切才真正开始。。。
十八； 我期待。。。
迈进十八；
是我创新的挑战。。。

50：50

first...
i want to congrats to my friends who going for JPA...
i felt happy and proud of them...
anyhow...
they will be leaving us soon...
in 2 months times...maybe
sure many will feel sad about that....
me too...when the scene we gathered popped out in my brain
instead of dropping my tears...
i try to think wisely....
i believe everything will be just great for me...

good luck for them and FRIENDS FOREVER




for those who cried because thinking they will missing a friend:

天下无不散之席。。。
天下无人可陪己长久。。。
就算是自己身边的亲密家人、友人。。。
不会有一方能承诺彼此永远在一起。。。
因为每个人都有自己的人生计划。。。
深造读书、结婚生子。。。
因为每个人都会走到人生路的尾端。。。
生老病死。。。
这些不管我们有多么不愿意。。。
不管我们有多么不甘愿。。。
它们都会降临在我们的生活中。。。
现实总是残酷的。。。

曾经看过一篇作文。。。
说到：
“不要因为失去而难过，应该因为拥有而快乐；
因为自己拥有的一切原本就不属于自己，可以拥有是我们的福气。。。”

“不要因为短暂的分离而感到忧伤，应该因为他们的成功而骄傲；
因为我们在一起快乐的片段会打败内心的悲痛，相信我们还会一起创造更美好的回忆。。。”

也许到离开的那一天。。。
内心的情绪不受控制。。。
眼看你的离开的背影。。。
听着远去的脚步声。。。
眼泪掉了。。。
我们抱头痛哭。。。
嘴里说出句句的不舍却充满鼓励彼此的话。。。
这时。。。
告诉自己：
“放手吧，为了更美好的未来；
祝福吧，，为了更挑战的生活；
等待吧，为了听见那熟悉的脚步声；
看到的不再是你的背影，而是我们久违的笑容。。。”

different TEARS

"tears drop because of the failure;
tears drop because of the success..."

honestly i like the second-listed-tears because it's pride...
but im "insufficient" on that...
im often experienced the 1st-listed-tears...
and im shamed on it...
do i have the confident to "experience" the second-listed-tears?

new starting

today went the Spring...
bought 4 shirts,1 jeans and 1 scaft...

these all for my new starting...
hmm~~
now nervous-ing...
because tommorrow gonna start "schooling" again...
nidda face new school,new classamates,new teachers...
new challenge for me...
miss my holidays!!!

hope im confident enough to overcome it...
jiayou~~^^

i miss the COUNTRY

today at office...
chit-chat with mummy...
then she showed the big big Taiwan's map which we "steal" at the Taiwan's airport...
lolx...

wo0~
damn MISS there...
wish i can go there again...
as what my family also hope for...
mummy said:"wait i kena lotteries"
what the~
how long and how hard i need to wait for that day...
[because my parent won't buy lotteries]
=x

"investigated" the map...
saw lots of place which i always heard in the Taiwan's show...
such as "xi men ding","xing guang san yue","shi ling ye shi"....................and so on...
of cause we went those places before when we went for the vacation last year on June...
but not fun enough yet we didn't manage to shop all the shops and eat all the local foods there...

i love there so much...
Taiwan is really a unique country...
and much different compared to our country...
the most i like is there has lots of shop and night market even in the midnight...
every night the night market there sure crowded with lots of people especially trendy teenagers...
all of them are damn pretty and handsome...
at there...
everyone enjoy shopping,eating and playing...
[how i wish im one of them too]
how lucky am i if i meet my idols there...
[GIRL!!! stop dreaming~~]

OMG... miss there so much!!!
im curious~~
waiting for that day...

renovation

hmm~~
these few days i heard a lots about houses and renovation...

my aunt's house have to renovate due to some damages...
so her family will having a new living environment...
then...
my other aunt again...
she going to move from her old house to another old house...
but t he "new" old house will be renovate...
im sure it will be very nice after renovation...
so her family have totally different and better home...

how about me?!
i also hope i can move in the new house as fast as possible...
dad said next year...
*god bless*

exciting!!!

tomorrow is my big day...
i consider it and i hope it will be...

because my parent will bring me to test car...
for choosing my new car...
*pray for it*

although it was no more my dream car--blue vios...
i still very excited...
hmm~~
nvm...
^^

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i want go KL...
i want shopping...
i want play...
i want chit-chat...
i want a joy and enjoy holiday...
*god bless*

新的一年

新的一年。。。
新的开始。。。
新的希望。。。
新的动力。。。
创造新的自己。。。

by: huili

my "sick" knees...

today's weather hmm...
neither rainy or windy...
but i felt so cold...
my knees were so pain...
like they gonna left my body(sound serious)...
i also don't know...

then i told mum about this...
she said "so serious ki meh?hmm...maybe need to bring you to the doctor liao..."
but they still suffering me...
haiz~~
mum said again:"lu eh zhabor kia kah tia...bring her to timberland this sunday lo..."
dad said:"ok..."

so...
the result wait until sunday...
hope it's just a good ending...
*god bless*

114 storyZZ...

now start preparing the link camp for may...(kinda long gok)
but i hope we won do last minute work again...
so i need all the committee's help...
hope nothing happen last minute...
hope no argument among committee...
hope all committee can help each other to success this camp...
hope no committee suddenly tell me cannot join the camp...
hope i can have a memorable memories for my last activity...
i dun wanna to regret anymore...
*god bless me*

好烦噢...

写了再写...
改了再改...
换了再换...
想了再想...
叹了再叹...
只希望决定的是对的...

to form 4 members~~

i reli regret tiz time de ag evaluation....
esther r brave enuf 2 say out all d thg...
so...
wat i 1 2 say 2 form 4 members is...
""bcuz we r red crescent members...
so we hope 2 serve...
we nvr regret 4 any thank you frm any1..."
tiz wat i nvr agree b4 i bcum a leader...
when i start d 1st project-ag...
i rmb...
me...kah san...winnie...n sharon...
walk 2 hopoh 2 buy thg 4 ag n walk bac 2 sku...
tat time i reli hope 2 hear "thank you" frm all d leaders...
bt nvr gt any1 say so...
tat time i reli thk as wat u guys thk nw...
i reli mad n blame abt d leaders...
lyk wat u blame us nw...
everythg is leaders correct...
n d end...
we kena cheng n boom again...
i reli embarresed 2 tel u guys tiz...
cuz i oso d 1 hu ever do wrong b4 im a leader...
honestly...
tat time...
i reli tired wat i do n sacrifice 4 rc...
bt nvr gt ppl noe tat...
so...
i tried 2 complain n even thk 2 quit...
i said b4 "i reli tired...i reli ll quit tiz time...i reli do enuf 4 all of tiz..."
bt 8 laz...
i pull my leg bac...
bac 2 rc...
continue 2 serve 4 d unit...
so...
form 4 members...
thk 4 it...
tat time...
i reli can jz walk foward...
jz a easy job 4 me...
i can leave rc which i nvr gt any regret...
i can b free n no nid 2 these kind of thg again...
bt i din do so...
cuz my heart oledi hv a place 4 rc....
i noe wat u guys do 4 rc...
u guys lub rc...
so u guys reli gt tat heart 2 use d extra time 2 do rc...
if no 1 sacrifice 4 tat...
no project ll success...
cuz no 1 reli wanna do thg wifout any regret...

因为你们心理有unit...
你们才愿意付出...
可能不是每个付出有回报...
但...
没有付出就没有成功...
知道你们都累了...
但...
要永远记得...
后面的路会更困难...
生活中都会起起伏伏...
会懂得适应的人才是...
勇者...