laptop & hard disc

my laptop so black...

haha...

XD

157 storyzz...

i tried to believe im the most lucky girl in this world...
but it just a suxx!!!
i hate you because you never hold your promise...
you really hurt me a lot...
i really dunno how to afford this anymore...
can i trust you again?!!

156 storyzz....

5月12日...
一个震撼人心的一天...
全球人民不可能忘记的一天...
不是因为奥运会...
不是因为哪位明歌星的生日...
不是因为什么光彩的伟大事件...
是有史以来全球最严重512的大地震...
看着那些难民...
我的眼泪流下了...
有人恨...
有人悲...
有人怒....
因为这场大地震造成了无数的死亡...
失去了无数的钱财...
他们失去了他们的亲人...
但他们很团结...
某生人帮助某生人...
无怨无恢地救出被困者...
如果全世界的人能保着这样的态度过生活...
那不就世界太平了吗?
"恨"..."悲"..."怒"...
这些都是那些灾民现在的心情...
恨着那大地震所带来的痛苦...
但有谁想过?
这岂不是人类的所作所为的后果吗???

154 storyzz...

today we had a decision...
finally...
haiz...
quite miserable...
we need to postpone link camp again...
actually i wanna say sorry to all the crew...
because always delay the time...
i know all of you wanna to study....
just hope all of you won give up...
just do it...
any problem just come and look for me...
actually i also hope to done it as fast as possible...
but the circumstance make us in the trouble...
we cannot blame anything...
anyway...
just sorry but keep it up...
^^

153 storyzz...

what feeling should i have now?
regret?sad?mad?
i don't know...
maybe all of them...XD
hmm....
refresh back to few years before when im still a member...
i having an attitude same like those annoying members now...
always scolded by the leaders...
always lazy to marching...
always blame this leader blame that leader...
any one of you will go through this "procedure"...
when you are a leader...
you will do what your most hated leader do now...
when you are leader...
you will know the reason we do so...
when you are a leader...
you will have more responsibility than now...
if you dont believe...
try to see now...
because some of you have this leader's talking style now...
lolxx...
but...
before you scold someone...
please ensure that you yourself are the model for everyone...
or else just zip up your mouth...
dont be a silly...

147 storyzz...

sometime you cannot realise what you did...
you just think you are right...
maybe im the one who know the truth by my own way...
but not from you...
what you can do is right...
but what i do is just SUCKS in your side...
i thought our relationship can be better this few days...
but it just my visionary...
our relationship will just limited although we know since primary 3...

146 storyzz...

refresh everything in my life...
felt sad even though is all happy days...
maybe we just live in two difference world...
for me is almost end...
but...
did it end rest of my life?o.0

145 storyzz...

seem so simple life for me now...
studies...
clubzz...(actually just one)
there's no any stunning happening...
just wanna step in my revision time...
nothing to write in the blog...
nothing special to deviate here...
just some unhappy thing...
but not willing to confide...
i know i have to endure all this for my own benefit...
maybe need to wait until exam over...
wo0...
my taiwan trip...
i assure i will have a exciting trip there...
lolxx...
people there are so trendy and spruce...
maybe when i go there they will think im a bumpkin...xp
hope i can buy my present there...
haha...
as mum promised...

144 storyzz...

it's over for me...
just left one more...
but i think is more easier for me...
felt so tired...
at class...at red crescent...
for me...
they are so annoying...
i just had a long face this few days...
because i know i had no much time to play...
for me...
i hate their attitude...
but what can i do...
that's them...
now i know why they wanna do such decision...
in other people opinion...
is nonsense and non-respected....
as what i think last time...
but now...
i knew my opinion is opposite...
maybe i will fall back on or maybe fall out...
notwithstanding is fallacious...
but is my decision...
non of you can deprive...

143 storyzz....

in my thought...
birthday means integrity...
but today...
i realised that birthday is TRASH!!!
and that's not even my birthday...
because of them...
occasion grudge...
hate them!!!!
they undulate our relationship...
they are presumptuous and make everything in a mess...
affect our relationship turn against and bust...
you guys are just NOTHING...
SUCK!!!

142 storyzz...

im still miserable with the 1st aid competition...
but i have to sustain although is reluctant...
this is my last commitment for my section...
i ought to fulfill it gloriously...
i trust that my work can turn the tables...

141 storyzz...

im so tired...
i deemed that others also same as me...
im in a clutter circumstance now...
i still wanna be the winner which i had promised...

140 storyzz...

14oth lu...
so fast...lolxx...
kkzz...
try to post my dad's lame lame story again...
night we go for supper...
when we wanna pay for the drinks...
the waiter asked:"ada sepuluh sen kah?"
then my dad said: "ada...rumah ambil du ada liao ma..."
wo0...==''
the waiter so pity...
bullied by ma lamer papa...
haha...

138 storyzz...

haiz...
i ever deemed that i can pass through the hazard...
but i failed...
*disappointed*
i ever insist that i can be the finalist....
but suddenly i felt at one's wits' end...
*dishearten*
for those visionary...
if any one who try to quit the game...
i won wrangle or accommodate with you guys...
i just feel ashame and indignity...
you just in my undesirable name list...
and im will just strike off your name in my list...
just don't feel startle because im not inhumanace...
i will just think that is a SCANDALOUS...

136 storyzz...

1 more weeks...
1st aid competition coming...
this is my 1st 1st aid competition and also the last one...
regret that i never participate on that...
now im so miserable...
im now facing assortment problem...
difficult circumstance...
undoubtedly...
im yearn to have good result in the competition...
but...
im awe with the competition because i got presentiment...
i tried to escape to a haven...
unfortunately...
i can't...
i have to tolerate with those who say "NO" to me...
you guys tried to neglect me...
and me...
after pondered...
i will be a leader who say "NO" to you guys...
don't tried to neglect me and plank with me anymore...
*i assure*

135 storyzz...

recently felt dun like to on9...
actually I inhibited myself not to on9 so often...
the laptop is just infront of me every night...
i just tried to ignore it every time...
*miserable*
i tried to redemption my results....
exam left one month plus..
i have no time to waste...
sometimes im so affection with those who can score so high...
they score gloriously...
but me......
*sob*
from now onwards...
i have to nurture myself to study hard...
put more afford with serious demeanor...
hope i can make it...
^^

134 storyzz...

today is monday...
lame~~
night went to guardian buy vitamin...
i show mum "ah pak" oil which obvious in first aid kit...
then mum say: "oo...the medicine for drink to treat cough right?"
omg..."ah pak" oil can consume?! ==''
"for urut d lar..."
mum just laugh....lolxx...
then we went for supper...
discuss my future's career with my parents...
i told them: "doctor?lawyer?or business?"
then they said:"your results must very prefect...and especially your English..."
"yalor...then what else?"
"tak professional doctor for brain and nerve d?recently sarawak only two person..."
"wo0...but can i?"
maybe...i have to study hard to full fill my dream...
*jia you*

133 storyzz...

现在的我....
生活很充实...
与家里的关系也越来越亲近...
越来越有战斗力...
因为我知道我的目标...
加油吧!!!!
^^

132 storyzz...

"世上无难事...只怕有心人..."

这句非常老套的话相信谁都明白...
但我想把这一句送给新月帮...
知道你们都累了...
也懒了...
加油吧...

"被毛毛虫认为的末日就是蝴蝶"
新月帮...
往往挫折都会在人生最高峰发生...
也许困难...
也许辛苦...
但...
熬过...
回头看何尝不是一件幸福...

"懂得珍惜"
人应该珍惜生命的每一天...
一旦错过...
一旦失去...
想要找回是不可能的...

知道最近新月帮关系忽冷忽然...
我们也开始慢慢放开...
看见有些学弟妹们开始懂得学习...
也感到欣慰...
只想告诉自己与新月帮...
一旦错过...
就不会再有...
不要做后悔的事...

131 storyzz...

nun when i sleeping in my bro's bed...
mum came in and talked to me for half an hours...
she told me a lots of things and the whole year plaining...
that's a secret...lolxx...
i realize that...
something may looks bad for you...
but it actually benefits a lots...
for me...
maybe the "news" for me is so sudden and shock...
it was a bad news for all of us...
i should sad but i felt nothing...
because i knew something goods happening...
maybe is tough roods for me...
but at least is great and my dream...