let's take the action.pray.donation.or help.

it happened again...
one year ago...
in China...
severe earthquake...
and this year...
in Taiwan...
unexpected flooding...
what can us do?
of course pray for the victims or maybe donate for them...

pity those who lost their most reliable home...
pity those who sacrifice their time,money and even their own life to save the victims...
pity those who tried hard to help but still criticise by others...

hate those who showing their faces in front the public and criticise those who helping...
hate those who just blaming the government but not really willing to show their hands to the victims...

these are so cruel to those who really need help and who really carried out their assist...
stop criticise anyone!!!
be unity and help...
no one ask for the disaster...
but it occurred now...
how sad if we didn't realise that the earth is ruining severely...
how sad if we didn't put our hands together to save the world...

无辜的小孩

大人激烈的战阵。。。
表面上是大人痛苦。。。
往往最伤害的是年幼的小孩。。。
因为大人的分离。。。
因为大人的纠纷。。。
幼齿的孩子须在阴影下成长。。。
可怜的小孩~~

do nothing

finally finished my third week in Swinburne...
this week really very unlucky for me...
terrible and tired...
aikx...
*lazy to type here*
=x


now i have 3 days holiday...
wo0...
tomorrow hang out!!!
lolx...
*happy*

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and now i have "free times" to think about other things except school stuff...
then i remembered something happened about my juniors...
aikxx...
very disappointed when i knew this....
because they quite good in my impression...
but now...
sob sob~~
but actually i don't have to right to say them...
im embarrassed to tell them anything...
or assist them to solve the obstacles now...


but i trust that the one who very powerful will start the "wash-brain-engine" soon...

totally tired....

why im tired?
*exhausted*
1st: can't drive...
2nd:i miss my favourite basketball game...
3rd:my heart bleeding...
aikx...
disappointment and loneliness...
made me fall down today...
my tears are ready to drop...
but i controlled it...
because i promised myself to be happy everyday...
but i failed to manage it...
i want a reliable shoulder beside me...
and a good-listener...
T_T

mentally tired

i wanna cry!!!
i want a rubbish bin...

i have everything...
P-license and car...
but i don't have the opportunity to drive...
this really made me frustrated...
and im mad of myself...

WHEN CAN I DRIVE?
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i already very tired to discuss this with you anymore...
i never get a good suggestion from you...
because this never important in your heart...

BBT show...

2nd disqualify competition for 2nd batch's BBT show...
actually i didn't watch it...
because i knew this time was so disappointed...
no awesome show like the previous time...
even huya and ah liang did badly...

ok...
this time 5 didi again been disqualified...
ICE,EASON,DADA,XIAO JING,FANDI...

yet now choosing 3rd batch of BBT...

my opinion:
kinda fast~~

What A Dope!!!

just read through the newspaper...
im shocked by one news...
and the news sound like this--Drugs Claim could spell disaster for Micheal Phelps...
this news also showed in the Taiwan news report channel...

this really disbelief...
he was a role model and hero of millions...
but now his reputation ruined...

last year--2008...
in the Beijing Olympics Games...
his achievement gave lots of inspiration for everyone in the world...
even athletes...
he won 8 gold medals in the game...
and he awarded as the most gold medals Olympics Games Holder...

anywhere...
he was forced to say sorry to the public...
after being pictured in the News of the World of him appearing to smoke marijuana through a glass pipe known as the bong at the student party after he creating history in the Beijing Olympics Games...

“I engaged in behaviour which was regrettable and demonstrated bad judgment,” Phelps said. “I am 23 years old and, despite the successes I have had in the pool, I acted in a youthful and inappropriate way, not in a manner that people have come to expect from me. For this, I am sorry. I promise my fans and the public it will not happen again. "

felt disappointed towards him as he is my admirer in the sport arena...
so as all his fans all over the world...
before that he showed determination and hard works to approach his dream...
yet now...
he judge himself into incorrect pathway...
his career will stained forever...

and now he caught smoking drug...
although this incident didn't enhancing his performance...
but he facing a ban not less than 4 years...
meanwhile he will not able to participant in the London Olympics Games in Year 2012...

遗憾。。。

今早的我还没完全醒来...
就去了学校...
还未进到学校就看到及听到他们开心的声音...

进去之后...
看到他们带着大包小包的...
心理的滋味更是糟到极点...

sorry...
i don't mean to show my emotion to you...
i really felt sorry...
because i can't go camp with you all...
i know maybe this will be our last gathering...
i do nothing...
T_T

ARRHH!!!

i will burst out if i keep on facing you guys...
i thought i can control my own emotional...
i did...
but no longer it will erupt...
i swear...

but i know it does not make any sense...
no one cares about it...

i really very disappointed...
extremely....

just do what you guys like...
i insist that...
one day...
you all will regret about it...

not only us disapponted...

just now went to yi xiao...
asked teacher wu about link camp...
haiz...
very disappointed when i saw teacher's impression...

she said:"a bit worry them lo...they do last minute...and quite slow...OC canno control her committee...some committee push their responsiblity to ohters...just few committee do things...programme book still haven done...some things also need to paksa baru can show lo..."

my o.s.:"omg...so tiam...haiz..."

lastly teacher said this again...and this made me so shocked...
"i worry about the actual day of their camp...i worry about that day programme..."
"did they organise a camp before?"

"omg...of they organised before...once...and year end they going to organise a state level camp..."

will us "bei hei guo" again?
i don't know...
but i think i won't be one of the victim...
because i will not be there...

218 storyzz...

haiz...
friday night quite moody because chatting with chong mui them...
discussing about f4's problems...
what i want to tell f4...
is written in the previous post..
i know is diffucult to change their mind...
what can we do is to tell you guyz...
the wrong you guys done...
but disappointed because you guys are really to sehkia...
we still need to so pek chek to scold you guyz again...
although you guyz hated us so much...
we still need to show our thick thick to you guyz and talk to you guyz...
what to do...
this is our responsibility...
is we don't take the action...
we will feel so sorry to khsrc,teachers,and ex-leaders...
because we don't want khsrc drop down...


din't online for two days...
i thought i won't have chance to know about f4's problems before i finish my mock...
haiz...
but my brother is j.ass...
how can forget it...
know more from him...
something i really can't believe it...
want can i want to say form is just same as what geraldine said...
you guys din't really use your brain before talk and action...
you guys are still acting like a members not a leader...
haiz...

217 storyzz...

for a long period of time...
i din't heard or touch anytime about red crescent...
because i thought form 4 got the ability to do well in their job...
since that day david gave me the marching course's list...
that's a sign about KHSRC facing lots of problems...
but we just advised fabian and shirley about their mitake done...
thought it will be settle...
unfortunately...
i heard more serious problems today...
is problemS not one problem only...
camp's problem...
activities post's problem...
and exam problem...
many problem which we now trying to settle for them...

to: FORM FOUR LEADERS
chong mui is the most innocent...
actually she can leave everything in khsrc and concentrate on her job or study...
but she still willing to help you guys...
please wake up!!!
and appreciate her effort...
she really help you guyz lots...
don't just ignored her contributions...
醒醒吧!!!
这句话不只告诉你们上万次了吧...
但你们没有一次是真的把它放在心里...
因为你们不曾想过你们该为什么而醒吧...
但你们得到权利时...
你们只会享受权利...
而不懂得怎么利用权利...
那...
那种权利与荣誉对你们来说有什么用...
你们是尽了你们的全力去完成每一件事情...
但问题发生时...
你们第一个想到的是什么?
我们?老师?还是你们自己去解决?
你们烦恼...
那我们在背后就很开心吗?
觉得很心酸..
我们现在一个头两个大...
不是要炫耀...
我知道...
我们彼此的出发点都是为了KHSRC...
不想让它败在任何一个人的手里...
也许小小的失职也能让KHSRC倒下...
而你们却忽视了这些...
给过的劝导...
听了但又出去了...
也许有时你们认为对的事...
其实是我们曾经放过的错误...
而你们不曾给过我们任何的机会去改正这些错误...
因为我们永远不知道你们在做什么...
至今...
只有少许的F4有问过F5的意见以及应当的分内工作...
已经没心情...
已经没力气...
去劝导你们...
因为我们的劝导好像只是在跟一群闭着耳朵的人在讲...
好久没管你们的事情了...
也好久没去你们的会议了...
也许接下来的会议...
是我最后一次出席了吧...
也有可能没这个机会了...
看来你们也不需要我的督助了...
真心希望你们能醒...
清楚自己的责任以及错误...
好了吧...
也不知道怎么说下去了...

但我的期望也不高了...

因为我知道我的失望会更高...

196 storyzz...

disappointed to you...
last time we still sharing our secrets...
but now...
your secret are too "popular"...
nevermind...
maybe you think im not important friend in you heart anymore...
others replace me maybe...
honestly im dine's spy in our class...
but now i refuse to do so..
because is just a waste of time...
and also my afford...
adviced you before....
told you before...
but 1 day changed good...
then the others days still back to your "normal" lame...
what to do...
that's you style...
you boader to do that...
im no right to stop you...
anyway...
just continue what you want....
if you really think that helpful to you...

167 storyzz...

权利究竟是什么???
有权利的人没有心领导...
没有权利的人却一直付出...
想一想...
我也忍了快一年了...
再过一个月我就可以退出了...
希望吧...
不敢再对你们有什么期望...
不敢再对你们要求什么...
剩下一个月...
希望你们真的会醒吧!

165 storyzz...

through this 3 days fun day camp...
i observed that some f4 committee can done well in their...
but some not really serious...
anyway...
congratulations that you guys had done successfully...
there still some improvement...
i will willing to help you guys if you guys want...
so am i...
i also need improvement and i willing to learn...
but anyone willing to teach me???
*disappointed*

158 storyzz...



"手牵手"这首歌被人慢慢淡忘了吧...
我也是...
但最近每天都在看汶川的大地震消息...
让我又听到了这首歌...
透过MV...
看到了很多好久不见的台湾艺人...
有TENSION...ENERGY..可迷小子...
才知道这几年地球真的生病了...

124 storyZZ...

today saw f3 members duty...
wuu...
a bit disappointed...
not serious...
talking all the way...
ask them to separate then say dun want...
no open stretcher before duty...
no check 1st aid kid...
omg...
1st time duty?!o.0
plz wake up members...
you guys already old members...
should what to do...
plz be alert and SERIOUS!!!!

悲与喜...

同一天...
有喜与悲...
我应该开心还是失望?!
我想应该是悲比较多吧...
因为开心是来自他人...
而...
悲是来自你们...
*叹气*................
*失望*.................

想想自己...

人是没有完美的...
因为这是上天安排的...

人想改变不完美...
因为你想更完美的自己...

人可以做到完美...
因为你相信自己...

人也可以要求他人更完美...
因为你为了大家好...

但...
当你想要求别人时...
想想自己是否是有做到自己要求的事...

如果答案是否定的...
那当你提出要求时...
会不会觉得愧疚??!!

回到原点...

突然感觉什么事情都到原点...
我所有害怕的事情都发生了...
曾经以为美好的事情都破灭了...
与他的关系..
新月帮的承诺...
与自己的承诺...