parade~

today was teochew parade...
this year more "special"...
why say so?
because is more earlier than the previous year...
lolx...
stupid noob...
=='''

of cause this year i went there to see my juniors too...
with my rc gang...
and also chong mui da jie,chung wui,sze howe and hui yii...
so few...
haiz...

at the beginning...
im full of spririt...
haha...
got the mineral water to give those seh kia drink...
then walk walk walk...
boh lak liao...
yet im suffering(because my good friend visit me)...

i carried a beg of handphone...
si beh dan lo...
but i know members more suffer...
sorry ler...
din buy xio bi for you guys...
is really expensive...
costs RM 0.60 for 1 ler...
bo lui~~~
haha...
pity yee fung because he saw me and keep on telling me:"xio bi xio bi"...
XD

finally finished successly...
then we went petianak eat...

O.S: tomorrow eat again...==''' fat lu~~

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actually i told f3 im going to attend their evaluation tommorow...
but im planned not to go ler~~
so f3...
paiseh la...
beside evaluation...
f3 will receive new "mission"---CNY...
hope they can do well....
jia you~~
^^

hope for positive answer...

i really disappointed when i heard they thinking to quit...
finally it happen again..
seem like every batch got such problems...
x=

so today our chong mui jie advised the boy's gang...
tell them lots of thing...
but she let them to decide themself...
luckily is a good news from them...
they said:"chung mui is a good ex-leader...so we dun want quit because we sui fu by you..."

but now how about the girls' gang?
hope to hear good news from you guys too...

miss the time...

today whole day was raining...
whole day at home...
watched the gem of life...

but in my heart...
i thinking about my friends....
they participating khsrc camp at santubong...
sure they having fun now...
they can have gathering there...
but me.................
haiz...
i can't join them...
felt sad...
sob sob...

miss the experience and time when i participated or organised camp...
but now...
the only chance had gone...
T_T

ARRHH!!!

i will burst out if i keep on facing you guys...
i thought i can control my own emotional...
i did...
but no longer it will erupt...
i swear...

but i know it does not make any sense...
no one cares about it...

i really very disappointed...
extremely....

just do what you guys like...
i insist that...
one day...
you all will regret about it...

&*!@$%^&*@

当时的我真得很想大骂你...
但我没那么做...
因为我知道没有用...

好累...

lots of comment and arguement...

morning chong mui fetch me and chele went back to kch high...
haiz...
really nothing there...
all ashes...
so sad!!!

then meet tan yee there...
he talked with mr.lau...
after that he came to talk to us..
he said mr.lau asked him whether our room get any "bahaya" materials...
haiz...

then when to branch meeting...
before that we went to eat breakfast...
saw lots of newspaper said the sources of fire is from our room...
especially that "B" newspaper reported so directly...
ish!!!

heard that guard said the sources from our room..
and so zun...
our members there that time...
haiz...
some teachers also criticize our teachers that how come the fire from our room...
obviously...
they insist that the place started the fire is room...

then when meeting...
f4 camp now face lots of prob...
financial prob is more serious...
and also participants' prob...
not enough again...
haiz...

come to AG...
secretary always go travelling...
one holiday go 3 place play!!!
then job just throw to other people...
luckily we discover it earlier...
or else...haiz...

one accident made everything in a mess...
so never ever anyone hope the accident happen...
hope other won't simply give comments before confirm the truth...
everyone are sad about the accident...
and everyone hope that's just an ACCIDENT!!!

kuching high on fire [live]

really sad when i saw this video...
i think i will be more sad when i see this with my own eyes...

many people guessing the sources of fire...
some said this and some said that...

however...
i hate them...
because all our afford and money gone...
T_T

our school & our room?!

can't bliv that kch high on fire...
very serious!!!

whole junior lab and library's roof collapse...
rc room also...

whole room's stuff gone...
trophy,1st aid kid,manikin,medicine,stretcher....
everything in room GONE!!!

haiz...
now have to suffer f4...
because they had nothing for their camp...
face problem again...
hope you guys can solve it...
all f5 and ex-leaders will try to help...
gambateh ba!!

link camp 2008...

today noon..
went to yi xiao...
because link camp...
hmm~
not bad...
but when i went there station game just finished...==''

i heard that in the beginning everything is in the mess...
but luckily are settle...
or else.......!!!

anyway...
it ended up successfully...

what's the reason?!

recently...
my bro is addicted to red crescent...
don't know why...
mami asked him to quit...
because many activities and very mahuan to fetch him here and there...

then she offer bro handphone or ps2 if he quit red crescent...
hmm...
he refused!!!
why???
i don't know...

but mami said:"pun beh zai ju mik e mai quit ler...pun ho la...e eh tan learn something...du shi kak mahuan nia...so many activities...ai zai ki zai lok..."

my o.s."beh zai e...hope he can do better than me in red crescent...and gain experiences...most important is changes to learn..."

so hiong!!!

should i feel proud or sad about you guys?
proud because you all so confident...
sad because do last minutes work again...

such simple camp also made in such difficult way...
haiz~~
im not worry about you guys...
cannot complete this...
not enough time to settle all the stuff...

but i worry about teachers...
they will become busy and pek chek...
they need to help you guys settle those stuff which haven finish...
pity teachers!

not only us disapponted...

just now went to yi xiao...
asked teacher wu about link camp...
haiz...
very disappointed when i saw teacher's impression...

she said:"a bit worry them lo...they do last minute...and quite slow...OC canno control her committee...some committee push their responsiblity to ohters...just few committee do things...programme book still haven done...some things also need to paksa baru can show lo..."

my o.s.:"omg...so tiam...haiz..."

lastly teacher said this again...and this made me so shocked...
"i worry about the actual day of their camp...i worry about that day programme..."
"did they organise a camp before?"

"omg...of they organised before...once...and year end they going to organise a state level camp..."

will us "bei hei guo" again?
i don't know...
but i think i won't be one of the victim...
because i will not be there...

bad news?!

just now received a message from someone...
she/he told me got a bad news for me...
it's really a bad news for me if you guys din made me disappointed...
but now i don't think is a bad news...
im glad to see that there finally a challenge for you guys...
but i know that you guys will find for the teachers' help...
haiz...
这时你们的"习惯"...

again!!!

just saw fiona's blog...
she went for miss connie today...
look like ms connie was very disappointed with f4...
haiz...
don't know how to say to f4 liao la...

if one day...
there is no people help you guys...
don't try to blame us...
just look what attitude are you guys having now!!!

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maybe dine is right...
look like is time for us to zip us our mouth...
din give advice kena scold...
then give advice also comment by others...

hmm~
then don't give comment lo...
later people say us kepo...
say us kacau their plan...
always change this change that...
really "hao sam jiok loi pek"...
haiz...
*disappointed*
with all of you..
exapecially YOU and YOU!!!

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today went for f4 marching course meeting...
before that actually im very shocked when i heard hl said is INTERCHAPTER MARCHING COURSE...
undoutedly...
f4 can think lots about the activity...
but they din not think about others...
maybe this activity seem very "beautiful" in the annual report...
then how about the budget,places,and armies?
you guys have very perfect ideas to organise something...
but is just without thinking for futher...

before i attend the meeting...
i know i will tentu kena people say this and that le...
what to do...
im the OC for last year...
if i din advice...
anything wrong blame me again...

i know the feeling when the plan is set then change again...
it takes lots of afford the reset and redo...
it takes time...

after i leave the meeting...
im refreshing...
did my words hurt you guys?
did my "advice" destroying the activity?
did i scold you guys?
did i made everything mess?
did i made a mistake by changing the actual planning?

if these happen...
i will blame and shot by everyone lu~~
haiz...
im so stupid...
anywayzz...
hope you guys know the mistake you guys done...

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haiz...
friday night quite moody because chatting with chong mui them...
discussing about f4's problems...
what i want to tell f4...
is written in the previous post..
i know is diffucult to change their mind...
what can we do is to tell you guyz...
the wrong you guys done...
but disappointed because you guys are really to sehkia...
we still need to so pek chek to scold you guyz again...
although you guyz hated us so much...
we still need to show our thick thick to you guyz and talk to you guyz...
what to do...
this is our responsibility...
is we don't take the action...
we will feel so sorry to khsrc,teachers,and ex-leaders...
because we don't want khsrc drop down...


din't online for two days...
i thought i won't have chance to know about f4's problems before i finish my mock...
haiz...
but my brother is j.ass...
how can forget it...
know more from him...
something i really can't believe it...
want can i want to say form is just same as what geraldine said...
you guys din't really use your brain before talk and action...
you guys are still acting like a members not a leader...
haiz...

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for a long period of time...
i din't heard or touch anytime about red crescent...
because i thought form 4 got the ability to do well in their job...
since that day david gave me the marching course's list...
that's a sign about KHSRC facing lots of problems...
but we just advised fabian and shirley about their mitake done...
thought it will be settle...
unfortunately...
i heard more serious problems today...
is problemS not one problem only...
camp's problem...
activities post's problem...
and exam problem...
many problem which we now trying to settle for them...

to: FORM FOUR LEADERS
chong mui is the most innocent...
actually she can leave everything in khsrc and concentrate on her job or study...
but she still willing to help you guys...
please wake up!!!
and appreciate her effort...
she really help you guyz lots...
don't just ignored her contributions...
醒醒吧!!!
这句话不只告诉你们上万次了吧...
但你们没有一次是真的把它放在心里...
因为你们不曾想过你们该为什么而醒吧...
但你们得到权利时...
你们只会享受权利...
而不懂得怎么利用权利...
那...
那种权利与荣誉对你们来说有什么用...
你们是尽了你们的全力去完成每一件事情...
但问题发生时...
你们第一个想到的是什么?
我们?老师?还是你们自己去解决?
你们烦恼...
那我们在背后就很开心吗?
觉得很心酸..
我们现在一个头两个大...
不是要炫耀...
我知道...
我们彼此的出发点都是为了KHSRC...
不想让它败在任何一个人的手里...
也许小小的失职也能让KHSRC倒下...
而你们却忽视了这些...
给过的劝导...
听了但又出去了...
也许有时你们认为对的事...
其实是我们曾经放过的错误...
而你们不曾给过我们任何的机会去改正这些错误...
因为我们永远不知道你们在做什么...
至今...
只有少许的F4有问过F5的意见以及应当的分内工作...
已经没心情...
已经没力气...
去劝导你们...
因为我们的劝导好像只是在跟一群闭着耳朵的人在讲...
好久没管你们的事情了...
也好久没去你们的会议了...
也许接下来的会议...
是我最后一次出席了吧...
也有可能没这个机会了...
看来你们也不需要我的督助了...
真心希望你们能醒...
清楚自己的责任以及错误...
好了吧...
也不知道怎么说下去了...

但我的期望也不高了...

因为我知道我的失望会更高...

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erm...
now we retired lo!!!^^
today went to f4 first weekly meeting...
din manage to saw how their start the weekly meeting...
because me,chong mui,jenna and fiona went for lunch until 3 baru rush back to school...
wo0...
new members were so quite...very quite and extreme quite ler...
they seem so guai...
why ho?haha...
not bad...
old members now...
trained marching again...
prepare for green road competition ma...
what to do...
some old members still not steady...
but glad to see that some f4 came for the weekly meeting...
keep it up...
actually...
f4 improved lots...
hope they can be more mature...
think not too childish...
for camp...
do your best...
ex-leaders and f5 leaders are there to help you guys...
if you guys willing for our help...lol
many targets for f4 this year...
from ex-leaders, f5 leaders and also teachers...
don't disappointed all of us...
trust you guys...
jia you!!!
now fight for green road competition lo...

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hmm...
yesterday heard jenna say my brother in the top 10 list...
omg...
unbelieveable...
haha...XD
actually he not good as i think...
but at least he got chance...
hope he can appreciate it...
he need to start weekly training with form 4...
and help them in the organising activities...
for all the JUNIOR ASSISTANT...
gambateh...
don't dissapoint us...
do your best...
^^