154 storyzz...

today we had a decision...
finally...
haiz...
quite miserable...
we need to postpone link camp again...
actually i wanna say sorry to all the crew...
because always delay the time...
i know all of you wanna to study....
just hope all of you won give up...
just do it...
any problem just come and look for me...
actually i also hope to done it as fast as possible...
but the circumstance make us in the trouble...
we cannot blame anything...
anyway...
just sorry but keep it up...
^^

153 storyzz...

what feeling should i have now?
regret?sad?mad?
i don't know...
maybe all of them...XD
hmm....
refresh back to few years before when im still a member...
i having an attitude same like those annoying members now...
always scolded by the leaders...
always lazy to marching...
always blame this leader blame that leader...
any one of you will go through this "procedure"...
when you are a leader...
you will do what your most hated leader do now...
when you are leader...
you will know the reason we do so...
when you are a leader...
you will have more responsibility than now...
if you dont believe...
try to see now...
because some of you have this leader's talking style now...
lolxx...
but...
before you scold someone...
please ensure that you yourself are the model for everyone...
or else just zip up your mouth...
dont be a silly...

152 storyzz...

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

151 storyzz...

好久没有用华语写部落格了...
想好好发泄一下...
最近....
觉得他越来越远...
可是...
我无能为力啊!!!

150 storyzz...

my next vacation venue--taiwan...
a trendy and full excitement country...
in the past...
lots of people look down of taiwan because they thought taiwanese are conservative...
but now almost every chinese fascinate by this country...
taiwan has inherent beauty...
distinctive local foods...
wo0...
their cultivate always controversial...
many teenagers indulge in the trendiness of taiwan...
now non of us will doubt with the contribution of taiwanese....
they prove it...
so i will be there soon to look for it...

i think my post will make lots of people grudge on me....
lolxx...
i have to be aware...
it's ok...
im just a goon...
XD

149 storyzz...

recently...
really nothing to write in the blog...
maybe not yearn anymore in here...
or maybe others reason make me...
one of the reason might be my study...
i have to work hard for my coming examination...
hope my hard work can deserve...
out withstanding....
my family is the most important in my life...
poor circumstance now make me unable to have better living style...
but i can endure...
until my dream come true...
a routine teem with happiness and gratefulness...

148 storyzz...

nowadays...
members are just kns...
go birthday party for whole day...
wtf...
so...
as leaders...
are we too kind to you guys?!
so you guys wanna ask we more strict on you guys...
then you guys gonna complain again...
stop continue with suck idiot and silly action...
you guys are not always members...
one day...
we will leave...
dun regret what you guys do now...
is just a foolish!!!

147 storyzz...

sometime you cannot realise what you did...
you just think you are right...
maybe im the one who know the truth by my own way...
but not from you...
what you can do is right...
but what i do is just SUCKS in your side...
i thought our relationship can be better this few days...
but it just my visionary...
our relationship will just limited although we know since primary 3...

146 storyzz...

refresh everything in my life...
felt sad even though is all happy days...
maybe we just live in two difference world...
for me is almost end...
but...
did it end rest of my life?o.0

145 storyzz...

seem so simple life for me now...
studies...
clubzz...(actually just one)
there's no any stunning happening...
just wanna step in my revision time...
nothing to write in the blog...
nothing special to deviate here...
just some unhappy thing...
but not willing to confide...
i know i have to endure all this for my own benefit...
maybe need to wait until exam over...
wo0...
my taiwan trip...
i assure i will have a exciting trip there...
lolxx...
people there are so trendy and spruce...
maybe when i go there they will think im a bumpkin...xp
hope i can buy my present there...
haha...
as mum promised...

144 storyzz...

it's over for me...
just left one more...
but i think is more easier for me...
felt so tired...
at class...at red crescent...
for me...
they are so annoying...
i just had a long face this few days...
because i know i had no much time to play...
for me...
i hate their attitude...
but what can i do...
that's them...
now i know why they wanna do such decision...
in other people opinion...
is nonsense and non-respected....
as what i think last time...
but now...
i knew my opinion is opposite...
maybe i will fall back on or maybe fall out...
notwithstanding is fallacious...
but is my decision...
non of you can deprive...

143 storyzz....

in my thought...
birthday means integrity...
but today...
i realised that birthday is TRASH!!!
and that's not even my birthday...
because of them...
occasion grudge...
hate them!!!!
they undulate our relationship...
they are presumptuous and make everything in a mess...
affect our relationship turn against and bust...
you guys are just NOTHING...
SUCK!!!

142 storyzz...

im still miserable with the 1st aid competition...
but i have to sustain although is reluctant...
this is my last commitment for my section...
i ought to fulfill it gloriously...
i trust that my work can turn the tables...

141 storyzz...

im so tired...
i deemed that others also same as me...
im in a clutter circumstance now...
i still wanna be the winner which i had promised...

140 storyzz...

14oth lu...
so fast...lolxx...
kkzz...
try to post my dad's lame lame story again...
night we go for supper...
when we wanna pay for the drinks...
the waiter asked:"ada sepuluh sen kah?"
then my dad said: "ada...rumah ambil du ada liao ma..."
wo0...==''
the waiter so pity...
bullied by ma lamer papa...
haha...

139 storyzz...

for those who quit the "game"...
do you guys wanna sit my place?
you guys are TRASH...
something distracted you guys?!
then how about me?
i ever thought you guys are credible and confide...
but im just an idiot..
im wrong!!!
but i won strike by you guys...
i wanna prove that im a WINNER in this game...

138 storyzz...

haiz...
i ever deemed that i can pass through the hazard...
but i failed...
*disappointed*
i ever insist that i can be the finalist....
but suddenly i felt at one's wits' end...
*dishearten*
for those visionary...
if any one who try to quit the game...
i won wrangle or accommodate with you guys...
i just feel ashame and indignity...
you just in my undesirable name list...
and im will just strike off your name in my list...
just don't feel startle because im not inhumanace...
i will just think that is a SCANDALOUS...

137 storyzz...

just look up for the sbl league news...
they in seminal games now...
it might be yulon and taiwan beer games again...
who will prevail?
*who knows*
lolxx...
beyond doubt that i don't like this year's game...
because my supported team--- dacin tigers got bad result...
1st time they din played in the seminal games...
*sob*
i think many spectacular awed with this result...
so am i...
anyway...
they still get chance to win...
fight for the coming games...

136 storyzz...

1 more weeks...
1st aid competition coming...
this is my 1st 1st aid competition and also the last one...
regret that i never participate on that...
now im so miserable...
im now facing assortment problem...
difficult circumstance...
undoubtedly...
im yearn to have good result in the competition...
but...
im awe with the competition because i got presentiment...
i tried to escape to a haven...
unfortunately...
i can't...
i have to tolerate with those who say "NO" to me...
you guys tried to neglect me...
and me...
after pondered...
i will be a leader who say "NO" to you guys...
don't tried to neglect me and plank with me anymore...
*i assure*

135 storyzz...

recently felt dun like to on9...
actually I inhibited myself not to on9 so often...
the laptop is just infront of me every night...
i just tried to ignore it every time...
*miserable*
i tried to redemption my results....
exam left one month plus..
i have no time to waste...
sometimes im so affection with those who can score so high...
they score gloriously...
but me......
*sob*
from now onwards...
i have to nurture myself to study hard...
put more afford with serious demeanor...
hope i can make it...
^^