Monday, June 30, 2008

190 storyzz...

donno why this few days always kena teachers cheng...
wuu~~
really soi soi...
hmm...
lots of homework...
essays which quite challenging...
but i know i can do it...
try my best!
anyway...
i try to let everything back to the normal...
let's myself be good and relax...
concentrate for study...
let's myself prepare for spm...
fight for it...
jiayou~~
189 storyzz...

想了很久...
就是做不出决定...
知道自己是个胆小鬼...
害怕所以却步...
脑海里...
心里...
都是我讨厌的画面...
因为它们已经深深记载在我心里...
它们让我难以抉择...
它们让我难以忘记...
我真的很恨它们...
为什么一直在我心里徘徊?
我不想要...
也因为这样...
我始终无法面对自己...
做出我自己想要的一个结果...
因为现在的我正慢慢往放弃那条路而行...
对不起...

Sunday, June 29, 2008

188 storyzz...

hmm...
yesterday heard jenna say my brother in the top 10 list...
omg...
unbelieveable...
haha...XD
actually he not good as i think...
but at least he got chance...
hope he can appreciate it...
he need to start weekly training with form 4...
and help them in the organising activities...
for all the JUNIOR ASSISTANT...
gambateh...
don't dissapoint us...
do your best...
^^
187 storyzz...



就算心里真的放不下他...
也得忍痛忘记...
就算心很想见他...
也得避而不见...
就算很想和他互动...
也得装得不理不睬...
就算现在有一丝希望...
也得觉得那只是自己的错觉...
就算有机会表达自己的感觉...
也得把它收藏起来...
有很多就算...
我也只能收着...
因为一次的失败已经让我不再敢踏出一步...
到现在...
我还不知道...
我的"就算"...
变成可能性...
我真的不知道...

Saturday, June 28, 2008

186 storyzz...

S在一年前喜欢上R...
也因为R的暧昧动作...
让S以为R也喜欢她...
但S被R拒绝了...
S一开始不能接收...
所以一直避开R...
过了几个月...
S认识了I...
并和他交往了...
S和R也恢复到朋友的关系..
不到一个月...
S和I分手了...
S才知道原来她心里一直都放不下R...
而R的绅士风度让的心再度动摇...
也发现原来他对每个女生都是一样的...
所以她决定把她真正的感觉放在心里...
因为害怕再受到伤害...
一天...
S想清楚了...
她应该放下了...
她也以为自己放下了...
哪知...
R的动作又让S小鹿乱撞...
知道S生日的那一天...
她收到I的信息...
而且要求复合...
S想了很久...
想过答应..
但她很清除自己心里要的是什么...
所以她拒绝了I...
很多朋友都告诉S要想清楚....
是否要跟R讲出心里的话...
不然机会就会这样消失...
S虽然很想告诉R对他的感觉...
S也知道结果会在让她受伤...
她不知该怎么办...
一次的伤害已经让她却步...
不敢再勇敢面对事实...
185 storyzz...

坠落海水将我淹没
放弃可以呼吸的能力
冰冷刺破最后一道防线
把想念放到一边
让它蔓延
那天不想你说抱歉
从前经历那么多考验
冷漠的眼是爱情退潮的语言
为什么没有让我早点发现
拥抱我的坚强
你还有多少曾经约定好
最后要一直微笑
你一定知道心已被你摧毁
不断地崩溃
所有泪水都成为一种点缀
自由伤心后的借口
双手痛得不停的颤抖
温柔飞到了世界的尽头
还把我留在原地独自承受
真实刺的人好难受
坚持让人失去了理智
怎么解释能让彼此变得诚实
都说是痛过之后开始懂事拥抱我的坚强
你还有多少曾经约定好
最后要一直微笑
你一定知道心已被你摧毁不断地崩溃
我们站在幸福周围
却没有一丝安慰爱
原来那么昂贵
拥抱我的坚强
你还有多少曾经约定好
最后要一直微笑
你一定知道心已被你摧毁不断地崩溃
所有泪水都成为一种点缀
原来心碎也可以是种安慰

Thursday, June 26, 2008

184 storyzz...

hmm...
nothing to do here...
just lepak-lepak here...
waiting for forensic heroes II ep 29...
wo0...
almost end...
this few days...
not feeling well again...
just recover then...
still sore throat...
omg...
mum said just eat the pearl powder lo...
then i just replied ok la..
but...
this afternoon...
after a nap...
oh gosh...
my throat even painful...
how come?
haiz...
i don't know...

Sunday, June 22, 2008

183 storyzz...

arr...
i wanna watch prom night...
hope won disappointed me...
haha...
but who wanna accompany me...
i just plan to save money...
but...
i still wasting money on watching movie...
hmm...
i wonder is there anyone volunteer to chia me...
muahaha...
maybe that q pig...
hehe...XD

Saturday, June 21, 2008

182 storyzz...

oh gosh...
really chi cham ar...
so many unknown people and feeling occur together...
unknown guest at my blog and xyb blog...
complicated feeling...
confusing heart...
T_T

Friday, June 20, 2008

181 storyzz...

我犯了什么桃花?
烂的还是好的?!!
烦啊...
救命啊!!

Thursday, June 19, 2008

180 storyzz...

hmm...
quite shocked when i saw his birthday wishes...
haha...
im glad that you guyz still remember my birthday...
especially some unknown and friends of fs...
wo0...
anyway...
thx for all the wishes and also those presentzz...
my 17th birthday wishes:
1st: i hope that 2ml march pass win the champion...khsrc can be better and collect all the best youth unit in kch & s'rwk...
2nd: i wish that my spm result can pass with flying color and drive soon...
3rd: TOP SECRETZZ...
179 storyzz...

haha...
this year birthday...
im so happy...
although no special party...
no surprise gift...
but im still glad...
my parents brought us to richmond and bought two slices of cake...
oops...
still in the refrigerator...haha...
hmm...
guess what i got this year...
i wonder...
accessories mostly...
maybe i cannot fulfill in taiwan...
anyway thanks...
i like them so much...
but i still waiting for my daughter's present and also ah lam d...
hehe...

neckclace from ying...









the necklace box...
it's so cool...
like it...








this bling bling from net,chele,de,hui,yao,haw... thx...











ipod packet from yin & norman...
but duno still get who share...
XD
178 storyzz...

god...
can you tel me why...
why influence me so much?
is really complicated...
i thought is over...
but not...
i gonna check for doctor...
bad sense...
haiz...

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

177 storyzz...

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
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1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
+ Yes...

2. Do you believe that some where there’s a magical world of unicorns,witches and etc?
+ Yes...

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
+ Taiwan(although i have been before...but i miss there so much)

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
+ Everything that I wish will come true...

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
+ Yes~ Why not?that's natural phenomena...


6. Do you like being who you are today?
+ I like to be a student without exams...and earn money...

7. Would you change who you are for your lover?
+ No~because he should like what i am...

8. If you love someone,will you forget him although been rejected?
+ No...but he will never know it....

9. Who are the top five people in the world you would wish to meet?
+ people who can fulfill my wishes,wang lee hom,forensic,lee sheng jie,and of cuz my beloved...haha


10. What do you want in a relationship?
+ True love,caring forever...

11. Which type of cars you love the most?
+ Car which don't spend too much petrol(most ideal car for now)...XD

12. Which do you prefer from your other half? Hugs? Or kisses?
+ Hugs~

13.Who do you miss at the moment?
+ The one in my heart...(in my heart)

14. What drinks do you like the most?
+ Coffee(i'm coffee dude...)

15. Are you a shopaholic?
+ No~not pro on it...

16. What kind of electronic device/gadget you own that you like most?
+ My laptop...

17. How your relationship starts?

+ It's a secret...haha

18. Are you in love?
+ Now?!it's also a secret...shhh...

19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?
+ No...because i hope i can create the future by my own...

20. What do you really want now?
+ Be happy everyday with my beloved family and friends...

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I tag :

(1) Pauline
(2) Dine
(3) Haw

(4) Hui
(5) Slis

(6) Jenna
(7) Norman

Saturday, June 14, 2008

176 storyzz...

今天心冷了...
不再有以前的感觉...
不再有以前的热情...
对他...
不再有仰慕的感觉...
不再有心动的感觉...
对它...
不再有热衷的感觉...
不再有关心的感觉...
而对你们...
也不想再扮演付出的角色了...
只想有家人的关爱...

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

175 storyzz....

现在是凌晨四点十分...
我生病了...
在床上翻了一个小时都睡不着...
发烧...咳嗽...喉咙痛...肚子痛...
haiz...
痛苦哦!!!
174 storyzz...

haiz...
im so "lucky"...
just back from a fun trips...
then sick...
this is so miserable...
soi ar...
flu...cough...fever...allergy...
haiz...