parade~

today was teochew parade...
this year more "special"...
why say so?
because is more earlier than the previous year...
lolx...
stupid noob...
=='''

of cause this year i went there to see my juniors too...
with my rc gang...
and also chong mui da jie,chung wui,sze howe and hui yii...
so few...
haiz...

at the beginning...
im full of spririt...
haha...
got the mineral water to give those seh kia drink...
then walk walk walk...
boh lak liao...
yet im suffering(because my good friend visit me)...

i carried a beg of handphone...
si beh dan lo...
but i know members more suffer...
sorry ler...
din buy xio bi for you guys...
is really expensive...
costs RM 0.60 for 1 ler...
bo lui~~~
haha...
pity yee fung because he saw me and keep on telling me:"xio bi xio bi"...
XD

finally finished successly...
then we went petianak eat...

O.S: tomorrow eat again...==''' fat lu~~

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actually i told f3 im going to attend their evaluation tommorow...
but im planned not to go ler~~
so f3...
paiseh la...
beside evaluation...
f3 will receive new "mission"---CNY...
hope they can do well....
jia you~~
^^

hope for positive answer...

i really disappointed when i heard they thinking to quit...
finally it happen again..
seem like every batch got such problems...
x=

so today our chong mui jie advised the boy's gang...
tell them lots of thing...
but she let them to decide themself...
luckily is a good news from them...
they said:"chung mui is a good ex-leader...so we dun want quit because we sui fu by you..."

but now how about the girls' gang?
hope to hear good news from you guys too...

no more dream!!!

don't dream anymore...
and no more dream for me!!!

NO VIOS anymore...
T_T

T_T

went to chung wui's blog just now...
read his post about khs camp in santubong...
look through the picture...
felt like wanna cry again...

when i saw the picture which all the ushers gathered...
how wish im also the one...
but unlucky no...
T_T

sacrifise for my favourite....

recently always rayu mami to buy new clothes for CNY...
finally she said "yes"...
haha...

then decided to go kenyalang and the SPRING this sun with aunty...
but mami said not too many clothes oo...
ok ok...
i know the reason...

mum said...
if i want for a new car...
so i need to sacrifise my new clothes...
i sure no problem...
lolx...
XD

dream for it

just now went to boulevard...
before that...
mum asked:"still got people go boulevard ma?so late ler..."

then arrive boulevard ler...
gosh...
so many carSSSS...
we turned some many times in the underground carpark...
no parking!!!!
we stayed in the underground carpark for 20 minutes...
then jiu leave ler...
luckily free of charge for 1st 30 minutes...

haiz...
actually i want go there to buy beg..(dream for it when i saw it for the 1st time)
my christmas's present...
T_T
maybe i have to wait again...
until 25th dec?! maybe...
haiz...

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SE:

saw two BLUE VIOS in the underground carpark!!!!
my dream car!!!
haiz...

for this...
i still need to wait for 3 MONTHS!!!
T_T

我要灵感

妈妈叫我投稿...
她说反正我也没事做...
但我没灵感啊...
怎么写啦?!
谁要给我灵感啦？！

just finish watched the taiwan show--BBT show...
it's about their performance...
they disqualified those who performed badly...

ah liang's dance performance was awsome...
it's really great!!!
haha...
as what i expected he got champion...
^^

for this time...
the show disqualified 5 didi(you zi,ah pang,dui zhang,tan ke & liang mian)...
it was really sad to see this kind of result...

i wonder why.........
eason & xiao bang not disqualify?o.0
x=

miss the time...

today whole day was raining...
whole day at home...
watched the gem of life...

but in my heart...
i thinking about my friends....
they participating khsrc camp at santubong...
sure they having fun now...
they can have gathering there...
but me.................
haiz...
i can't join them...
felt sad...
sob sob...

miss the experience and time when i participated or organised camp...
but now...
the only chance had gone...
T_T

you are not alone

another day has gone
i'm still all alone
how could this be
you're not here with me
you never said goodbye
someone tell me why
did you have to go
and leave my world so cold
everyday i sit and ask myself
how did love slip away
something whispers in my ear and says
that you are not alone
for i am here with you
though you're far away
i am here to stay
you are not alone
i am here with you
though we're far apart
you're always in my heart
you are not alone
all alone
why, oh
just the other night
i thought i heard you cry
asking me to come
and hold you in my arms
i can hear your prayers
your burdens i will bear
but first i need your hand
so forever can begin
everyday i sit and ask myself
how did love slip away
then something whispers in my ear and says
that you are not alone
for i am here with you
though you're far away
i am here to stay
for you are not alone
i am here with you
though we're far apart
you're always in my heart
and you are not alone
oh...
whisper three words and i'll come runnin'
fly...
and girl you know that i'll be there
i'll be there
you are not alone
i am here with you
though you're far away
i am here to stay
you are not alone
i am here with you
though we're far apart
you're always in my heart
you are not alone(you are not alone)
for i am here with you(i am here with you)
though you're far away(though you're far away)
i am here to stay(and you with me)
for you are not alone(you're always)
in my heart.....for i am here with you
heart.....though we're far apart
heart.....you're always in my heart
for you are not alone
not alone
you are not alone, you are not alone...
you just reach for me girl
in the morning in the evening
not alone, not alone
and you with me, not alone
oh, together, together

遗憾。。。

今早的我还没完全醒来...
就去了学校...
还未进到学校就看到及听到他们开心的声音...

进去之后...
看到他们带着大包小包的...
心理的滋味更是糟到极点...

sorry...
i don't mean to show my emotion to you...
i really felt sorry...
because i can't go camp with you all...
i know maybe this will be our last gathering...
i do nothing...
T_T

.......

一切在不言中...
原谅我的冷淡...
原谅我不说话...
原谅我的不主动...
原谅我保持距离...
只有这样...
一切都会很完美...

渴望...

今天我发现了...

原来我很渴望...

但...

我知道我承担不起得到过后的欲望...

对不起...

ARRHH!!!

i will burst out if i keep on facing you guys...
i thought i can control my own emotional...
i did...
but no longer it will erupt...
i swear...

but i know it does not make any sense...
no one cares about it...

i really very disappointed...
extremely....

just do what you guys like...
i insist that...
one day...
you all will regret about it...

&*!@$%^&*@

当时的我真得很想大骂你...
但我没那么做...
因为我知道没有用...

好累...

习惯了

习惯被你们冷眼看待...
习惯被你们假意的微笑而回应...
习惯被你们黑脸示意...

心淡了...
也不想为你们而烦躁...

no reason

when i saw that picture that day...
i felt surprise...
because i never know you got such beautiful friend in your life...
i never know that!!!
and you never tell me...
im a bit down when i saw that picture...
but i told myself that means nothing...

but now...
the picture was so obvious...
i really don't know what feeling should i have now...
im still telling myself that really means NOTHING!!!

今天的战利品...

today went to spring...

is worth for me to shop whole noon there...
because finally mammi bought shoes for me...

mammi bought two shoes for me...

costs her RM98.80 after discount...

she also ask me to buy nail color...
haha...

so she gave me RM 30 to buy...

i bought two colour...

i also bought HARRY POTTER with my own money...

hehe...

^^

laptop & hard disc

my laptop so black...

haha...

XD

new laptop & hard disc

just now went to pc fair...
because my sis need my laptop ler...
then i will have the new laptop...
muahaha...

so...
saw 1 DELL laptop...
costs RM 2449...
free 16GB pendrive...
^^
of course the seller is my mum's friend...
so we have extra free things...
then i saw hard disc...
orange & white colour d...
nice...
250 GB...
like it...
so i told the seller i want...
haha...
but mum don't know...

tomorrow i will receive my new laptop and hard disc...
haha...
wo0...
happy happy...
XD

lots of comment and arguement...

morning chong mui fetch me and chele went back to kch high...
haiz...
really nothing there...
all ashes...
so sad!!!

then meet tan yee there...
he talked with mr.lau...
after that he came to talk to us..
he said mr.lau asked him whether our room get any "bahaya" materials...
haiz...

then when to branch meeting...
before that we went to eat breakfast...
saw lots of newspaper said the sources of fire is from our room...
especially that "B" newspaper reported so directly...
ish!!!

heard that guard said the sources from our room..
and so zun...
our members there that time...
haiz...
some teachers also criticize our teachers that how come the fire from our room...
obviously...
they insist that the place started the fire is room...

then when meeting...
f4 camp now face lots of prob...
financial prob is more serious...
and also participants' prob...
not enough again...
haiz...

come to AG...
secretary always go travelling...
one holiday go 3 place play!!!
then job just throw to other people...
luckily we discover it earlier...
or else...haiz...

one accident made everything in a mess...
so never ever anyone hope the accident happen...
hope other won't simply give comments before confirm the truth...
everyone are sad about the accident...
and everyone hope that's just an ACCIDENT!!!

happy birthday to my daughter,yuan...

today is my lovely daughter---yuan's birthday...
haha...
today no surprises for her...
because we all not in the mood plus no time lo...

we go KADO for lunch...
not bad...
i love the feeling there...
really very relax...
if i can drive...
sure go there again...
we can play cheese and fei ji qi there...
haha...
chong mui lose me!!!
lolxx...

then we went to pop wave...
1st time went there...
wo0...
so high...
yuan drink half bottle Heineken...
she look steady oo...
lolxx...

then jiu went home lu~~
haha...

once again~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DAUGHTER
LIANG YUAN...
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE
MUAKSS...
^^

kuching high on fire [live]

really sad when i saw this video...
i think i will be more sad when i see this with my own eyes...

many people guessing the sources of fire...
some said this and some said that...

however...
i hate them...
because all our afford and money gone...
T_T

our school & our room?!

can't bliv that kch high on fire...
very serious!!!

whole junior lab and library's roof collapse...
rc room also...

whole room's stuff gone...
trophy,1st aid kid,manikin,medicine,stretcher....
everything in room GONE!!!

haiz...
now have to suffer f4...
because they had nothing for their camp...
face problem again...
hope you guys can solve it...
all f5 and ex-leaders will try to help...
gambateh ba!!

TVB2009年明星月历

一月[钟嘉欣、黄宗泽、林峰、徐子珊]






二月[關菊英、 商天娥、 李司棋、 薛家燕、 米雪]





三月[郭晉安、 郭羨妮、 佘詩曼、苗僑偉]




四月[陳錦鴻、 胡杏,、馬德鐘]





五月[馬國明、蒙嘉慧、李詩韻、楊思琦、 黎諾懿]






六月[馬浚偉、 丘凱敏、 陳敏之、鄧健泓、黃德斌]



七月[陳茵薇、鄭嘉穎、吳卓羲、楊怡、唐詩詠]





八月[胡定欣、呂慧儀、李亞男、陳法拉、葉翠翠、楊秀惠、陳自瑤、徐淑敏]





九月[曹敏莉、謝天華、鄭少秋、伍詠薇、鄧萃雯]





十月[羅嘉良、廖碧兒、歐陽震華、邵美琪]





十一月[林保怡、黎姿、蔡少芬、陳豪]





十二月[崔建邦、高鈞賢、陳智燊、汪明荃、袁偉豪、蕭正楠、黃長興]

personally think that december is more cool...
haha...
but i love january one...

2009年TVB藝員1月份月曆海報(Calendar)拍攝短片

ｎｅｗ ｉｄｏｌ

ｒｅｃｅｎｔｌｙ　ａｄｄｉｃｔｅｄ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｔｖｂ　ｄｒａｍａ．．．
ａｎｄ　"discovered" my new idols...
haha...

Raymond Lim & Linda Chung....
both of them can sing and act...
wo0...
they are handsome and pretty...

suit to be couple...
hope they really are...
lolx...

永久的回忆

那天考完SPM．．．
还来不及看看学校多一次．．．
还来不及坐在课室多一次．．．
时间已无情地把我们带离那里．．．

我以为我不会哭泣．．．
我以为我不会伤心．．．
我以为我会为了自由而开心．．．．

但．．．
原来自己心里真正的感触．．．
才在那无人的深夜流露了．．．

我哭了．．．
因为种种的不舍．．．
我知道．．．
那里有我的第一次．．．
那里有我的最爱．．．
无论事、物、或人．．．

我永远都忘不了．．．