Tuesday, December 30, 2008

parade~

today was teochew parade...
this year more "special"...
why say so?
because is more earlier than the previous year...
lolx...
stupid noob...
=='''

of cause this year i went there to see my juniors too...
with my rc gang...
and also chong mui da jie,chung wui,sze howe and hui yii...
so few...
haiz...

at the beginning...
im full of spririt...
haha...
got the mineral water to give those seh kia drink...
then walk walk walk...
boh lak liao...
yet im suffering(because my good friend visit me)...

i carried a beg of handphone...
si beh dan lo...
but i know members more suffer...
sorry ler...
din buy xio bi for you guys...
is really expensive...
costs RM 0.60 for 1 ler...
bo lui~~~
haha...
pity yee fung because he saw me and keep on telling me:"xio bi xio bi"...
XD

finally finished successly...
then we went petianak eat...
O.S: tomorrow eat again...==''' fat lu~~

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actually i told f3 im going to attend their evaluation tommorow...
but im planned not to go ler~~
so f3...
paiseh la...
beside evaluation...
f3 will receive new "mission"---CNY...
hope they can do well....
jia you~~
^^

Monday, December 29, 2008

hope for positive answer...

i really disappointed when i heard they thinking to quit...
finally it happen again..
seem like every batch got such problems...
x=

so today our chong mui jie advised the boy's gang...
tell them lots of thing...
but she let them to decide themself...
luckily is a good news from them...
they said:"chung mui is a good ex-leader...so we dun want quit because we sui fu by you..."

but now how about the girls' gang?
hope to hear good news from you guys too...

Thursday, December 25, 2008

no more dream!!!

don't dream anymore...
and no more dream for me!!!

NO VIOS anymore...
T_T

T_T

went to chung wui's blog just now...
read his post about khs camp in santubong...
look through the picture...
felt like wanna cry again...

when i saw the picture which all the ushers gathered...
how wish im also the one...
but unlucky no...
T_T

Monday, December 22, 2008

sacrifise for my favourite....

recently always rayu mami to buy new clothes for CNY...
finally she said "yes"...
haha...

then decided to go kenyalang and the SPRING this sun with aunty...
but mami said not too many clothes oo...
ok ok...
i know the reason...

mum said...
if i want for a new car...
so i need to sacrifise my new clothes...
i sure no problem...
lolx...
XD



dream for it

just now went to boulevard...
before that...
mum asked:"still got people go boulevard ma?so late ler..."

then arrive boulevard ler...
gosh...
so many carSSSS...
we turned some many times in the underground carpark...
no parking!!!!
we stayed in the underground carpark for 20 minutes...
then jiu leave ler...

luckily free of charge for 1st 30 minutes...

haiz...
actually i want go there to buy beg..(dream for it when i saw it for the 1st time)
my christmas's present...
T_T
maybe i have to wait again...
until 25th dec?! maybe...
haiz...

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SE:

saw two BLUE VIOS in the underground carpark!!!!
my dream car!!!
haiz...

for this...
i still need to wait for 3 MONTHS!!!
T_T








我要灵感

妈妈叫我投稿...
她说反正我也没事做...
但我没灵感啊...
怎么写啦?!
谁要给我灵感啦?!


Sunday, December 21, 2008

just finish watched the taiwan show--BBT show...
it's about their performance...
they disqualified those who performed badly...

ah liang's dance performance was awsome...
it's really great!!!
haha...
as what i expected he got champion...
^^

for this time...
the show disqualified 5 didi(you zi,ah pang,dui zhang,tan ke & liang mian)...
it was really sad to see this kind of result...

i wonder why.........
eason & xiao bang not disqualify?o.0
x=

Thursday, December 18, 2008

miss the time...

today whole day was raining...
whole day at home...
watched the gem of life...

but in my heart...
i thinking about my friends....
they participating khsrc camp at santubong...
sure they having fun now...
they can have gathering there...
but me.................
haiz...
i can't join them...
felt sad...
sob sob...

miss the experience and time when i participated or organised camp...
but now...
the only chance had gone...
T_T

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

you are not alone

another day has gone
i'm still all alone
how could this be
you're not here with me
you never said goodbye
someone tell me why
did you have to go
and leave my world so cold
everyday i sit and ask myself
how did love slip away
something whispers in my ear and says
that you are not alone
for i am here with you
though you're far away
i am here to stay
you are not alone
i am here with you
though we're far apart
you're always in my heart
you are not alone
all alone
why, oh
just the other night
i thought i heard you cry
asking me to come
and hold you in my arms
i can hear your prayers
your burdens i will bear
but first i need your hand
so forever can begin
everyday i sit and ask myself
how did love slip away
then something whispers in my ear and says
that you are not alone
for i am here with you
though you're far away
i am here to stay
for you are not alone
i am here with you
though we're far apart
you're always in my heart
and you are not alone
oh...
whisper three words and i'll come runnin'
fly...
and girl you know that i'll be there
i'll be there
you are not alone
i am here with you
though you're far away
i am here to stay
you are not alone
i am here with you
though we're far apart
you're always in my heart
you are not alone(you are not alone)
for i am here with you(i am here with you)
though you're far away(though you're far away)
i am here to stay(and you with me)
for you are not alone(you're always)
in my heart.....for i am here with you
heart.....though we're far apart
heart.....you're always in my heart
for you are not alone
not alone
you are not alone, you are not alone...
you just reach for me girl
in the morning in the evening
not alone, not alone
and you with me, not alone
oh, together, together

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

遗憾。。。

今早的我还没完全醒来...
就去了学校...
还未进到学校就看到及听到他们开心的声音...

进去之后...
看到他们带着大包小包的...
心理的滋味更是糟到极点...

sorry...
i don't mean to show my emotion to you...
i really felt sorry...
because i can't go camp with you all...
i know maybe this will be our last gathering...
i do nothing...
T_T

Monday, December 15, 2008

.......

一切在不言中...
原谅我的冷淡...
原谅我不说话...
原谅我的不主动...
原谅我保持距离...
只有这样...
一切都会很完美...

渴望...

今天我发现了...
原来我很渴望...
但...
我知道我承担不起得到过后的欲望...
对不起...

Friday, December 12, 2008

ARRHH!!!

i will burst out if i keep on facing you guys...
i thought i can control my own emotional...
i did...
but no longer it will erupt...
i swear...

but i know it does not make any sense...
no one cares about it...

i really very disappointed...
extremely....

just do what you guys like...
i insist that...
one day...
you all will regret about it...

&*!@$%^&*@

当时的我真得很想大骂你...
但我没那么做...
因为我知道没有用...

好累...

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

习惯了

习惯被你们冷眼看待...
习惯被你们假意的微笑而回应...
习惯被你们黑脸示意...

心淡了...
也不想为你们而烦躁...

no reason

when i saw that picture that day...
i felt surprise...
because i never know you got such beautiful friend in your life...
i never know that!!!
and you never tell me...
im a bit down when i saw that picture...
but i told myself that means nothing...

but now...
the picture was so obvious...
i really don't know what feeling should i have now...
im still telling myself that really means NOTHING!!!

Monday, December 8, 2008

今天的战利品...

today went to spring...
is worth for me to shop whole noon there...
because finally mammi bought shoes for me...


mammi bought two shoes for me...
costs her RM98.80 after discount...
she also ask me to buy nail color...
haha...
so she gave me RM 30 to buy...
i bought two colour...
i also bought HARRY POTTER with my own money...
hehe...
^^








































laptop & hard disc







my laptop so black...
haha...
XD

Friday, December 5, 2008

new laptop & hard disc

just now went to pc fair...
because my sis need my laptop ler...
then i will have the new laptop...
muahaha...

so...
saw 1 DELL laptop...
costs RM 2449...
free 16GB pendrive...
^^
of course the seller is my mum's friend...
so we have extra free things...
then i saw hard disc...
orange & white colour d...
nice...
250 GB...
like it...
so i told the seller i want...
haha...
but mum don't know...

tomorrow i will receive my new laptop and hard disc...
haha...
wo0...
happy happy...
XD

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

lots of comment and arguement...

morning chong mui fetch me and chele went back to kch high...
haiz...
really nothing there...
all ashes...
so sad!!!

then meet tan yee there...
he talked with mr.lau...
after that he came to talk to us..
he said mr.lau asked him whether our room get any "bahaya" materials...
haiz...

then when to branch meeting...
before that we went to eat breakfast...
saw lots of newspaper said the sources of fire is from our room...
especially that "B" newspaper reported so directly...
ish!!!

heard that guard said the sources from our room..
and so zun...
our members there that time...
haiz...
some teachers also criticize our teachers that how come the fire from our room...
obviously...
they insist that the place started the fire is room...

then when meeting...
f4 camp now face lots of prob...
financial prob is more serious...
and also participants' prob...
not enough again...
haiz...

come to AG...
secretary always go travelling...
one holiday go 3 place play!!!
then job just throw to other people...
luckily we discover it earlier...
or else...haiz...

one accident made everything in a mess...
so never ever anyone hope the accident happen...
hope other won't simply give comments before confirm the truth...
everyone are sad about the accident...
and everyone hope that's just an ACCIDENT!!!

happy birthday to my daughter,yuan...

today is my lovely daughter---yuan's birthday...
haha...
today no surprises for her...
because we all not in the mood plus no time lo...

we go KADO for lunch...
not bad...
i love the feeling there...
really very relax...
if i can drive...
sure go there again...
we can play cheese and fei ji qi there...
haha...
chong mui lose me!!!
lolxx...

then we went to pop wave...
1st time went there...
wo0...
so high...
yuan drink half bottle Heineken...
she look steady oo...
lolxx...

then jiu went home lu~~
haha...

once again~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DAUGHTER
LIANG YUAN...
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE
MUAKSS...
^^

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

kuching high on fire [live]




really sad when i saw this video...
i think i will be more sad when i see this with my own eyes...

many people guessing the sources of fire...
some said this and some said that...

however...
i hate them...
because all our afford and money gone...
T_T

our school & our room?!

can't bliv that kch high on fire...
very serious!!!

whole junior lab and library's roof collapse...
rc room also...

whole room's stuff gone...
trophy,1st aid kid,manikin,medicine,stretcher....
everything in room GONE!!!

haiz...
now have to suffer f4...
because they had nothing for their camp...
face problem again...
hope you guys can solve it...
all f5 and ex-leaders will try to help...
gambateh ba!!

Monday, December 1, 2008

TVB2009年明星月历

一月[钟嘉欣、黄宗泽、林峰、徐子珊]






二月[關菊英、 商天娥、 李司棋、 薛家燕、 米雪]





三月[郭晉安、 郭羨妮、 佘詩曼、苗僑偉]




四月[陳錦鴻、 胡杏,、馬德鐘]





五月[馬國明、蒙嘉慧、李詩韻、楊思琦、 黎諾懿]






六月[馬浚偉、 丘凱敏、 陳敏之、鄧健泓、黃德斌]



七月[陳茵薇、鄭嘉穎、吳卓羲、楊怡、唐詩詠]





八月[胡定欣、呂慧儀、李亞男、陳法拉、葉翠翠、楊秀惠、陳自瑤、徐淑敏]





九月[曹敏莉、謝天華、鄭少秋、伍詠薇、鄧萃雯]





十月[羅嘉良、廖碧兒、歐陽震華、邵美琪]





十一月[林保怡、黎姿、蔡少芬、陳豪]





十二月[崔建邦、高鈞賢、陳智燊、汪明荃、袁偉豪、蕭正楠、黃長興]






personally think that december is more cool...
haha...
but i love january one...

2009年TVB藝員1月份月曆海報(Calendar)拍攝短片

new idol

recently addicted with tvb drama...
and "discovered" my new idols...
haha...

Raymond Lim & Linda Chung....
both of them can sing and act...
wo0...
they are handsome and pretty...

suit to be couple...
hope they really are...
lolx...


永久的回忆

那天考完SPM...
还来不及看看学校多一次...
还来不及坐在课室多一次...
时间已无情地把我们带离那里...

我以为我不会哭泣...
我以为我不会伤心...
我以为我会为了自由而开心....

但...
原来自己心里真正的感触...
才在那无人的深夜流露了...

我哭了...
因为种种的不舍...
我知道...
那里有我的第一次...
那里有我的最爱...
无论事、物、或人...

我永远都忘不了...

Sunday, November 30, 2008

busy-ing?!

i look tired...
although exam passed...
every night i sleep after midnight...
although i no need to study anymore...
so what m i busy-ing then?o.0

lolxx...
im busying.........
playing computer games...
AND...
pia-ing couples of drama and show...
hk and taiwan...
hmm...
but all stuck on the half way...
maybe im too fast...
they unable to chase me...
haha...
XD

my list of dramaS and showS:
1.miss no good
(a funny love story...old-fashioned but quite nice because got wilber pan)
2.mysterious incredible terminator
(as what the drama's title mentioned...really mysterious...)
3.the gem of life
(haven't start to watch it...because it really a long long story...total 80 episodes..)
4.wu di shan bao mei
(another ald-fashioned love story...quite boring...)
5.烈火雄心3
(2009 new tvb drama...curious to watch...still need time to wait...)
6.与敌同行
(where can i get this drama?!)
7.BBT show

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

to all my lovely friends...

i know is still not the time to say:"YEAH!!!"
but...
i think all of us are in the holidays mood now...
haha...
although there still one more paper for tml...

anyway...
just wanna say HAPPY HOLIDAYS...
to all of you...
i miss you guys...
especially my gang and my dear daughter...
muahaha....

all the best for you guys...
good luck and stay happy...
just from me : huili
^_^

it's over...

finally...
the time to end...
really happy and excited...

i can go for driving test soon....
hope i can drive...
and have my dream car...
lala~~

this few days...
really miserable...
im suffering...
but im free now...

enjoying watching BBT show...
and miss no good...
it's really funny...
i wonder is there a person act like her is this world...
haha...
XD

Friday, November 21, 2008

my dream car - - -vios


today went to toyota'car service shop at satok...
wo0...
pundeng want see vios...
but just RUSH displayed there...
so jiu "chang guang"...
hmm...
quite suitable for my height...
like my dad's car --UNSER...
but...
smaller...

then the sales there said got VOIS in blue colour...
outside the shop for demo d...
that's the one i "fall in love" when i saw it...
haha...
then we went to see it...
i start the engine!!!
omg...
i love it so much...
now im so addicted with it...
hope i have the opportunity to start the engine again...
wo0~~~
os : "i will be back soon~~"

Friday, November 14, 2008

SPM...

today's 14 nov...
it's fri...
im having my spm now...
but i just not in the mood...

actually im very afraid about the exam after i finished my 1st paper--bm...
because im not satisfy with that paper...
that night im was down...
and asked mummy go for supper to "fa xie"...

in the car...
daddy told me:"don't too care about the result...just do your best..."
mami said:"yalo..."

because of this...
im too relax about spm ler...
i know i have to be happy for everyday...
i promised to myself...
^^

7 days to go...
it's really tough journey to go...
but i know i can do it...
just do my best...

after that i will be free...
then i can do what i wish...
enjoy my holidays...
yeah!!!

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

excited!!!

13 more days...
SPM lu~~
need to fight lu~~

after SPM...
i wanna drive...
go shopping...
buy new shirts,shoes and accessories...
and PLAN B!!!
muahhaa...
*exciting...*
XD

SPM...

now spm is coming!!!
but im still not in the mood to study...
haiz...

i need to "non-stop" to do revision ler...
cheer up!!!
you can!!!
jia you...
^^

Sunday, October 26, 2008

link camp 2008...

today noon..
went to yi xiao...
because link camp...
hmm~
not bad...
but when i went there station game just finished...==''

i heard that in the beginning everything is in the mess...
but luckily are settle...
or else.......!!!

anyway...
it ended up successfully...

Monday, October 20, 2008

what's the reason?!

recently...
my bro is addicted to red crescent...
don't know why...
mami asked him to quit...
because many activities and very mahuan to fetch him here and there...

then she offer bro handphone or ps2 if he quit red crescent...
hmm...
he refused!!!
why???
i don't know...

but mami said:"pun beh zai ju mik e mai quit ler...pun ho la...e eh tan learn something...du shi kak mahuan nia...so many activities...ai zai ki zai lok..."

my o.s."beh zai e...hope he can do better than me in red crescent...and gain experiences...most important is changes to learn..."

i love saturday and sunday...

probably most of the f5 students love saturdays and sundays...
me too...
haha...
but im not happy because i can have more times to do revision...
im exciting because i can spend my joy times at my new house...

last sunday...
aunties,uncles and cute nephews and cousins came to my house...
wo0...
so "hot"...
that means i don't have times to study again...
nevermind...

that day...
we played mahjong again...XD
watched tv...
drink blended dragon fruit,carrot juice...
and also orange juice...
but of course i din dare try it...
then then...
ate lunch...
then take care and played with my cute nephews...
she really sweet!!!
love her so much...
hehe....

then dinner time...
haha...
ate again...
aunty said:"aiyo~come to your house only eat this eat that ho...lolx"
ya...im agree with her...
so mami said our house now is our club...
play,eat and chit-chat there...

saturday holiday lu~~
then aunty said:"saturday night go your house dinner oo..."
haha...
again...
yeappx...
*happy hours*

Friday, October 10, 2008

what happen to me?

recently...
i keep on telling myself...
*concentrate now...*
*study now...*
*do exercises now...*

but i can't force myself to do these...
i can't put myself in the situation now...
*sob*

revision month

october...
is a month for us to do last preparation for spm...
111108...
last year--111107...
during that time...
it was sunday...
im busying with link camp things...
having my nice times with those cute kids...

this year...
i have to spend this day with those exam papers...
not only that day...
but the following days...

haiz~~
*gambateh*

so hiong!!!

should i feel proud or sad about you guys?
proud because you all so confident...
sad because do last minutes work again...

such simple camp also made in such difficult way...
haiz~~
im not worry about you guys...
cannot complete this...
not enough time to settle all the stuff...

but i worry about teachers...
they will become busy and pek chek...
they need to help you guys settle those stuff which haven finish...
pity teachers!

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

mock's results...

for the mock exam...
i passed all subjects...
i thought i will fail one of them...
fortunately no...
haha...XD

but still some unlucky results happened...
i got two subjects in 69 marks!!!
my bc and est...
sob sob...
just one more mark...
it's change all grade...

finally...
i only got 5As...
with 2 subjects 69 marks...
*hatezz*

not only us disapponted...

just now went to yi xiao...
asked teacher wu about link camp...
haiz...
very disappointed when i saw teacher's impression...

she said:"a bit worry them lo...they do last minute...and quite slow...OC canno control her committee...some committee push their responsiblity to ohters...just few committee do things...programme book still haven done...some things also need to paksa baru can show lo..."

my o.s.:"omg...so tiam...haiz..."

lastly teacher said this again...and this made me so shocked...
"i worry about the actual day of their camp...i worry about that day programme..."
"did they organise a camp before?"

"omg...of they organised before...once...and year end they going to organise a state level camp..."

will us "bei hei guo" again?
i don't know...
but i think i won't be one of the victim...
because i will not be there...

dacintigers...

hmm~~
a taiwan basketball team--dacintigers...
miss you lots...

recently...
busy with revision and mountains of homework...
but i still miss you lots...

don't know why...
XD

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

give me more times...

i hope i can have more than 24 hours per day...
then i can sleep more...XD
hmm~
no!!!

should be in this way...
i have more times to do revision...
i have more times to do exercises...

but is impossible!!!
haiz~

Monday, October 6, 2008

my "sick" knees...

today's weather hmm...
neither rainy or windy...
but i felt so cold...
my knees were so pain...
like they gonna left my body(sound serious)...
i also don't know...

then i told mum about this...
she said "so serious ki meh?hmm...maybe need to bring you to the doctor liao..."
but they still suffering me...
haiz~~
mum said again:"lu eh zhabor kia kah tia...bring her to timberland this sunday lo..."
dad said:"ok..."

so...
the result wait until sunday...
hope it's just a good ending...
*god bless*

SPM...

today--061008...
is near!!!
SPM is around...

but im still so lenyang...
few days raya holidays im just playing and watching television...
homework also last minute finished...

what am i doing?o.0
wake up girl!!!

silly me...

don't know why...
this felt very uncomfortable...
in my heart...
it's hard to say...
it's hard to speak out...

keep out from my view and my mind...
please!!!
everything i hope not to happen...
it was just occur...
and twice...
haiz...
*sob*

Friday, October 3, 2008

时间...

也许我还不能决定...
也许我还不知该怎么做...
也许我还没看清事情的真相...
也许我还不能确定决定的对错...
也许我还对整件事情不够了解...
而时间可以帮我证明整个事情的真相...
让我明白、决定及看清....

知足与满足...

每一天我们都过着不同的生活...
有着不同的经历...
有悲、有喜、有怒...

而每一个明天都变成我们期待的希望...
期盼着美好与幸福...
但这都由不得我们安排...

也许这一天我们得到100%的满足感...
但下一秒却跌入谷里...
这些都不是我们有权去选择的...

但我知道...
把心里的知足降到最低限度...
那我们获得的满足就越高...

Thursday, October 2, 2008

believe it or not?!

can i believe you?
i really don't know...
maybe not...

i thought it's will be a good memory for me...
but now...
i think no...
really hopeless...

after spm...
everything will be settle...
or maybe before that...
or maybe next week...
or maybe tomorrow...
who know...

Hari Raya...

this two days when to new house...
^^
1st night when there was already 7 something night...
so daddy and mummy took bath 1st...
then they go paktoh...
haha...
they went for dinner and da bao for us...
but the food was not enough for us and really not nice...
so we cooked maggi mee...(we really pig)
after that we played mahjong...
haha...
the next morning...
we had breakfast and mahjong again...
11 am...
aunties and cute cousins came to our house...
wo0...
my house was so noisy now...
muahaha...
aunties and mummy gossip again...==''
then kids played mahjong and the new "bike"...
but im so mad with those cousin when they always went in and out from the room...
it was really so annoying...
then mummy them go for visiting...
neighbor was malay and rich oo...
mummy and aunties said the food prepared were so nice...
hmm~
bit regret i din go...
then this morning im so free...
so finished my breakfast watched TITANIC...
my first time to watch this movie....
haha...
im so outdated right?
it's really nice!!!

Monday, September 29, 2008

不要!!!

以为不在意...
心却很痛...
不要再有这种感觉...
只想好好过自己的生活...
很累了....
也许他人的遭遇比我还糟糕吧...
我还是幸运的...

bad news?!

just now received a message from someone...
she/he told me got a bad news for me...
it's really a bad news for me if you guys din made me disappointed...
but now i don't think is a bad news...
im glad to see that there finally a challenge for you guys...
but i know that you guys will find for the teachers' help...
haiz...
这时你们的"习惯"...

今天的我...

今天的我...
好累...
今天的我...
好疲倦...
今天的我...
好想睡...
今天的我...
想休息...

Friday, September 26, 2008

forever xyb~

just now went dine's blog...
saw the khsrc's picture..
miss the time we at rc...
especially during form 4...

the time we played together...
the time we organised activities...
we wear full-uniform...
haiz...
mss it a lot...

Thursday, September 25, 2008

again!!!

just saw fiona's blog...
she went for miss connie today...
look like ms connie was very disappointed with f4...
haiz...
don't know how to say to f4 liao la...

if one day...
there is no people help you guys...
don't try to blame us...
just look what attitude are you guys having now!!!

fall in love with "U"....

just went to kenyalang...
this is my first time went to look for the cooking recipe books...
hehe...
i am so curious to find the salad and cocktail's books...

hmm...
since i had the oppurtunity to go home to stay there for few night...
i had lots of times to do and enjoy what i like...

i love salad...
so i plan to do salad and carrot juice this weekends...
haha...

mock test's results

today mood not bad...
haha...
hmm...
maybe is because my sejarah's result is quite satisfy...
and also my bc essay...
luckily my essay not of topic...
^^

but tommorow might be a terrible day for me...
because tomorrow i have chemistry class...
i think i will get a very poor result...
haiz...
T_T

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

舍不得你#T_T

我叫慧丽...
今年十七岁了...
我脾气暴躁....
又爱生气...

活了这么多年...
好朋友是很多...
每天都在班上哈啦...
而我最舍不得是就是她...

正如她所说的...
我们是两种不同性格的人...
却是"红心月会"这个月下老人让我们变成朋友...
而你是第一个送我礼物还把我弄哭的"女儿"...
记得你说过我每一年的生日你都会陪我渡过...
希望你守承诺...
当然...
你每一年的生日都会有陪你...

"没良心的女儿":

不久后...
我们就会分道扬镳了...
还是希望我们可以常常见面...
永远记得我这个"二十四孝的老妈"...
最后在这里...
我祝福你...
^^


moody and unhappy day...

im really unhappy today...
i really schooling nowadays...
i hate to face those poor poor results...
i really dislike the feeling...

i hope i can finish spm immediately...
how glad if it is tomorrow...
then i no need to go for school...
i can do what i like...
i can be free!!!

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

227 storyzz...

this few dayz...
having mock exams...
but im still so dedicated with the hk drama...
especially the moonlight resonance...
it's really a good and interesting drama...

it's much difference compared with taiwan drama...
haha...
all about love love love...
this drama inspire me a lot...
like family's love and self-discipline...
important of communication and attitude between people...
wo0~
i love this drama so much...
but it already "run" off...

226 storyzz...

maybe dine is right...
look like is time for us to zip us our mouth...
din give advice kena scold...
then give advice also comment by others...

hmm~
then don't give comment lo...
later people say us kepo...
say us kacau their plan...
always change this change that...
really "hao sam jiok loi pek"...
haiz...
*disappointed*
with all of you..
exapecially YOU and YOU!!!

225 storyzz...

mock exam finish lu~~
finally...
haha...
but it just trial...
my results must be very poor d...
haiz...

spm is just around...
im still lagging and playing here...
what m i doing?
*sob*

Friday, September 19, 2008

224 storyzz...

一时的错误不代表永远...
成功只因本身的自律...
一时的成功不代表将来...
失败只因错误而发生...
一时的得逞不代表不会失去...
失去只因没把握机会...
一时的骄傲不代表永久...
苦难会再阻扰我们...

223 storyzz...

today went for f4 marching course meeting...
before that actually im very shocked when i heard hl said is INTERCHAPTER MARCHING COURSE...
undoutedly...
f4 can think lots about the activity...
but they din not think about others...
maybe this activity seem very "beautiful" in the annual report...
then how about the budget,places,and armies?
you guys have very perfect ideas to organise something...
but is just without thinking for futher...

before i attend the meeting...
i know i will tentu kena people say this and that le...
what to do...
im the OC for last year...
if i din advice...
anything wrong blame me again...

i know the feeling when the plan is set then change again...
it takes lots of afford the reset and redo...
it takes time...

after i leave the meeting...
im refreshing...
did my words hurt you guys?
did my "advice" destroying the activity?
did i scold you guys?
did i made everything mess?
did i made a mistake by changing the actual planning?

if these happen...
i will blame and shot by everyone lu~~
haiz...
im so stupid...
anywayzz...
hope you guys know the mistake you guys done...

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

222 storyzz..

有人说:"开心也是一天,不开心也是一天,不如开开心心过每一天..."
哪怕明天是世界末日...
哪怕明天我会离开...
哪怕明天我会患上无药可医的疾病...
种种的"哪怕"只会让我遗憾因为我没带着笑容离开...

有钱的人不愁吃喝玩乐,只愁如何花钱...
没钱的人不愁被人攻击,只愁没钱过生活...
患病的人不愁钱的多少,只愁自己明天在哪里...
这些人愁及不愁的事都不同...
但他们永远有一个共同烦恼的事...
那就是不曾学习在生活中真正的笑...

现在的人都懂得念书、考大学...
这些都有书本的督导...
但真正开心地笑...
试问有何可参考?
没有...

其实把笑容挂在脸上比念书还难吧...
我们可以读死书...
但不能装开心...
因为我们的心还是一样的不开心...

世事难料...
有很都也许...
但只要我们能学习以乐观的态度去面对全部的困难...
以乐为先...
我想不会有遗憾吧...
221 storyzz...

突然很想念在台湾的旅行...
有点后悔没有玩得很尽情...
可能是跟很多人一起吧...
所以就没有很放...哈哈...
妈妈说还想去...
去台北而已...
希望这一天可以早一点到...
我想去那里吃喝玩乐...
把上次没玩到的份一起算进去吧...
^^

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

220 storyzz...

now is september lu~~
still have two more months to go...
then im free from kuching high...
XD

the day i wish for is near...
the dream i wish for is almost fulfill...

i really happy...
i can do what i like now...
chit-chat with cousin,relatives and parent...
cooking or making foods which i never have the opportunity to do so...
watching movie,listening music in smooth and relax way....
the life i like...
i miss you so much...
219 storyzz...

tomorrow im will have my chemistry paper 3...
but now is 11 pm...
im still online and watching hk drama...
maybe i realize something...
after i had realized them...
i felt so comfortable and "light"...

study hard and begin a straight A1 student is not my ability...
i know nowadays achievement in study is important for future...
but some special examples in the society shows that not only good study can create a success people in their job...
anywhere....
i know this is just a way for me to feel more relax in study...
haiz...
i still need to study harder to fight for spm...
*hate that so much*

Sunday, September 14, 2008

218 storyzz...

haiz...
friday night quite moody because chatting with chong mui them...
discussing about f4's problems...
what i want to tell f4...
is written in the previous post..
i know is diffucult to change their mind...
what can we do is to tell you guyz...
the wrong you guys done...
but disappointed because you guys are really to sehkia...
we still need to so pek chek to scold you guyz again...
although you guyz hated us so much...
we still need to show our thick thick to you guyz and talk to you guyz...
what to do...
this is our responsibility...
is we don't take the action...
we will feel so sorry to khsrc,teachers,and ex-leaders...
because we don't want khsrc drop down...


din't online for two days...
i thought i won't have chance to know about f4's problems before i finish my mock...
haiz...
but my brother is j.ass...
how can forget it...
know more from him...
something i really can't believe it...
want can i want to say form is just same as what geraldine said...
you guys din't really use your brain before talk and action...
you guys are still acting like a members not a leader...
haiz...

Friday, September 12, 2008

217 storyzz...

for a long period of time...
i din't heard or touch anytime about red crescent...
because i thought form 4 got the ability to do well in their job...
since that day david gave me the marching course's list...
that's a sign about KHSRC facing lots of problems...
but we just advised fabian and shirley about their mitake done...
thought it will be settle...
unfortunately...
i heard more serious problems today...
is problemS not one problem only...
camp's problem...
activities post's problem...
and exam problem...
many problem which we now trying to settle for them...

to: FORM FOUR LEADERS
chong mui is the most innocent...
actually she can leave everything in khsrc and concentrate on her job or study...
but she still willing to help you guys...
please wake up!!!
and appreciate her effort...
she really help you guyz lots...
don't just ignored her contributions...
醒醒吧!!!
这句话不只告诉你们上万次了吧...
但你们没有一次是真的把它放在心里...
因为你们不曾想过你们该为什么而醒吧...
但你们得到权利时...
你们只会享受权利...
而不懂得怎么利用权利...
那...
那种权利与荣誉对你们来说有什么用...
你们是尽了你们的全力去完成每一件事情...
但问题发生时...
你们第一个想到的是什么?
我们?老师?还是你们自己去解决?
你们烦恼...
那我们在背后就很开心吗?
觉得很心酸..
我们现在一个头两个大...
不是要炫耀...
我知道...
我们彼此的出发点都是为了KHSRC...
不想让它败在任何一个人的手里...
也许小小的失职也能让KHSRC倒下...
而你们却忽视了这些...
给过的劝导...
听了但又出去了...
也许有时你们认为对的事...
其实是我们曾经放过的错误...
而你们不曾给过我们任何的机会去改正这些错误...
因为我们永远不知道你们在做什么...
至今...
只有少许的F4有问过F5的意见以及应当的分内工作...
已经没心情...
已经没力气...
去劝导你们...
因为我们的劝导好像只是在跟一群闭着耳朵的人在讲...
好久没管你们的事情了...
也好久没去你们的会议了...
也许接下来的会议...
是我最后一次出席了吧...
也有可能没这个机会了...
看来你们也不需要我的督助了...
真心希望你们能醒...
清楚自己的责任以及错误...
好了吧...
也不知道怎么说下去了...



但我的期望也不高了...
因为我知道我的失望会更高...
216 storyzz...

hmm...
just went to carpenter street go gai gai~~
erm...
so full...
luckily no raning...
maybe tommorow will rain heavily...
muahaha...
then SOMEONE will be come 落汤鸡...
hehe~~
XD

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

215 storyzz...

will i have a vios car?
hmm...
hope so...
dreaming this few days...
because i finally can fulfill my dream...
although im just steping one's...
one day...
it will come...
*pray for it*


moon festival lu~~
i wanna eat moon cake...
haha...
lame~~
214 storyzz...

hmm...
im so lazy to online ler...
plus mock exam...
so i left out everything...
but just thick thick books...
just opened my mail...
wah...
120 messages...
break record lo...*in my record la*
i think iChele more than me...
because she never try to "clean" her mail box...
right?XD
213 storyzz...

look like im outdated now...
haha...
because i din online for 2 weeks...
wo0...
did i break my record?o.0
XD

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

212 storyzz...

2 more weeks...
mock exam lu~~
but im not in the mood yet...
i wanna play,wanna go shopping,chit-chat with my cousin...
haha...
haiz...
now im "trap" in the hk drama...
curious to watch although im telling myself not to watch...
what to do...
im lazy...
this sunday party again lu!!!
haha...
eat eat eat again...
play mahjong!!!
wo0...
anyway...
i need to plan for study first...
or else...........
T_T

Thursday, August 21, 2008

211 storyzz...

this week holidays...
hmm...
what am i doing?
i never expect it will be in this way...
i and my cousin went back to new house...
playing...chit-chatting...and also cleaning...
very very fun...
haha...
discovered that...
im more willing to go back there...
"hope that day will come soon"
*god bless*

Saturday, August 16, 2008

210 storyzz...

olympics again~~
michael phelps gained 7 gold medals...
his dream to aim for 8 gold medals in bei jing olmpics is not far away...
is just tomorrow...

another guy aiming the gold medal is our country hope...
lee chong wei...
tomorrow final game between him and lin dan...
wo0...

pray for both of them...
especially lee chong wei...
prove that MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!
muahaha~~

me n my mum were just kidding that tomorrow there won be people going for shopping...
because all of them will sitting infront the television and watch lee chong wei...
hehe...
just now when to spring...
really lots of people although it was late...
mum said:"jor mik aneh zeh lan?"
then me :"yin wei e lan eh zai ma zah lee chong wei ai bi sai...so yi kin jik sheng chu lai shopping..."
lame lame~~
209 storyzz...

xyb rockzz~~
haha...
wo0...
OMG...
unbelievable...
we got BYU in SARAWAK...
when chong mui told us we don't have hope to get it...
really disappointed...
but when just now fiona called and told me this good good good news...
i almost cry...
haha...
16th august 2008...
never forgot you...
muaks...
~~

Thursday, August 14, 2008

207 storyzz...

最近的我究竟在忙些什么呢?
哈哈...
不是念书吧...
是看奥运会!!!XD

想看看Michael Phelps 拿到八面金牌...
想看看马来西亚的第一面金牌...
想看看帅哥美女们...
HEHE...

我真的是运动狂...
206 storyzz...

昨晚生病了...
头好痛...
又睡不着...
所以想了好多事...

以前的新月帮...
以前的我...
以后的我...

新月帮好久没在一起吃喝玩乐了...
希望还有机会吧...

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

205 storyzz...

exam finish soon~~
friday after exam go mam mam with fiona sie them...
saturday go take photo at great wall...
sunday go new house!!!
yeap...
cleaning...
hope we can get rid of the dirty surroundings...
im so excited to go there...
because i know the day we go back is nearer...
friday night...
some f4 and f5 going the bintulu lu...
convention jia you...
remember to tell me the result oo...
then come to the 23rd august...
grss footdrill competition lo...
night we will have party again...
hehe...
enjoy enjoy~~
this post sound like im have finished my spm...
wo0...
XD
204 storyzz...

din visit my blog for 1 weeks lu~~
haha...
seem so strange...
hmm...
what cause me can't manage to online?
hmm~~
exam lo...
lazy lo...
and also OLYMPICS~~
muahaha....
everyone seem so cold with the game...
but im so interested...
no one can discuss the game with me...
haiz...
pity ler me~~

Saturday, August 2, 2008

203 storyzz...

erm...
now we retired lo!!!^^
today went to f4 first weekly meeting...
din manage to saw how their start the weekly meeting...
because me,chong mui,jenna and fiona went for lunch until 3 baru rush back to school...
wo0...
new members were so quite...very quite and extreme quite ler...
they seem so guai...
why ho?haha...
not bad...
old members now...
trained marching again...
prepare for green road competition ma...
what to do...
some old members still not steady...
but glad to see that some f4 came for the weekly meeting...
keep it up...
actually...
f4 improved lots...
hope they can be more mature...
think not too childish...
for camp...
do your best...
ex-leaders and f5 leaders are there to help you guys...
if you guys willing for our help...lol
many targets for f4 this year...
from ex-leaders, f5 leaders and also teachers...
don't disappointed all of us...
trust you guys...
jia you!!!
now fight for green road competition lo...

Sunday, July 27, 2008

202 storyzz...

梦想...
离开这里...
去台湾...
一开始只是为了学业...
但从那天起...
听到你的答案...
我就更肯定地我想离开这里...
201 storyzz...

im sorry...
i still escape...
because i don't know how to face it...
you not me...
you won't know what i feel...
you can say me think too much...
maybe...or maybe not...
actually after i knew the answer...
i really felt free and happy...
im safe again...
but when we meet...
im just keep on escaping from you...
200 storyzz...

finally...
the day came...
quite unlucky...
firstly...
saw what i hated...
but i can just think positively...
then they repeated again...
not once...
but i still just control my emotion...
then came to the photo taking session...
im really moody...
some basketballers almost knock me with the door...
that's still ok...
when came into taking session...
i pulled by one of the f4...
then i palantin on the floor...
wahsai...
so "chu" ar you guyzz...
hmm...
came to agm...
we cried...
i will mizz you guyz...
we will have chance to gather again...
or maybe not...
then went to pizza hut...
heard something quite hurted me...
but i knew...
the person who said this is innocent...
the person who heard and answered is the one who hurted me...
nevermind...
let's it be like that...
as long as i won't meet you again...
i won't get myself into trouble...
today is our last day we gathered for a long period...
sorry...
i still escape for it...

Sunday, July 20, 2008

199 storyzz...

anniversary coming...
im waiting for that day...
mixing feeling...
happiness but also sadness...
finally i can drop down my responsiblity for those more kiang f4...
haha...
but i need to miss my frenz...
sob sob...
198 storyzz...

recently my knee getting worse...
especially windy day...
sometimes they pains until i wanna chop down my legs...
haiz...
im just 17...
but my health just like an old lady...
what to do...
this my life...

Thursday, July 17, 2008

197 storyzz...

tomorrow will be 18th july...
im 17 and 1 month old...
nothing happy...
but just full with sadness and miserable...
haiz...
felt tired and headache...
lots of difficulties infront...
and also in my heart...
just have one special idea...
boys or the girls should be the one who zhu dong?
hmm...
for me...
boys...
boys who not zhu dong are just useless...
but not too gentleman...
haha...
how about you?
girls?maybe...
just a idiot and boring question...
just my own opinion...
not shooting someone...
XD

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

196 storyzz...

disappointed to you...
last time we still sharing our secrets...
but now...
your secret are too "popular"...
nevermind...
maybe you think im not important friend in you heart anymore...
others replace me maybe...
honestly im dine's spy in our class...
but now i refuse to do so..
because is just a waste of time...
and also my afford...
adviced you before....
told you before...
but 1 day changed good...
then the others days still back to your "normal" lame...
what to do...
that's you style...
you boader to do that...
im no right to stop you...
anyway...
just continue what you want....
if you really think that helpful to you...

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Name 20 people randomly.
At the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do the survey.
Don't read the questions, but name the 20 people first.

1.liang yuan
2.pauline
3.sharon
4.ai ying
5.michele
6.dine
7.jenna
8.norman
9.debrah
10.janet
11.ee hui
12.fiona
13.yen haw
14.kah san
15.lisa
16.sze yin
17.swee jen
18.tian tian
19.sharon kueh
20.jia yang

1.) How did you meet number 18? [tian tian]
~ She is my school's classmate ~

2.) What will you do if you have not met number 17? [swee jen]
~ I cannot enjoy watching cute cute photo ~ XD

3.) What if number 9 and 20 dated? [hoong loong & debrah]
~ OMG!!!misson impossible~haha

4.) What if number 5 and 10 dated? [janet & michele]
~ They are machi + lesbian...XD

5.) Describe number 1 [liang yuan]
~ Stupiak + black-hearted ex-daughter...lol

6.) Do you think number 8 is attractive? [norman]
~ erm...kek cool only la~

7.) Describe number 7 [jenna]
~ our xyb singer~

8.) Do you know any family members of 12? [fiona]
~ yeah.. his bro.. ~

9.) What language does number 15 speak? [lisa]
~ jay chou's language...muahaha~

10.) Who is number 9 hanging out with? [debrah]
~ xyb crewz~

11.) How old is number 16? [sze yin]
~ 17 lu.. same wif me ~

12.) When was the last time you spoke to number 13? [yen haw]
~ yesterday afternoon..

13.) Who's number 2 favorite singer/band? [pauline]
~ BBT?maybe...or avril lavigne...

14.) Have you ever dated number 4? [aiying]
~ nope nope ~

15.) Would you ever dated number 19? [sharon kueh]
~ dun thk so~

16.) Is number 3 single? [sharon]
~ erm...yeap...hehe

17.) What's number 10's last name? [janet]
~ kua ~

18.) Would you ever be in a relationship with number 11? [ee hui]
~ nope n nvr la.. haha ~

19.) What is the school of number 13? [yen haw]
~ KHS ~

20.) Where does number 6 stay? [dine]
~ nt veli sure...maybe in SUMONE'S heart...XD

I Tagged:

Sharon
Dine
Jenna
Norman
Yen Haw

Friday, July 11, 2008

194 storyzz...

this few days...
maybe i take my studies to serious...
so i'm in hot tempered...
my freinds all kena me scolded...
especailly michele...
hope she understand why i treat her in this way...
we just left 64 days to trial exam...
so work hard ba...
or maybe you have different opinion...
just hope you can pay more serious concentration on study..
stop laming...
good luck to you...
and same to all my friends...
^^

Thursday, July 10, 2008

193 storyzz...

now's july...
one more month need to step in exam again...
haiz...
we also gonna retire soon...
felt happy...
but also sad...
i will miss xyb crewzz...
haha...
anyway...
for now...
most important is prepare for spm...
fight for SPM...
gambateh...
^^
192 storyzz...



recently nothing special happened...
for me...
morning go to school...
afternoon just sleep...
night online+revision...
my routine for one simply day...
so i just keep on gaining weight...
haha...
no exercises...

Saturday, July 5, 2008

191 storyzz...

开始有点恨我自己...
为什么我会做出那种事情?
为什么我会说出那样的话?
真的不知道...
看来是我自己毁了一切...

Thursday, July 3, 2008

190 storyzz...

正当所有人以为我没事时...
正当我以为我以为我可以骗过所有人时...
正当我以为我可以骗过自己时...
我发现我的心在流血就像水龙头的水一样留个不停...
我用欢笑...
我用快乐...
我用一切...
去掩饰了我所有的痛苦...
因为我是懦夫...
原来欺骗自己比欺骗他人...
心痛的感觉是相差了几万倍...

Monday, June 30, 2008

190 storyzz...

donno why this few days always kena teachers cheng...
wuu~~
really soi soi...
hmm...
lots of homework...
essays which quite challenging...
but i know i can do it...
try my best!
anyway...
i try to let everything back to the normal...
let's myself be good and relax...
concentrate for study...
let's myself prepare for spm...
fight for it...
jiayou~~
189 storyzz...

想了很久...
就是做不出决定...
知道自己是个胆小鬼...
害怕所以却步...
脑海里...
心里...
都是我讨厌的画面...
因为它们已经深深记载在我心里...
它们让我难以抉择...
它们让我难以忘记...
我真的很恨它们...
为什么一直在我心里徘徊?
我不想要...
也因为这样...
我始终无法面对自己...
做出我自己想要的一个结果...
因为现在的我正慢慢往放弃那条路而行...
对不起...

Sunday, June 29, 2008

188 storyzz...

hmm...
yesterday heard jenna say my brother in the top 10 list...
omg...
unbelieveable...
haha...XD
actually he not good as i think...
but at least he got chance...
hope he can appreciate it...
he need to start weekly training with form 4...
and help them in the organising activities...
for all the JUNIOR ASSISTANT...
gambateh...
don't dissapoint us...
do your best...
^^
187 storyzz...



就算心里真的放不下他...
也得忍痛忘记...
就算心很想见他...
也得避而不见...
就算很想和他互动...
也得装得不理不睬...
就算现在有一丝希望...
也得觉得那只是自己的错觉...
就算有机会表达自己的感觉...
也得把它收藏起来...
有很多就算...
我也只能收着...
因为一次的失败已经让我不再敢踏出一步...
到现在...
我还不知道...
我的"就算"...
变成可能性...
我真的不知道...

Saturday, June 28, 2008

186 storyzz...

S在一年前喜欢上R...
也因为R的暧昧动作...
让S以为R也喜欢她...
但S被R拒绝了...
S一开始不能接收...
所以一直避开R...
过了几个月...
S认识了I...
并和他交往了...
S和R也恢复到朋友的关系..
不到一个月...
S和I分手了...
S才知道原来她心里一直都放不下R...
而R的绅士风度让的心再度动摇...
也发现原来他对每个女生都是一样的...
所以她决定把她真正的感觉放在心里...
因为害怕再受到伤害...
一天...
S想清楚了...
她应该放下了...
她也以为自己放下了...
哪知...
R的动作又让S小鹿乱撞...
知道S生日的那一天...
她收到I的信息...
而且要求复合...
S想了很久...
想过答应..
但她很清除自己心里要的是什么...
所以她拒绝了I...
很多朋友都告诉S要想清楚....
是否要跟R讲出心里的话...
不然机会就会这样消失...
S虽然很想告诉R对他的感觉...
S也知道结果会在让她受伤...
她不知该怎么办...
一次的伤害已经让她却步...
不敢再勇敢面对事实...
185 storyzz...

坠落海水将我淹没
放弃可以呼吸的能力
冰冷刺破最后一道防线
把想念放到一边
让它蔓延
那天不想你说抱歉
从前经历那么多考验
冷漠的眼是爱情退潮的语言
为什么没有让我早点发现
拥抱我的坚强
你还有多少曾经约定好
最后要一直微笑
你一定知道心已被你摧毁
不断地崩溃
所有泪水都成为一种点缀
自由伤心后的借口
双手痛得不停的颤抖
温柔飞到了世界的尽头
还把我留在原地独自承受
真实刺的人好难受
坚持让人失去了理智
怎么解释能让彼此变得诚实
都说是痛过之后开始懂事拥抱我的坚强
你还有多少曾经约定好
最后要一直微笑
你一定知道心已被你摧毁不断地崩溃
我们站在幸福周围
却没有一丝安慰爱
原来那么昂贵
拥抱我的坚强
你还有多少曾经约定好
最后要一直微笑
你一定知道心已被你摧毁不断地崩溃
所有泪水都成为一种点缀
原来心碎也可以是种安慰

Thursday, June 26, 2008

184 storyzz...

hmm...
nothing to do here...
just lepak-lepak here...
waiting for forensic heroes II ep 29...
wo0...
almost end...
this few days...
not feeling well again...
just recover then...
still sore throat...
omg...
mum said just eat the pearl powder lo...
then i just replied ok la..
but...
this afternoon...
after a nap...
oh gosh...
my throat even painful...
how come?
haiz...
i don't know...

Sunday, June 22, 2008

183 storyzz...

arr...
i wanna watch prom night...
hope won disappointed me...
haha...
but who wanna accompany me...
i just plan to save money...
but...
i still wasting money on watching movie...
hmm...
i wonder is there anyone volunteer to chia me...
muahaha...
maybe that q pig...
hehe...XD

Saturday, June 21, 2008

182 storyzz...

oh gosh...
really chi cham ar...
so many unknown people and feeling occur together...
unknown guest at my blog and xyb blog...
complicated feeling...
confusing heart...
T_T

Friday, June 20, 2008

181 storyzz...

我犯了什么桃花?
烂的还是好的?!!
烦啊...
救命啊!!

Thursday, June 19, 2008

180 storyzz...

hmm...
quite shocked when i saw his birthday wishes...
haha...
im glad that you guyz still remember my birthday...
especially some unknown and friends of fs...
wo0...
anyway...
thx for all the wishes and also those presentzz...
my 17th birthday wishes:
1st: i hope that 2ml march pass win the champion...khsrc can be better and collect all the best youth unit in kch & s'rwk...
2nd: i wish that my spm result can pass with flying color and drive soon...
3rd: TOP SECRETZZ...
179 storyzz...

haha...
this year birthday...
im so happy...
although no special party...
no surprise gift...
but im still glad...
my parents brought us to richmond and bought two slices of cake...
oops...
still in the refrigerator...haha...
hmm...
guess what i got this year...
i wonder...
accessories mostly...
maybe i cannot fulfill in taiwan...
anyway thanks...
i like them so much...
but i still waiting for my daughter's present and also ah lam d...
hehe...

neckclace from ying...









the necklace box...
it's so cool...
like it...








this bling bling from net,chele,de,hui,yao,haw... thx...











ipod packet from yin & norman...
but duno still get who share...
XD
178 storyzz...

god...
can you tel me why...
why influence me so much?
is really complicated...
i thought is over...
but not...
i gonna check for doctor...
bad sense...
haiz...

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

177 storyzz...

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
———————————————————————

1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
+ Yes...

2. Do you believe that some where there’s a magical world of unicorns,witches and etc?
+ Yes...

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
+ Taiwan(although i have been before...but i miss there so much)

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
+ Everything that I wish will come true...

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
+ Yes~ Why not?that's natural phenomena...


6. Do you like being who you are today?
+ I like to be a student without exams...and earn money...

7. Would you change who you are for your lover?
+ No~because he should like what i am...

8. If you love someone,will you forget him although been rejected?
+ No...but he will never know it....

9. Who are the top five people in the world you would wish to meet?
+ people who can fulfill my wishes,wang lee hom,forensic,lee sheng jie,and of cuz my beloved...haha


10. What do you want in a relationship?
+ True love,caring forever...

11. Which type of cars you love the most?
+ Car which don't spend too much petrol(most ideal car for now)...XD

12. Which do you prefer from your other half? Hugs? Or kisses?
+ Hugs~

13.Who do you miss at the moment?
+ The one in my heart...(in my heart)

14. What drinks do you like the most?
+ Coffee(i'm coffee dude...)

15. Are you a shopaholic?
+ No~not pro on it...

16. What kind of electronic device/gadget you own that you like most?
+ My laptop...

17. How your relationship starts?

+ It's a secret...haha

18. Are you in love?
+ Now?!it's also a secret...shhh...

19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?
+ No...because i hope i can create the future by my own...

20. What do you really want now?
+ Be happy everyday with my beloved family and friends...

———————————————————————
I tag :

(1) Pauline
(2) Dine
(3) Haw

(4) Hui
(5) Slis

(6) Jenna
(7) Norman

Saturday, June 14, 2008

176 storyzz...

今天心冷了...
不再有以前的感觉...
不再有以前的热情...
对他...
不再有仰慕的感觉...
不再有心动的感觉...
对它...
不再有热衷的感觉...
不再有关心的感觉...
而对你们...
也不想再扮演付出的角色了...
只想有家人的关爱...

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

175 storyzz....

现在是凌晨四点十分...
我生病了...
在床上翻了一个小时都睡不着...
发烧...咳嗽...喉咙痛...肚子痛...
haiz...
痛苦哦!!!
174 storyzz...

haiz...
im so "lucky"...
just back from a fun trips...
then sick...
this is so miserable...
soi ar...
flu...cough...fever...allergy...
haiz...

Friday, May 30, 2008

173 storyzz...

wo0...
exciting...
now is 10.00am...
i still at home...
still have about 6 hours...
quite nervous and curious...
hahaha...
but...
know what i doing now?
i still have my breakfast--laksa now infront of the laptop...
wacthing forensic heroes I...
guyzz...
don't miss me oh...
i will be back next saturday...
that day might have two meeting...
fun day cap evaluation...
hope f4 can learn something from the camp...
and improve themselves...
second...
f5 management meeting...
quite important...
haha...
but i knt manage to attend...
cya...
muakzzz...
^^