Sunday, July 27, 2008

202 storyzz...

梦想...
离开这里...
去台湾...
一开始只是为了学业...
但从那天起...
听到你的答案...
我就更肯定地我想离开这里...
201 storyzz...

im sorry...
i still escape...
because i don't know how to face it...
you not me...
you won't know what i feel...
you can say me think too much...
maybe...or maybe not...
actually after i knew the answer...
i really felt free and happy...
im safe again...
but when we meet...
im just keep on escaping from you...
200 storyzz...

finally...
the day came...
quite unlucky...
firstly...
saw what i hated...
but i can just think positively...
then they repeated again...
not once...
but i still just control my emotion...
then came to the photo taking session...
im really moody...
some basketballers almost knock me with the door...
that's still ok...
when came into taking session...
i pulled by one of the f4...
then i palantin on the floor...
wahsai...
so "chu" ar you guyzz...
hmm...
came to agm...
we cried...
i will mizz you guyz...
we will have chance to gather again...
or maybe not...
then went to pizza hut...
heard something quite hurted me...
but i knew...
the person who said this is innocent...
the person who heard and answered is the one who hurted me...
nevermind...
let's it be like that...
as long as i won't meet you again...
i won't get myself into trouble...
today is our last day we gathered for a long period...
sorry...
i still escape for it...

Sunday, July 20, 2008

199 storyzz...

anniversary coming...
im waiting for that day...
mixing feeling...
happiness but also sadness...
finally i can drop down my responsiblity for those more kiang f4...
haha...
but i need to miss my frenz...
sob sob...
198 storyzz...

recently my knee getting worse...
especially windy day...
sometimes they pains until i wanna chop down my legs...
haiz...
im just 17...
but my health just like an old lady...
what to do...
this my life...

Thursday, July 17, 2008

197 storyzz...

tomorrow will be 18th july...
im 17 and 1 month old...
nothing happy...
but just full with sadness and miserable...
haiz...
felt tired and headache...
lots of difficulties infront...
and also in my heart...
just have one special idea...
boys or the girls should be the one who zhu dong?
hmm...
for me...
boys...
boys who not zhu dong are just useless...
but not too gentleman...
haha...
how about you?
girls?maybe...
just a idiot and boring question...
just my own opinion...
not shooting someone...
XD

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

196 storyzz...

disappointed to you...
last time we still sharing our secrets...
but now...
your secret are too "popular"...
nevermind...
maybe you think im not important friend in you heart anymore...
others replace me maybe...
honestly im dine's spy in our class...
but now i refuse to do so..
because is just a waste of time...
and also my afford...
adviced you before....
told you before...
but 1 day changed good...
then the others days still back to your "normal" lame...
what to do...
that's you style...
you boader to do that...
im no right to stop you...
anyway...
just continue what you want....
if you really think that helpful to you...

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Name 20 people randomly.
At the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do the survey.
Don't read the questions, but name the 20 people first.

1.liang yuan
2.pauline
3.sharon
4.ai ying
5.michele
6.dine
7.jenna
8.norman
9.debrah
10.janet
11.ee hui
12.fiona
13.yen haw
14.kah san
15.lisa
16.sze yin
17.swee jen
18.tian tian
19.sharon kueh
20.jia yang

1.) How did you meet number 18? [tian tian]
~ She is my school's classmate ~

2.) What will you do if you have not met number 17? [swee jen]
~ I cannot enjoy watching cute cute photo ~ XD

3.) What if number 9 and 20 dated? [hoong loong & debrah]
~ OMG!!!misson impossible~haha

4.) What if number 5 and 10 dated? [janet & michele]
~ They are machi + lesbian...XD

5.) Describe number 1 [liang yuan]
~ Stupiak + black-hearted ex-daughter...lol

6.) Do you think number 8 is attractive? [norman]
~ erm...kek cool only la~

7.) Describe number 7 [jenna]
~ our xyb singer~

8.) Do you know any family members of 12? [fiona]
~ yeah.. his bro.. ~

9.) What language does number 15 speak? [lisa]
~ jay chou's language...muahaha~

10.) Who is number 9 hanging out with? [debrah]
~ xyb crewz~

11.) How old is number 16? [sze yin]
~ 17 lu.. same wif me ~

12.) When was the last time you spoke to number 13? [yen haw]
~ yesterday afternoon..

13.) Who's number 2 favorite singer/band? [pauline]
~ BBT?maybe...or avril lavigne...

14.) Have you ever dated number 4? [aiying]
~ nope nope ~

15.) Would you ever dated number 19? [sharon kueh]
~ dun thk so~

16.) Is number 3 single? [sharon]
~ erm...yeap...hehe

17.) What's number 10's last name? [janet]
~ kua ~

18.) Would you ever be in a relationship with number 11? [ee hui]
~ nope n nvr la.. haha ~

19.) What is the school of number 13? [yen haw]
~ KHS ~

20.) Where does number 6 stay? [dine]
~ nt veli sure...maybe in SUMONE'S heart...XD

I Tagged:

Sharon
Dine
Jenna
Norman
Yen Haw

Friday, July 11, 2008

194 storyzz...

this few days...
maybe i take my studies to serious...
so i'm in hot tempered...
my freinds all kena me scolded...
especailly michele...
hope she understand why i treat her in this way...
we just left 64 days to trial exam...
so work hard ba...
or maybe you have different opinion...
just hope you can pay more serious concentration on study..
stop laming...
good luck to you...
and same to all my friends...
^^

Thursday, July 10, 2008

193 storyzz...

now's july...
one more month need to step in exam again...
haiz...
we also gonna retire soon...
felt happy...
but also sad...
i will miss xyb crewzz...
haha...
anyway...
for now...
most important is prepare for spm...
fight for SPM...
gambateh...
^^
192 storyzz...



recently nothing special happened...
for me...
morning go to school...
afternoon just sleep...
night online+revision...
my routine for one simply day...
so i just keep on gaining weight...
haha...
no exercises...

Saturday, July 5, 2008

191 storyzz...

开始有点恨我自己...
为什么我会做出那种事情?
为什么我会说出那样的话?
真的不知道...
看来是我自己毁了一切...

Thursday, July 3, 2008

190 storyzz...

正当所有人以为我没事时...
正当我以为我以为我可以骗过所有人时...
正当我以为我可以骗过自己时...
我发现我的心在流血就像水龙头的水一样留个不停...
我用欢笑...
我用快乐...
我用一切...
去掩饰了我所有的痛苦...
因为我是懦夫...
原来欺骗自己比欺骗他人...
心痛的感觉是相差了几万倍...