最近我有不开心吗?

怎么每个人都说我看起来很难过?

我以为自己表现得很开心了...

很乱~

有谁可以告诉我...

要怎样在家人,朋友,"事业"找到平衡点?

这三个对我来说真的都很重要...

无能为力~

心累了~

哭干了~

500th post...

no special feeling to post anything here...

today's 22th january 2010...

meaningful day?yea for me~

why?today means the end for my foundation year..yeapi~

have my result today...all past~

some are in out of my expectation...

but still in the qualification to apply scholarship...hope so~

my scholarship~iphone~vaio~

youxiwangle...lolz =D

my "very new" target...

thanks for da jie...=p

美丽高解像(the beauty of the game)

story about artists...

at first i not that interested in watching this drama when i saw the drama's name..

but but this drama do seriously attract me after i watched the first episode...

recommended~ thumbs up!!

but i haven't finish yet...

i just that lyk-ki and addict with tvb dramaSSS...

different and interesting storyline..

yet meaningful...

and and...

the drama's theme song attracted me too...=D

ohya...

lots CSI waiting me to follow up...

lolz...

once again thanks to da jie...=p

two more days...

my foundation exam

result...

shall i wait infront my laptop?

curious~kinteo~

hope it's a satisfy result...

my scholarship,my iphone, my vaio laptop are

all depend on the result...

wow...

pray hardly~><

may all the wishes come true...

only the second day of holiday...

im caught into sickness...><

stomachache.knee ache.

but still...

L.O.V.E.s

love life.

love family.

love friends.

love sports.

love shops.

love dramas.

love vacations.

love you.

love me.

才发现...

越有可能发生的事...

越不会发生...

不会如我们所愿...

越有不可能的事...

往往出乎意料...

就奇迹般发生了...

.HOLIDAYS.

sibehlazy.behzaiwantpostwhat.

one more day to holidays...yeapi~

plans for holidays:

-shopping

-stay at shop

-badminton hours

-movie hours

-play!!!

i think there should be lots of rc activities too...

busy?0.0

lolz...

i turn my face away.

just because i don't want to see anything that make me hurt.

i keep my mouth zip.

just because i wondering why i so stupid and idiot.

i show my emo face.

just because i don't know what should i do.

i lost my hopes.

and now.

i searching for a new hope.

will it appear in a short time?

meiyourendecuo.

zhishiwotideqifangbuxia.

shuohaoyaofangqi.

shuohaobuzaihu.

zijiquehennanguo.

shizijitaichongming.

taihuicaile.

erqiehaicaizhongle.

ranhouzijiyounangoule.

zhenkebei.

=(

this few days...

in my heart...

i feel so desperate and emo...

like this....

of course...

on my face...

you saw...

this...

i tried very best not to act emo...

as what i promised...=D

but still...

i keep in my deep here...

and now...

how it look like...

maybe it's too "sour"...

closemyeyes.myears.orescape?

presentations done! teehee~

but........

exam coming...wuuuuu~

then........

holidays...yeapi~

(everyone just started for school...and im just having my holidays...swt)

im sorry...

i lied....

at first...

i thought i can put down...

but NO...

the feel never leave me...

it's still inside here...

anyway....

i not going to be emo...

but still smiling everyday...

i promised...

chi chu le ba?=(