naturally

the presence of laughters,

filled my mind with noisy but joyful sounds;

when assignments and tasks approached,

my mind worked in such busy-buddy-brainstorming circumstances;

keep me alone with the quietness,

my mind prefers to think about the secrets.

not anymore.

you obsessed me.

but,

since when i got a feeling to get away from you.

you made me felt discomfort.

now,

you are no longer expectable.......Saturday

loneliness

once the mind's calm down,

it's neither falling in love nor admire...

perhaps it's an act of attracting attention...

however,

it leads to the dead-end of mind...

time to decide the faith is always the moment that struggled...

the truth of imperfect ending is always exist in the mind...

once again,

the fact is always been confused..

even a glance collapsed the faith...

it's all your fault.............loneliness~

sincerely.but not

如果你们想把我逼疯。

我想你们成功了。

所有事情。

所有人。

你们办到了。

我投降了。

也许以前的一切对我来说。

都太幸福了。

幸福、快乐、尊敬。

我把它们看得太理所当然。

我不值得拥有它们。

我很喜欢按照自己的感觉做事。

喜怒哀乐都可能发生在一瞬间。

一次的不愉快。

我以为会就此画上句话。

但又再次发生了。

是我想要得吗？

我是个失败的磅秤。

或者说，

我并不想变成磅秤。

两者在手中。

我永远衡量不到。

我不善于社交。

因为不喜欢被排挤。

我不善于表达。

因为我的想法很偏激。

我不善于哭述。

因为不喜欢被人看轻。

不想面对。

只会逃避。

自我中心大强烈。

把别人对自己的看法看得太重。

没有解释的结局就是这样。

生活只有自我。

一直以来，

以为你们的看重，

是理所当然。

我不值得。

因为我是个懦夫。

fall-in-love

holiday-ing~

do nothing...

be mum's driver...

what else?~.~

lately...

addicted with a new series...

it's just like-oh-so-damn-awesome...

it's CRIMINAL MINDS...

crime again?!

haha~

why i'm so in love with series which related with crime?

LOL

this series is totally different from csi...

what so different?

not anymore advanced technology instruments...

basically concentrate on series killer's cases...

they're fbi agents from the BAU..

they profile and analysis the unsub's behaviors in order to get the killers...

and..

they're so brilliant and cool~