mess up

seriously.

i'm pissed off.

messed-mind.

&.

complicated emotional.

when thing happen.

when severe disaster approaching.

where can we go and hide.

the only thing we can do is pray and wondering when's the next coming.

when all my kids reach their dead-end.

how can i lead them to right path.

the only way i can do is listen and worrying will you leave me away.

遗憾，我造成的

在这个时刻，

我知道很多事情要及时做，

也许明天就没有机会了。

但我，

过不了倔强的那一关，

这个永恒的秘密将永远在最深的那个谷底，

没有见光的一天。

non-realistic

最近做了很多特别的梦。

很希望有那么一天，有那么一个场景。

梦终究还是梦。

不会发生。

放弃了，

我们梦里见。

unreachable goal

when you attempt to have something crazily,

everything about it will occupy your dumb mind,

even the dreamland's story is all about it.

when you awake,

it's still an ordinary world without surprise,

the goal you craving for is the longest journey in your lifetime.

what i longing for always mean zero to me,

what i imagine about is always opposite.