who hurt?the one who care.

有时候，

太聪明、太厉害不见得是一种好事。

因为彼此的勾心斗角、

互相计较变得更强烈了。

最后的赢家会是谁？

是那些不在战场上，

在一旁看好戏的人。

他们正悄悄的看着你们遍体磷伤。

i miss you, my tears

sometimes i do wish that i could cry,

for victory, for surprise, for sadness, and for a special someone...

unfortunately it seem so hard for me to get my cheeks wet,

i do felt cruel about myself for that...

thinking when i lost my feeling,

wondering where have my emotional gone...

it's 20...and it's extraordinary...

love you guys...

LOL...

*big muaks and hugs*...

3 celebrations..

3 cakes...

appreciate all the celebrations, wishes and gifts..

swinburne friends,

members,

my anak-anak,

XYBs,

Ms connie,

and the "game's master"...

frankly speaking,

before the surprises,

i'm have set myself in the "be-ready-for-the-surprise" mode...

but still the surprises were all very special,

and were all unexpected,

surprise 1- spring's carpark...

swinburne's friends... all are good actors...LOL

surprise 2- weekly meeting's room...

members and my anak-anak...thanks for the birthday song...

the loudest i ever heard...haha

surprise 3- 101's...

XYBs and 4 anak...

most sia soi...because i screamed loudly there and cried...

luckily it was dark there...

just want to say tq for all the surprises...

you all really made me felt warm and special for my 20...

ya~

i made my wishes for three times...

1st wish: 希望在场，爱我和我爱的人，都可以健健康康，开开心心。

2nd wish: 希望自己的学业可以更上一层楼。

3rd wish: *留给自己*...=D

it's 618......... tomorrow ~

oh yeah~

you're my vege~ sporty guy..

HAHAHA...

i have no idea where did i get the courage to make my 'first' public confessions here...

LOL...

ya~

you're my cup of tea...

black-skinned sporty guys will usually catch my attention...

left-handed will be more ideal...

LOL...

i know i'm insane...

i know i'm not the brightest star in the crowd...

and i will never be...

always i'm just the unrelated "k-leh-feh"...

i will always stand aside in the corner...

waiting for my turn to accomplish my duty...

i know i'm too tiny in the crowd...

my only wish is that...

you can sense my exist...

我的人生，

有过730页的日记。

有起有落。

往往，

618是我最期待的一天。

明天即将是我第一个“二”的618，

感觉好像没像以往那么期待了，

就好像我会预知明天的发生，

心灵上也变得不那么活跃了,

也变得没那么特别了吧。

不过，

还是很感谢这天的到来，

是你让我觉得“我又长大了”。

approaching...

oh~

it's 15 june today...

what does it sound to me?

awww~

just few more days from now...

i'm scare...

but still looking forward...

i know...

i sound idiot....neh~

=)

what should i say now?

FREEDOM!

whee~

have to enjoy my three weeks to the max...

colorful i mean...

the best but the least...

i love you so much...

as you brighten my life...

i miss you so much...

as you only appear in my life with such plenty time...

you never approach me...

how sad...='(