134 storyzz...

today is monday...
lame~~
night went to guardian buy vitamin...
i show mum "ah pak" oil which obvious in first aid kit...
then mum say: "oo...the medicine for drink to treat cough right?"
omg..."ah pak" oil can consume?! ==''
"for urut d lar..."
mum just laugh....lolxx...
then we went for supper...
discuss my future's career with my parents...
i told them: "doctor?lawyer?or business?"
then they said:"your results must very prefect...and especially your English..."
"yalor...then what else?"
"tak professional doctor for brain and nerve d?recently sarawak only two person..."
"wo0...but can i?"
maybe...i have to study hard to full fill my dream...
*jia you*

133 storyzz...

现在的我....
生活很充实...
与家里的关系也越来越亲近...
越来越有战斗力...
因为我知道我的目标...
加油吧!!!!
^^

132 storyzz...

"世上无难事...只怕有心人..."

这句非常老套的话相信谁都明白...
但我想把这一句送给新月帮...
知道你们都累了...
也懒了...
加油吧...

"被毛毛虫认为的末日就是蝴蝶"
新月帮...
往往挫折都会在人生最高峰发生...
也许困难...
也许辛苦...
但...
熬过...
回头看何尝不是一件幸福...

"懂得珍惜"
人应该珍惜生命的每一天...
一旦错过...
一旦失去...
想要找回是不可能的...

知道最近新月帮关系忽冷忽然...
我们也开始慢慢放开...
看见有些学弟妹们开始懂得学习...
也感到欣慰...
只想告诉自己与新月帮...
一旦错过...
就不会再有...
不要做后悔的事...

131 storyzz...

nun when i sleeping in my bro's bed...
mum came in and talked to me for half an hours...
she told me a lots of things and the whole year plaining...
that's a secret...lolxx...
i realize that...
something may looks bad for you...
but it actually benefits a lots...
for me...
maybe the "news" for me is so sudden and shock...
it was a bad news for all of us...
i should sad but i felt nothing...
because i knew something goods happening...
maybe is tough roods for me...
but at least is great and my dream...

130 storyzz...

i look healthy...
but actually im sick...
i look happy...
but actually my heart is bleeding...
i look strong and powerful...
but actually im a coward and lack of courage...
lots of people think im have an enjoyable life...
but actually not...
in real life seem that i had lots of buddyzz...
there is no one can look into my heart...

129 storyzz...

wuu...
today i "got" a "black green" on my arm...
my "daughter" gave me...
haha...
quite pain...
even now...
but better than my leg...
sobsob...

128 storyzz...

dunno why this few days always "hakchiu"...
haiz...
what happen ho?
maybe someone talking bad behind me...
maybe im flu...
maybe someone miss me...
haha...
but impossible...
*who cares me*
T_T

127 storyzz...

felt happy because i saw him smile...
felt sad because i saw her cried...
felt hurt because my leg pain again...
felt miserable because i dunno what should i do...
plz bless me and him stay healthy forever...
*god bless*

126 storyzz...

why im still so useless?!
why?why?why?
my leg..........T_T
don't pain anymore...
i really dunno how what to do...
should i tel my parents?
i really dunno...

125 storyzz...

feel so down....
second time i saw him cried...
suddenly i felt empty in my heart...
i really scared that he will leave...
god...
please bless him...
i need him lots...
please bless him to stay healthy forever...
T_T

124 storyZZ...

today saw f3 members duty...
wuu...
a bit disappointed...
not serious...
talking all the way...
ask them to separate then say dun want...
no open stretcher before duty...
no check 1st aid kid...
omg...
1st time duty?!o.0
plz wake up members...
you guys already old members...
should what to do...
plz be alert and SERIOUS!!!!

123 atoryZZ...

也许我要的是时间...
也许我要的是另一个...
好想放下...
可是好难...
不可望什么...
因为我知道不会有结果...

122 storyZZ...

不知为什么最近身体比较弱...
全身上下都有伤...
最害怕的还是我的脚伤...
我才开始爱上羽球...
因为我的脚...
我真的必须放弃吗?

121 storyZZ...

要忘记一个人真的很难吗?
当你要忘记一个人时...
你越会想起他...
*我也是*

120 storyZZ...

dream to taiwan...
wo0...
yesterday...
ma yin jiu won the president election...
haha...
mum say wana bring us to taiwan...
today...
papa ask: "ha man ai ki taiwan?"
then i say: "wa ai ko chek ler...ang zua ki?"
papa ans: "june ki lo..."
haha...
hope my parents can keep their promise...
*god bless me*

119 storyZZ

y im so weak?
here pain there pain...
but not dare to tel parents...
my leg become more pain and more often...
plus..............
*sobsob*

118 storyZZ...

now is 11.15pm...
doing pm report for the alam sekitar...
almost finish...
i thought just me haven't on the bed...
but my parents too...
they talking and discussing something...
haha...
wo0...
try to listen what they dicussing...
but rude right?
XD
so...
i din do that...
^^

117 storyZZ...

suddenly i feel very glad to born in this world...
this family...
knowing all my family and friends...
i really happy...
xpecially my family...
dunno why...
*muaks...*

116 storyZZ...

she told me...
finally she wanna put down all his thing...
and told him last time...
i told her at least she brave enough to say out...
but me...
haiz...
scare...
because no confident...
lolXX...
but i decided to give up...
because i want to live happily for my life...
^^

115 storyZZ...

today is taiwan president election...
haha...
my mum "idol"---ma yin jiu won...
he's is the new president...
my hope to taiwan is bigger...
lolxx...

114 storyZZ...

now start preparing the link camp for may...(kinda long gok)
but i hope we won do last minute work again...
so i need all the committee's help...
hope nothing happen last minute...
hope no argument among committee...
hope all committee can help each other to success this camp...
hope no committee suddenly tell me cannot join the camp...
hope i can have a memorable memories for my last activity...
i dun wanna to regret anymore...
*god bless me*

113 storyZZ...

so many things waiting for me to settle...
camp,assignment,report...
but i stil so lazy...
haiz...
now im wacing my hk drama half a way...
hmm...
maybe i have to say is almost finish...
so i can put full concentrate and afford in my works...
*gambateh*

112 storyZZ...

today busy with all the 1st aid things at my mum's office...
she asked me :"u did so much...what did u gain?"
i dunno how to answer...
errr...
actually i got an answer in my heart...
just not dare to say out...
maybe im a "mouse"...
i just wanna do my best in every thing...
because i know....
in our life just got one chance...
people who dun appreciate is a stupid...
i dun wanna be a stupid...
because i had lost my chance...
*regret-ing*

111 storyZZ...

dunno what to write what...
actually try to post my papa lame lame story...
but forget ki...><
im getting older i think...
lolxx...

1st aid is around...
but i still relaxing...
y???
*disappointed*
lots of thing need to settle...
but im so lazy...
hate myself...
im not stupid but lazy...
im not poor but lazy...
i feel embarrassed when my members asked me about the 1st aid things...
i really dun have the right to teach you guys...
i dun even have experiences in 1st aid competition...
everytime my members asked me:"what this mean?how to treat this casualty when they face this problem.....?"
i really tried to answer all the question...
but i knt...
i need to reference the book and explain to you guys...
i really useless...

last night after "fighting" with my laptop...
i went to bed with weird feel...
when i try to keep my eyes close...
i feel so lonely...
hoping someone hug me...
accompany me...
no one here!!!
i cried without any reason...
dunno why...
maybe is 1st aid competition's pressure...
maybe is someone...
i know im useless...
im not a good section leader...
im so scare with the competition...
because this is the 1st time i join the competition...
and my 1st aid is so poor...
i really scare...
lack of confident and........................ T_T

i most worry feeling back!!!
i force myself not to think so much...
but i knt control...
haiz...
i know is impossible...

damn tired....

just back from link...
haiz...
terrible tired...
carry damn heavy school beg...
plus 2 more big flag tins...
ish...
almost pengsan...
my shoulder now is pretty pain...
wuu...
today's kids were innocent...
they so nossy....
haiz...
luckily my "volcano" are kinda peace that time...
or else~~
lolx...

make me a fool!!!

haiz...
just nw chatting with xyb in msn...
a bit moody...
feel that im outdated already...
maybe is good for me now...
but...
just wanna say...
next time if u guys wanna ask sumthing...
please mention about what happening...
maybe im not important...
then just left me a side...
or else im just like a fool...
*bit upset*

wtf virus!!!

wtf msn...
send virus for me!!!
sh*t... wat sex sex sex!!!!
damn f*ck!!!

(when i become so rude?!haha...)

3 more months...

3 MORE MONTHS...
my birthday!!!!
lame~~==''
try to post some meaningful thing...
but lack of idea...
haha...
just wanna shout out what in my heart now...
lolxxx...

bored life...

day after exam is really bored...
search for many video...
hk drama...korea drama...singapore drama...
not even one satisfy me...
*sien neh*
my exam was damn poor...
i knt blame anyone...
it's all my fault...
i din try my best...
*good luck for the next exam*
^^

*pain*...
omg...
my muscles,hands and legs almost "collapse"...
only 2hrs exercises (play badminton)...
my leg and hand like cacat ki...
nw i'm just like an old people...
knt straighten my leg when climbing up the staircase...
knt carry heavy thing using my right hand even brush my teeth...
my hand writing more worst...
*suck* sien neh...
im just 16...
but my body's structure just same as a 60 yrs old woman...
*hurt* so i decided to do more exercise....
but cousin say:"later got muscle oo..."
haiz... *miserable*

dinner...

nitez...
went to xi ling men for dinner...
every time pass by saw lots of people...
rich people with those branded cars...
then...
2nite just had the opportunity to went there...
wo0...
really "rich"...
many ah pek ah ma...
dressed up with diamond necklace, earings...
we drank cola...tea...n plain water...
know what they drink?!
wine...o0
this is what rich person's life...
enjoy and luxuriate...
for me...
the restaurant quite squeeze and noisy...
the food was satisfied...
but i don't really like it...
*full*

100th post---lamer's story....

wo0...
this post is my blog's 100th blog...
erm...
what can write for this?o.0
ok...
let me tel you guys about my papa's lame lame story...
lolxx...
hmm...
the story start in this way...@.@
one day...
i had my dinner near 688 hotmarket shop with my lovely family...
when i had my meal half way...
suddenly lamer (my dad) told me something...
"eh girl ar...you see there...(point to the 688)
see no people dare to go there ar...
because is "hot"..."
wo0~~==''

two papa?!o.0

my papa is so difference...
sometimes my mum also difficult to catch his "ball"...
during work time...
he is so fierce and serious...
shout here shout there...
wuu...
so scary...
nite time...
he become a lamer...
advanced lamer...
we can save our air-conditioner electricity... haha...
how come he can fix his different characteristics in any situation...
anyway...
i like my papa as a lamer...
although is quite lame...
unless i know he is healthy...
i lub my papa so much...

(wishes for my dad "hope you can be healthy forever")

my new sunday...

2day is sunday....
2day im starting my new sunday planing...
and...
i love it so much..
hope i manage to remain this situation...
cousinZZ and auntyZZ gather at my uncle's houZZ..
wo0...
many "aunty" talk this talk there...
television's sound also knt fight with their high pitch voice...
muahaha...
BUT...
i more prefer this kind of gathering...
happy family happy life...
this is what i hope to see...
after lunch...
go play badminton with cousin...
long time din play...
muscle so pain...
but is good for us...
can diet(xpecially for me).....
lolxx...
every sunday we can gather 2gether...
how good is my sunday?
i can say:"i never enjoy my life so much..."

"2ml will be better"...

yesterday is still my bad day...
2day is my lucky day...
last night i still praying and hope good for 2day...
because i told myself "tomorrow will brings good luck for me"...
wo0...
really...2
day is my lucky day... lolxX...

好烦噢...

写了再写...
改了再改...
换了再换...
想了再想...
叹了再叹...
只希望决定的是对的...

是否...

今天有个朋友问我是否已忘记他...
好久好久没有想过这个问题...
我不禁问起自己是否对他已没有感觉...
还是...
从来都没有感觉...
我只能回答: "我不知道..."

希望与失望...

今天遇见你...
有不一样的感觉...
突然忘了自己的"约定"...
今天你给了我很大的希望...
让我差点又回到那时复杂的心情...
但到最后我才醒来...
一切只是我想太多...

miserable life...

just finished school exam...
but now...
facing more tough exam...
law exam...
n 1st AID COMPETITION...
omg...
i gonna die...
BUT..
i had promised...
i have to overcome all this hard work...
beat all the problems...
carry put the moZZ pretty job i can...
I PROMISE... BECAUSE I BELIEVE...

holidays..

holidays is here...
but i dun even have any holidays mood...
y???
because busy with lots of things...
this few days settle the blog and ipod things...
now have to start doing the school work...
EST projects...bio assignment...pm moral...bm forum...bi oral...
so sienZZZ...
now...
still have to face 1st aid competition...
this is the thing i moZZ afraid now...

最美麗的第七天

nice song from drama "the beautiful of seventh day"....
interesting hk drama....
love Nicki and Kevin...
they so match...
haha...
bosco and sasa so cute...

biggest hope for year 2008..

2day...
"miracle" happen...
my mum ask me to study hard so that pass in the driving law test...
this is the 1st time she ask me to study since im schooling...
this also my biggest hope for this year...
i want to back to my original life and house...
because i miss there so MUCH!!!

new cloth!!

finally...
i change my blog's "cloth"...
mayb is simple for u guys...
bt i lyk it...
cuz put hard work on it...
anyway...
thx 4 d lamer~pauline...
haha...^^

HATE..

suddenly feel so miserable...
hate ALL the people i know...(exclude my family)
friends...relatives...
*ARRRRR*...
im scare...
i wanna go back to my own world...

no right...

y im stil 16 years old?
y im stil underage?
y im stil d youngest?
y my life got this kind of friends and relatives?
bcuz of all this "Y"...
i nt dare 2 gv opinion...
i no right 2 speak out...
i wan 2 STAND FOR THE RIGHT...

a good or bad?!

a person who are kind and good to her/his friends and family...
at last when can she/he get?
good reputation or commendation?
WRONG...
i saw lots example in my real life...
is all BAD REPUTATION...
i hate this kind of people...
i also already dull because of doing all this stuff...
in my school,club,relatives,company n everything...
people will never appreciated what your good deed...
i feel sad and regret after go new house for a look...
it so dirty....
OMG...
how come she can do these S*CK things in the house?
tat's not her's...
irresponsible and ignoring WOMAN...

sienz.,..

went out for whole day...
so tired...
lyk wanna die...
haiz...
sienzz...

the starting point to drive...

7am woke up...
dressed up n wait for two ngon ngon sisters came(slis n lame chel...)
reached there around 9am...
registration...filled form...(lame chel the slowest)XD
three of us were the 1st 3 but sat in the last row...haha...
bit xia xoi bcuz of the stupiak canteen thr...
but it's over la...(ngon ngon sisters lo)
after the course...
went spring...
saw lots of highian...
y highian lyk 2 go thr?o.0
ngon slis siad wanna buy shoe...
den saw jacket said wanna buy jacket...
saw BRA den wanna buy...
purse...beg...pants...t-shirt...
wat she saw den she said wanna buy...
but 8 laz ntg...
muahaha...
reli ngon ngon d...

is THR...

is almoz thr...
haiz...
bt hu shud i choose???
bo idea ar...

the memory keeper's daughter...

2day go tun jugah bought one novel...
a novel wrote by KIM EDWARD....
a new york female professor...
bt is translated to chinese...
actually willing to buy since long time ago...
bt xpensive....
nw...i bought it...
the story is about a husband n wife are exciting and happy for new family members...
the day they waiting was there...
was twins but one of the baby was unhealthy...
husband worried and decided to throw away the baby...
he lied to his wife that the baby girl was death...
his wife was very upset and become abnormal after she knew the death of the baby...
the husband was embarrassed with he had done....
his family no longer joyful and full with darkness...
in other hand...
the "died" baby girl was brought up by the nurse who are responsible to thrown the baby away...
she toke good care of the baby full with patient and love...
she worked hard to gave good life for the baby and they lived happily...

twins with the difference fate...
one lived healthy but less caring family...
one unhealthy child grew up with love...

few years later...
the husband meet with the nurse...
she told him: "you escaped from the suffering...in the same time...you also lose lots of happiness..."

(actually hvn read finish...jz start 2 read...jz briefly noe the story from summary...)

虎威不再有??!!

今年的达欣战绩有够差劲的...
连四强都进不了...
难道没有田磊就不是去年打败裕隆...
进入决赛得到亚军的达欣了吗??
球赛还没完...
奇迹会出现的...
因为你们有态度...
两年前台啤制造绿色传奇..
今年...
会否有蓝色传奇?
就得靠虎们加油了...

leaders' attitude...

jz wac finish BBT show...
as wat yao said...
Terry was strict n tempered...
bt...
tiz is a LEADER...
many members in his group are lazy n bit "shot"..XD
bt all of them done well under Terry...
bcuz he is a serious leader...
he noe he shud hv serious attitude 2 force his members...
agreed wif yao tat a bit unfair of the dividing of people...
d majority of people in Terry's group more active...
stil rmb wat Aben say...
"a gud leader shud hv a gud attitude...
BT...nt onli leader...oso others...
we hv 2 hold d right attitude watever we do...
leader hv 2 do more bcuz they are the 1 who leading people to way of success..."

只有正确的态度...
没有不想的理由...

悲与喜...

同一天...
有喜与悲...
我应该开心还是失望?!
我想应该是悲比较多吧...
因为开心是来自他人...
而...
悲是来自你们...
*叹气*................
*失望*.................

想想自己...

人是没有完美的...
因为这是上天安排的...

人想改变不完美...
因为你想更完美的自己...

人可以做到完美...
因为你相信自己...

人也可以要求他人更完美...
因为你为了大家好...

但...
当你想要求别人时...
想想自己是否是有做到自己要求的事...

如果答案是否定的...
那当你提出要求时...
会不会觉得愧疚??!!

"when u hold it...
it's tough challenge...
time's over...
it left u behind...
it's nw ur sweet memories..."

by piggyh0i

"当它在你手里时...
它是艰难的挑战...
时间过去...
它消失了...
因为它现在只是你脑海里的美好回忆..."

by piggyh0i

i miz SPRING...

2ml exam...
bt my family went 2 SPRING 2day...
my mum bought beg n shoes...
my dad bought shoe...
they went kenny rogers...
BT me 8 hom...
surfering wif my thick thick reference buk...
sienz ar...
i miz thr so muc...
i wanna go...

wat m i doing??!!

2ml is sc n sej exam...
hvn finish revision...
bt im on9-ing nw...
omg...
unbelivable...
haiz...
exam is so torturing...

exam again...

wo0...
exam time...
so tired...
ork chek ork chek....
sien neh...
tiz few days terrible slipy...
wan ong pun beh tan...
haiz...
so 8 7...