Monday, September 29, 2008

不要!!!

以为不在意...
心却很痛...
不要再有这种感觉...
只想好好过自己的生活...
很累了....
也许他人的遭遇比我还糟糕吧...
我还是幸运的...

bad news?!

just now received a message from someone...
she/he told me got a bad news for me...
it's really a bad news for me if you guys din made me disappointed...
but now i don't think is a bad news...
im glad to see that there finally a challenge for you guys...
but i know that you guys will find for the teachers' help...
haiz...
这时你们的"习惯"...

今天的我...

今天的我...
好累...
今天的我...
好疲倦...
今天的我...
好想睡...
今天的我...
想休息...

Friday, September 26, 2008

forever xyb~

just now went dine's blog...
saw the khsrc's picture..
miss the time we at rc...
especially during form 4...

the time we played together...
the time we organised activities...
we wear full-uniform...
haiz...
mss it a lot...

Thursday, September 25, 2008

again!!!

just saw fiona's blog...
she went for miss connie today...
look like ms connie was very disappointed with f4...
haiz...
don't know how to say to f4 liao la...

if one day...
there is no people help you guys...
don't try to blame us...
just look what attitude are you guys having now!!!

fall in love with "U"....

just went to kenyalang...
this is my first time went to look for the cooking recipe books...
hehe...
i am so curious to find the salad and cocktail's books...

hmm...
since i had the oppurtunity to go home to stay there for few night...
i had lots of times to do and enjoy what i like...

i love salad...
so i plan to do salad and carrot juice this weekends...
haha...

mock test's results

today mood not bad...
haha...
hmm...
maybe is because my sejarah's result is quite satisfy...
and also my bc essay...
luckily my essay not of topic...
^^

but tommorow might be a terrible day for me...
because tomorrow i have chemistry class...
i think i will get a very poor result...
haiz...
T_T

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

舍不得你#T_T

我叫慧丽...
今年十七岁了...
我脾气暴躁....
又爱生气...

活了这么多年...
好朋友是很多...
每天都在班上哈啦...
而我最舍不得是就是她...

正如她所说的...
我们是两种不同性格的人...
却是"红心月会"这个月下老人让我们变成朋友...
而你是第一个送我礼物还把我弄哭的"女儿"...
记得你说过我每一年的生日你都会陪我渡过...
希望你守承诺...
当然...
你每一年的生日都会有陪你...

"没良心的女儿":

不久后...
我们就会分道扬镳了...
还是希望我们可以常常见面...
永远记得我这个"二十四孝的老妈"...
最后在这里...
我祝福你...
^^


moody and unhappy day...

im really unhappy today...
i really schooling nowadays...
i hate to face those poor poor results...
i really dislike the feeling...

i hope i can finish spm immediately...
how glad if it is tomorrow...
then i no need to go for school...
i can do what i like...
i can be free!!!

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

227 storyzz...

this few dayz...
having mock exams...
but im still so dedicated with the hk drama...
especially the moonlight resonance...
it's really a good and interesting drama...

it's much difference compared with taiwan drama...
haha...
all about love love love...
this drama inspire me a lot...
like family's love and self-discipline...
important of communication and attitude between people...
wo0~
i love this drama so much...
but it already "run" off...

226 storyzz...

maybe dine is right...
look like is time for us to zip us our mouth...
din give advice kena scold...
then give advice also comment by others...

hmm~
then don't give comment lo...
later people say us kepo...
say us kacau their plan...
always change this change that...
really "hao sam jiok loi pek"...
haiz...
*disappointed*
with all of you..
exapecially YOU and YOU!!!

225 storyzz...

mock exam finish lu~~
finally...
haha...
but it just trial...
my results must be very poor d...
haiz...

spm is just around...
im still lagging and playing here...
what m i doing?
*sob*

Friday, September 19, 2008

224 storyzz...

一时的错误不代表永远...
成功只因本身的自律...
一时的成功不代表将来...
失败只因错误而发生...
一时的得逞不代表不会失去...
失去只因没把握机会...
一时的骄傲不代表永久...
苦难会再阻扰我们...

223 storyzz...

today went for f4 marching course meeting...
before that actually im very shocked when i heard hl said is INTERCHAPTER MARCHING COURSE...
undoutedly...
f4 can think lots about the activity...
but they din not think about others...
maybe this activity seem very "beautiful" in the annual report...
then how about the budget,places,and armies?
you guys have very perfect ideas to organise something...
but is just without thinking for futher...

before i attend the meeting...
i know i will tentu kena people say this and that le...
what to do...
im the OC for last year...
if i din advice...
anything wrong blame me again...

i know the feeling when the plan is set then change again...
it takes lots of afford the reset and redo...
it takes time...

after i leave the meeting...
im refreshing...
did my words hurt you guys?
did my "advice" destroying the activity?
did i scold you guys?
did i made everything mess?
did i made a mistake by changing the actual planning?

if these happen...
i will blame and shot by everyone lu~~
haiz...
im so stupid...
anywayzz...
hope you guys know the mistake you guys done...

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

222 storyzz..

有人说:"开心也是一天,不开心也是一天,不如开开心心过每一天..."
哪怕明天是世界末日...
哪怕明天我会离开...
哪怕明天我会患上无药可医的疾病...
种种的"哪怕"只会让我遗憾因为我没带着笑容离开...

有钱的人不愁吃喝玩乐,只愁如何花钱...
没钱的人不愁被人攻击,只愁没钱过生活...
患病的人不愁钱的多少,只愁自己明天在哪里...
这些人愁及不愁的事都不同...
但他们永远有一个共同烦恼的事...
那就是不曾学习在生活中真正的笑...

现在的人都懂得念书、考大学...
这些都有书本的督导...
但真正开心地笑...
试问有何可参考?
没有...

其实把笑容挂在脸上比念书还难吧...
我们可以读死书...
但不能装开心...
因为我们的心还是一样的不开心...

世事难料...
有很都也许...
但只要我们能学习以乐观的态度去面对全部的困难...
以乐为先...
我想不会有遗憾吧...
221 storyzz...

突然很想念在台湾的旅行...
有点后悔没有玩得很尽情...
可能是跟很多人一起吧...
所以就没有很放...哈哈...
妈妈说还想去...
去台北而已...
希望这一天可以早一点到...
我想去那里吃喝玩乐...
把上次没玩到的份一起算进去吧...
^^

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

220 storyzz...

now is september lu~~
still have two more months to go...
then im free from kuching high...
XD

the day i wish for is near...
the dream i wish for is almost fulfill...

i really happy...
i can do what i like now...
chit-chat with cousin,relatives and parent...
cooking or making foods which i never have the opportunity to do so...
watching movie,listening music in smooth and relax way....
the life i like...
i miss you so much...
219 storyzz...

tomorrow im will have my chemistry paper 3...
but now is 11 pm...
im still online and watching hk drama...
maybe i realize something...
after i had realized them...
i felt so comfortable and "light"...

study hard and begin a straight A1 student is not my ability...
i know nowadays achievement in study is important for future...
but some special examples in the society shows that not only good study can create a success people in their job...
anywhere....
i know this is just a way for me to feel more relax in study...
haiz...
i still need to study harder to fight for spm...
*hate that so much*

Sunday, September 14, 2008

218 storyzz...

haiz...
friday night quite moody because chatting with chong mui them...
discussing about f4's problems...
what i want to tell f4...
is written in the previous post..
i know is diffucult to change their mind...
what can we do is to tell you guyz...
the wrong you guys done...
but disappointed because you guys are really to sehkia...
we still need to so pek chek to scold you guyz again...
although you guyz hated us so much...
we still need to show our thick thick to you guyz and talk to you guyz...
what to do...
this is our responsibility...
is we don't take the action...
we will feel so sorry to khsrc,teachers,and ex-leaders...
because we don't want khsrc drop down...


din't online for two days...
i thought i won't have chance to know about f4's problems before i finish my mock...
haiz...
but my brother is j.ass...
how can forget it...
know more from him...
something i really can't believe it...
want can i want to say form is just same as what geraldine said...
you guys din't really use your brain before talk and action...
you guys are still acting like a members not a leader...
haiz...

Friday, September 12, 2008

217 storyzz...

for a long period of time...
i din't heard or touch anytime about red crescent...
because i thought form 4 got the ability to do well in their job...
since that day david gave me the marching course's list...
that's a sign about KHSRC facing lots of problems...
but we just advised fabian and shirley about their mitake done...
thought it will be settle...
unfortunately...
i heard more serious problems today...
is problemS not one problem only...
camp's problem...
activities post's problem...
and exam problem...
many problem which we now trying to settle for them...

to: FORM FOUR LEADERS
chong mui is the most innocent...
actually she can leave everything in khsrc and concentrate on her job or study...
but she still willing to help you guys...
please wake up!!!
and appreciate her effort...
she really help you guyz lots...
don't just ignored her contributions...
醒醒吧!!!
这句话不只告诉你们上万次了吧...
但你们没有一次是真的把它放在心里...
因为你们不曾想过你们该为什么而醒吧...
但你们得到权利时...
你们只会享受权利...
而不懂得怎么利用权利...
那...
那种权利与荣誉对你们来说有什么用...
你们是尽了你们的全力去完成每一件事情...
但问题发生时...
你们第一个想到的是什么?
我们?老师?还是你们自己去解决?
你们烦恼...
那我们在背后就很开心吗?
觉得很心酸..
我们现在一个头两个大...
不是要炫耀...
我知道...
我们彼此的出发点都是为了KHSRC...
不想让它败在任何一个人的手里...
也许小小的失职也能让KHSRC倒下...
而你们却忽视了这些...
给过的劝导...
听了但又出去了...
也许有时你们认为对的事...
其实是我们曾经放过的错误...
而你们不曾给过我们任何的机会去改正这些错误...
因为我们永远不知道你们在做什么...
至今...
只有少许的F4有问过F5的意见以及应当的分内工作...
已经没心情...
已经没力气...
去劝导你们...
因为我们的劝导好像只是在跟一群闭着耳朵的人在讲...
好久没管你们的事情了...
也好久没去你们的会议了...
也许接下来的会议...
是我最后一次出席了吧...
也有可能没这个机会了...
看来你们也不需要我的督助了...
真心希望你们能醒...
清楚自己的责任以及错误...
好了吧...
也不知道怎么说下去了...



但我的期望也不高了...
因为我知道我的失望会更高...
216 storyzz...

hmm...
just went to carpenter street go gai gai~~
erm...
so full...
luckily no raning...
maybe tommorow will rain heavily...
muahaha...
then SOMEONE will be come 落汤鸡...
hehe~~
XD

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

215 storyzz...

will i have a vios car?
hmm...
hope so...
dreaming this few days...
because i finally can fulfill my dream...
although im just steping one's...
one day...
it will come...
*pray for it*


moon festival lu~~
i wanna eat moon cake...
haha...
lame~~
214 storyzz...

hmm...
im so lazy to online ler...
plus mock exam...
so i left out everything...
but just thick thick books...
just opened my mail...
wah...
120 messages...
break record lo...*in my record la*
i think iChele more than me...
because she never try to "clean" her mail box...
right?XD
213 storyzz...

look like im outdated now...
haha...
because i din online for 2 weeks...
wo0...
did i break my record?o.0
XD