mentally tired

i wanna cry!!!
i want a rubbish bin...

i have everything...
P-license and car...
but i don't have the opportunity to drive...
this really made me frustrated...
and im mad of myself...

WHEN CAN I DRIVE?
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i already very tired to discuss this with you anymore...
i never get a good suggestion from you...
because this never important in your heart...