逆风18-逆风 (插曲) - CHIN

　改编曲：《Tang Karng Lung…Ta Loo Teung Hua Jai》
改编词：李志清、肯林、刘永辉
作曲：Kalayart Varanavat
作曲：Pathai Wijitweychakarn

蓝蓝天空 落叶飘动
像风没有理由 把心情吹著走
我的感受 难以形容
是不是爱 我自己也不懂 却有心动
看著你背影 逆著风走
在离开的时候 回忆就交给我来保留
当你 一句问候一个拥抱 都让我心跳加快
陪你吹著风大声唱歌说友谊不败
当你 快乐伤心的理由 不必说我都明白
可是对爱 一直没 对你坦白
难过时候 我会 静静闭上眼 想你
多久以后 我也会 一直在这里 等你
灰灰天空 没有彩虹
唯一暖和的是 拥抱过的温柔
没有藉口 牵你的手
从来没有 这强烈的感动 你却不懂

here i come

haha...
miracle happened...
last-minute-confirmation...
lolx...
yeapi!!!

Genting, HERE I COME...
due to the last minutes booking...
so our first day have to sleep without hotel room...
don't care~~
mum said go Starbucks and watch movie lo...
totally agree with her...
then next day sleep whole day...
night she going to the concert...
hope she and my brother enjoy...
then my sister i can enjoy shopping...
how about my dad?
casino of course...

双子的幸运之日

今日是星期三。不知不觉过了十八年，生命中度过了无数的星期三。十八岁了，好像老了，不管是思绪还是体肉上的，与往年想得也大不相同了。自己的身体状况越来越差，不敢告诉任何人，也不晓得有谁可以倾诉。想一想，在大学的日子也过了十个礼拜，其中当然经历过好多事情，从好到坏，从不惯到习惯，也好不容易得熬到了半年，很快的第一学期要完了，也要为自己能否继续下个学期担心了。一开始进入新学校，我好苦恼，因为不想念书，也讨厌考试，但现在，好像被书一一地吸引住了---我爱上念书，我希望可以好好的念书，不想浪费父母的钱，只想为这个家付出一些。不知不觉，我常常告诉自己，幸运之神不会永远站在我的身旁，要成功只有靠自己。我了解了。又想了一想，长大了好像没好事，与人处事好像变的更难，对于脾气爆的我，更是难上加难。进入大学，遇到的人不同了，比起以往的学校，框框好像被放大了，与人沟通的方式也不一样了，而自己的心再也没有人能看穿了，而自己也慢慢卸下了解他人的态度，我讨厌这样的自己，我埋怨为何自己没有一个可以真正了解自己的人，有种不再想与世间沟通的感觉，因为要忍受也要了解，让我封闭了自己。转了一圈，好像看到解答了，原来要了解对方，只在乎自己有没有那个关键的“愿意”，如果愿意，如果真心，也许误会就不会发生。好像，人与人之间最重要的字不是“付出”、不是“珍惜”，而是“包容”与“了解”。没有了解就没有包容的心，没有忍耐就没有放开的心。我承认，我两者都没有掌握，甚至无法在我身上找到这些，觉得自己连个小学生都不如。好好反省吧。再看一看，身边的小朋友，他们无忧无虑的得玩着，灿烂的笑容，真的好天真。而长大的我们，烦恼就跟山一样高。心里想一想，是不是因为人越大头越大，大脑的活动空间也跟着增加呢？如果是这样的话，我好希望我永远都过着只有小小脑袋的时候，没有烦恼的时间，只有苦恼没人陪伴玩乐的时候。好复杂的星期三，好漫长的星期三，好不快乐的星期三，让我一次翻过自己的大脑，阅读了好多事情，看清自己的内心。有本书写着星期三是双子座的幸运日，刚开始我不这么认为，因为每一次的星期三都让我好生气，好讨厌，好想哭，现在我不再如此绝对了，因为今天的星期三让我看透了很多事，也是一个让我成长最多的一天。

双子女上

老婆大人2

last night finished 逆风18...
hmm~~
not bad...
my new target...
"JUST LOVE II"

im totally crazy when i watched this video...
sh*t...
why i can't watch LIVE d?

hmm~~
saw hei ren shaked his head...
sure he and his players cried at the backstage...
=x

the champion

2 hours ago...
the Green & the Blue started their match...
their last match for this year...
the most important & exciting match...
but i didn't manage to watch it...

anyway...
the BLUE won...
and the GREEN go home...

yeapi!!!!!!!!!!!
finally....

下午想了想。。。
我好像醒了。。。

曾经以为自己喜欢上他。。。
但好像不是这么一回事。。。

其实对他我一点感觉也没有。。。
甚至有点讨厌他。。。

原来现在的我。。。
那个位子还是空的。。。

a new-last hope

my last hope to genting trip...
hope it will success...
although i knew the probability going is less...
but i still curious to go...

十八

我每天都在数着。。。
看着好多朋友都十八了。。。
买了好多礼物。。。

不到一个月。。。
自己也快十八了。。。
好像真正的人生才开始。。。
才真正感受到生活的波折。。。

每一天都有好多事发生。。。
有时觉得好累。。。
但不能喊停。。。
有时觉得好开心。。。
但总是很快流逝。。。

很多人说十八就是长大了。。。。
慢慢了解了。。。
不再是小孩。。。
不再事事依靠人。。。
不在渴望人永远会伸出援手。。。
不再有无味的童真与幻想。。。

以前小时候。。。
每一次生日都会许愿望。。。
但日子长了。。。
早把自己许过的愿望抛在后脑了。。。
现在的我。。。
一样会许愿望。。。
不同的是。。。
我已经有确确实实的目标。。。
我已经有实力去完成了。。。


十八； 一切才真正开始。。。
十八； 我期待。。。
迈进十八；
是我创新的挑战。。。

逆风18

LOVE LIFE

time for rest

finally my exam finished...
i can rest and play for weeks...
lolx...

but...
IT's assignment still "otw"...
because i don't have FRONTPAGE...
hmm~~
where to get that?@@
sure i won't forget the due date...
19th JUNE...{familiar right?}

如果我变成回忆 宣传版--TANK

累了 照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了
听着 呼吸像浪潮摆动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你
快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你
如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不通气
顽固的赖在空气 霸占你心里 每一寸空隙
要让依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记

WIN or GO HOME

championship: DACINTIGERS vs TAIWANBEER

who will WIN and who will GO HOME?

2:2

mercy killing?merciful death?

hmm~~
whole week turn around with these two words...
mercy killing? or merciful death?
is mercy killing a murder?
this is the topic which i choose for my English assignment for this time...
it's an argumentative assay...
ugh~~
hate writing english in so FORMAL way...
because my english is sooooooooo poor...
my last assignment just score a "PASS"...
can't imagine for this time...==
anyway...
this time i done my assignment earlier not like the previous...
pia-ed until early 2am...

by the way...
i was so glad about my EMA's mark...
i almost score full mark for that...
as what ying said "you are the miracle if you get that question correct"...
lolx...
then i see through my question paper...
i can't believe that i made a mistake in first question which "failed" me...
know what?
the question is about "using two points to find gradient"....
then i done a mistake on x and y...(such SIMPLE question)
i wrote x as y then y as x...
noob...
or else i will be the "miracle"...
XD

tomorrow night will having my 2nd general math's exam...
gosh...
whole brain gonna squeeze with those "simple interest","compound interest"................
then saturday afternoon gonna face computer...(having IT practicals test)
yet night having EMA...
don't think i will score that HIGH for this time...

depressing

last week was my nice and pretty week...
because i received many good news and drive out...

but this week was my tired and terrible week...
although it was just third day of this week...
i felt very bad...
im tired...
and received bad news...
my first trip cancel...
aikx...
how i wish i be there...
but unsuccessful because of that stupid H1A1...
i just torturing myself...
today didn't attend school because not feeling well...
and i just ate one meal...for night...
then now almost 2am...
i still in front of my laptop typing this post...
ugh~~

not the end yet

physic's exam just finished yesterday...
im sure i can't score more than half of the total marks...
lolx...
don't care~~
i can't change anything anymore...

but my nightmare not end yet...
my English assignment just proceed up to research...
my page still blank...
this friday need to hang in...
OMG!!!!!!
then this Friday night will having general math's exam...
Saturday whole day exam...[IT & EMA]
fainted

gift before birthday

finally...
confirm my first trip for this year...
going to Genting on 12th and 13th June...
yeapi!!!!!!!!!!!!

good luck for tomorrow's physics...

wish comes true?hope so...^^

omg...
i can't stand that "WORDS" anymore...
mum:"eh, want to go Genting?"
OF COURSE!!!!!!!!!

actually she go there purposely for Fei Yu Qing's concert in Genting on 12 & 13 June...her idol
so she asked for our opinion...
"me go see concert and daddy go casino"...
then me:"then 3 of us go play and shopping..."
my biggest wish for this year:vacation...
i'm miss the aeroplane,airport,luggage,and hotel...
but she still considering...
about the Swine Flu...
AND
kacau us not bringing us there...

70% going....
please don't disappoint me...
*pray*
if yes,it's my biggest and most valuable birthday present for this year...
XD

common.not anymore

my "buddies" told me...
both of us have commons...
wearing the same W...
same height...almost
sometimes wearing same colour of T...
dislike the same model of laptop...
hmm~~
it's just coincidence right?o.s in my heart
of course...
i imagined lots in my heart...
but...
im sure these will only happen up to today...
then everything will just end...
why?
im not sure...

maybe you "ruined" your image when you showed that kind of "face"...
or maybe others...
anyway...
from now on...
you will totally no effect for me anymore...
really NO...



it's just a speechless post...
just want to tell my "buddies" about my feeling...
not dare to tell you guys face-to-face...
so just post it here...

the team.forever

i love sports.i enjoy watching sports.
especially basketball and baseball...
two teams above are my supportive team for the two respective sport field...
sadly, i have no opportunity to watch the live games even repeated games...
aikx...
*depressed*
just found some incomplete video regarding those games in youtube...
but already made me enough high and happy...
unfortunately...
neither friends nor family can share and discuss about the games with me...
sometimes i tell them about the basketball...maybe still get some response
but if i talk about baseball...sure no one will answer me==


i enjoy the time watching the games.i miss the time watching the games.
i can't let my life without these two teams...
just super LOVE them...
in the games...
i "admire" their spirit...
work in a team and fight for victory...
in the end all effort turn into tears...
FOREVER HERO!!!!!!!!

11th...

speechless when EMA teacher said there will be a exam on 23rd of May in the class today...
hmm~~
but that day already occupied by IT exam...two sessions for whole day==
so he said he will discuss with the IT teacher first...
then he went out...
came back and wrote something on the whiteboard...
thought he will change the date...
who knows~~
he just change the time of the exam from the morning to NIGHT...
omg...
*frustrated*
aikxxx...

on the same time...
chele said:"that day supposing have a birthday party?oops...=x"
if yes...sorry..lolx

then we just "continued" with the topic...
me:"maybe we can ask him organise at the MPH..."
chele:"barbecue here...then 9pm we finished exam...zhun zhun we can eat liao..."
humour~~

dates for coming exam:
15th of May: EMA (8:30AM-10.00AM)
16th of May: Physics (2:30pm-4:00pm)
22th of May: G.Mx(7:30pm-9:30pm)
23th of May: IT (mrn & afternoon)
23th of May: EMA again (7.00pm-9.00pm)

*exhausted*
i need more extra times for entertainment...
but i know i can't request more...=x
it's my resposiblity...

50：50

first...
i want to congrats to my friends who going for JPA...
i felt happy and proud of them...
anyhow...
they will be leaving us soon...
in 2 months times...maybe
sure many will feel sad about that....
me too...when the scene we gathered popped out in my brain
instead of dropping my tears...
i try to think wisely....
i believe everything will be just great for me...

good luck for them and FRIENDS FOREVER




for those who cried because thinking they will missing a friend:

天下无不散之席。。。
天下无人可陪己长久。。。
就算是自己身边的亲密家人、友人。。。
不会有一方能承诺彼此永远在一起。。。
因为每个人都有自己的人生计划。。。
深造读书、结婚生子。。。
因为每个人都会走到人生路的尾端。。。
生老病死。。。
这些不管我们有多么不愿意。。。
不管我们有多么不甘愿。。。
它们都会降临在我们的生活中。。。
现实总是残酷的。。。

曾经看过一篇作文。。。
说到：
“不要因为失去而难过，应该因为拥有而快乐；
因为自己拥有的一切原本就不属于自己，可以拥有是我们的福气。。。”

“不要因为短暂的分离而感到忧伤，应该因为他们的成功而骄傲；
因为我们在一起快乐的片段会打败内心的悲痛，相信我们还会一起创造更美好的回忆。。。”

也许到离开的那一天。。。
内心的情绪不受控制。。。
眼看你的离开的背影。。。
听着远去的脚步声。。。
眼泪掉了。。。
我们抱头痛哭。。。
嘴里说出句句的不舍却充满鼓励彼此的话。。。
这时。。。
告诉自己：
“放手吧，为了更美好的未来；
祝福吧，，为了更挑战的生活；
等待吧，为了听见那熟悉的脚步声；
看到的不再是你的背影，而是我们久违的笑容。。。”

invisble

i hope you are invisible...
totally "disappear" in my life...
or never appear in my life...
or don't ever let me know you "done that"...[maybe you not "doing that"]
gosh!!!!!!!!!!
what am i guessing?
what am i aspecting?
what am i waiting?

五月十大

1. Ying's birthday
2. Sharon's Birthday
3. Jenna's Birthday
4. Haw's Birthday
5. Debrah's Birthday
[荷包大出血阿！！！！]


6. EMA's Quiz
7. Phy's Test
8. Mx's Test
9. IT's Test
10. Eng's Assignment
[我的天哪！！！]

busy May...
very "scary"...


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i hate friday...
i have to bring sunglasses to school for some "purposes"...
for my own good and my eyes too...
espeially for my heart...
can't stand for that anymore...
stop "torturing" me...

陈伟联 - 小人物的心声

也许我一个人
不能成就一番大事业
但我尽力贡献一份微薄的力量
也许我自己
不能发出万丈光和亮
但我能为斗室带来足够的光芒
我从来都不在乎
自己不是一个大人物
因为平凡也是一种幸福
看到名人总是忙忙碌碌
我的时间由我控制
平凡日子一样会充实
也许我一个人
不能成就一番大事业
但我尽力贡献一份微薄的力量
也许我自己
不能发出万丈光和亮
但我能为斗室带来足够的光芒
我从来都不在乎
自己不是一个大人物
因为平凡也是一种幸福
看到名人总是忙忙碌碌
我的时间由我控制
平凡日子一样会充实
我从来都不在乎
自己不是一个大人物
因为平凡也是一种幸福
看到名人总是忙忙碌碌
我的时间由我控制
平凡日子一样会充实
我从来都不在乎
自己不是一个大人物
因为平凡也是一种幸福
看到名人总是忙忙碌碌
我的时间由我控制
平凡日子一样会充实
我从来都不在乎
自己不是一个大人物
因为平凡也是一种幸福
看到名人总是忙忙碌碌
我的时间由我控制
平凡日子一样会充实
我从来都不在乎
自己不是一个大人物
因为平凡也是一种幸福