Wednesday, December 30, 2009

zero-nine is coming to the end...
tomorrow will be the last day for 09...
how sad...='(

new missions.new hopes for the new one-zero...
pass for foundation...
scholarship for degree...(if pass fortunately)
vaio laptop...
back to new house...
good health for everyone i care..
more gatherings with xyb...
more smile...less emo~
one more wish............pray in my heart...=X


Monday, December 28, 2009

i feel like crying...
because they leaving soon for study...
and now i know how ying felt...
scare i will cry too...='(
when can i meet them and have fun with them again?

forever XYB...
all the best my crewz...
2009 is ending...
and comes the 2010...
sobz...

i miss everything....
camp...
gathering...
especially XYB...(include my dear)
fun.emo.happy.whatever.but i just that miss my times with them...='(

dine.fiona.jenna.debrah.yao.yuan.
wo hui xiang ni men de...zai wai mian nian shu jia you...hui lai ji de zao wo...bu yao wang ji wo...=''''(


suddenly feel like going to Genting...
when can i be there again?=(
and where's him?

Saturday, December 26, 2009

it's time to say boo~~
enjoy my life?
yeap~~
last week...teehee~
love is in the air~

apa saya cakap?tak tau...lol

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

我只是你们暂时的依赖

曾经以为你们是最了解我的人...
时间久了...
看的事情也多了...
才发现...
现在不是了...
因为你们永远不能了解我最深的想法....

曾经告诉你...
我对朋友比对我的家人还要好...
但我却没有同样的待遇...
那时的我真的很笨...
怎么有这样的想法?
我对朋友好是我志愿的...
怎么可以要求他人也一样呢?
所以那时的你没有错...

曾经认为你们怎么可以这样对我...
甚至无视我...
我知道我对你们来说只是个毫无紧要的透明体...
可有可无...
你们一直告诉我要融入...
但你们给过我机会吗?
你们看得起我吗?
你们会这样告诉我...
是因为你们不懂我的想法和感受...
因为你们不曾遇过...
就算有也只是短暂的...

曾经我以为...
如果我真诚和努力的对待朋友...
他们肯定会了解自己...
所以我认定了你们...
也希望你们也会认定我...
原来不是所有的事想就可以的...
还要他人认可...

这一年...
我很清楚地了解到...
我对那个朋友越好...
我就越依赖他们...
也以为他们会很了解我...
懂得我的难处和想法...
到头来...
事情并不是如此...
而是另外一个朋友最能体会我的感受...
我越重视他们...
他们越觉得我的存在是必要的...
也开始不要了解我的想法...

一年里...
让我看清很多事...
了解知音不一定是和你最好的...
有不愉快和不愿意的要适时的表达...
不一定每次都自己忍受...

要开始学习不依赖...
因为他们不会永远需要我的依赖...
现在的依赖只是因为他们最靠得住的依赖暂时离开了...
等他们最可靠的依赖回来时...
我的依赖已经不再需要了...

我不希望自己又是被伤害的那个...
因为你们永远都是我最可靠的依赖...
可惜的是...
我只是你们暂时的依赖...

恕我直言...
若感伤害抱歉了...
只是篇作文...
不要多想...

Monday, December 14, 2009

我的存在其实对你有何意义?
我的存在已经开始对你没有意义了吧...
我可有可无...
甚至觉得没有我...
你可以更开心...
原来我只是备胎...

Sunday, December 6, 2009

tamenhaishiwodezuiai...
lanqiu...yumaoqiu...bangqiu...
yundonghaishiwodezuiai...
kanlaiwodeduixianghaizhendeyaoduiyundongyoudianliaojiecaixin...
LOL~

1212~
it's here soon..
muahaha...

1214-1215~
it's challenging me...
sobz sobz...

1217-1220~
playing hours~
teehee...

1224~
how will it be?
wow wow~

addicted with badminton...><

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

tiny dust

desperate...
nothing can be used to describe my feeling now...
not even me myself can explain what am i facing now...
what's the big deal?
honestly i don't know...

in two days time...
i don't feel like talking...
i don't feel like fooling around...
*suddenly got a feeling of becoming a follower again..='(

facing a new problem...
when someone try to talk with me...
ask me something...
joking with me...
messaging with me...
i can't really know what response should i give..
what answer should i reply...
what action should i have...
why can't i just laff with them...
because im empty-minded now...
nothing is inside my mind now...
completely empty~

what emotion am i showing?
emo~
what caused that?
her?him?them?or me?
what can motivate me to be happy again?
don't know?or nothing for now?
cheers me please..anyone?=(


hen ke bei ba~~

Sunday, November 22, 2009


fall in love~











原来爱情从来没有离开过...
只是我记得,你忘了...

不要为了不在乎你的人掉眼泪...

米修米修~~

下一站, 幸福~~~~~~~~

Sunday, November 15, 2009

gan jue yue lai yue jing..
dan hai pa yi dan tai jing...
tiao jing dong li de ji hui yue sheng...
yi dan tiao xia qu...
shang hai zui sheng de jiu shi zi ji...
='(

Thursday, November 12, 2009

she' right...
in the car...
im not sleepy...
im not tired...
but thinking...

thinking about what?
i can't answer her...
she knew she guess it correctly...
but i still answered her "no"...
A or B?
i don't know...

messed again...
for now...
she's the one who know me well...
she's the one who can read my mind..
she's right again...='(



don't know to post...
but i think i have to post something here...

the picture told the story...
IM TIRED!!!

in eveything...
being stupid...being so hardworking...being so quite


Sunday, November 1, 2009

woleile...
shuiranhenshebude....
shuiranhenkaixinrenshinimen...
danwoxiangzhaoyidianfangqi....
huidaoshuwoyinggaidaidedifang...
duibuqi...
womeiyongqimiandui...
zhihaochangqilai...
shuozaijian...
='(
why she can so brave to tell me her secret?
why can't i?
honestly..
i don't like to share my "love secret" with others...
even with my best buddies...=x

when i face that "problem"...
first thing i do is "escaping"...
and think non-sense...

it's november now...
sound like holidays is calling me...
yeah~
means it's time to say BYE BYE to my classmates...
really having lots fun with them this 3 months...
but now i felt like "shout up" in class...
just wanna quite and face-no-one keep myself in the corner and do my homework...
more i miss more weak am i...='(

Thursday, October 29, 2009

it's time to bla bla bla~
LOL

just home from school library...
rushing with my assignment....
yesterday just finished my innovation assignment...
then today work with my english assignment...
nah nah nah~~~
after tommorow...
can relax awhile...
teehee~~
go badminton,go MBO,or go shopping...maybe

2 weeks later...
final exam start...
i know most of mua friends having exam on that time too...
good luck everyone!!!(except for st.thom kiaz)
same to me...
aiming for Mac Book or VAIO...=)
pray pray~~
scholarship scholarship~~
MAC MAC~~
=))))))
*no fail for emb ist*><

plan to have badminton EVERY SUNDAY...
i want to have sport..
i want to lost weight...
LOL

next section(weird section only weird people know how to read)
youyigewanshangbenrenfaleyigemeng...
menglideshirangwojuedehenshuxi...
danyoubuzhidaonagfemenglishishui...
zhegekuaibawogeinongfanle...
wobuxiwangwojiuzheyangmouminqimiaodeGG...
T_T


Monday, October 19, 2009

reminded by my daughter to update my blog~

what to post here?
no idea~
hmm~
im suffered from cough and flu this few days...
aikx...

just finished my presentation today...
yeah~
but still need to proceed to another assignment then final exam..
then then malaysian studies turn up...
no free times~
==

im waiting for gatheringSSS~~
with my lovely XYB!! =))
camp camp...=))
or maybe 360 to0?
right?CM...

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

it's time to say HI again at here...
supposing i'm "chasing" my CSI...
but something reminded me to post here...
specially for my daughter...=)
*yuan...show me your tears...lol*
because of you...
sacrifise my time blogging here...
haha...

almost get into craziness because of CSI...
addicted again~
thanks fiona...=)

hmm~~
two days...
no rice in my stomach...
only porridge...='(
ulcer again...ish

ok..
still busy with my assignments...
now it's like "assignment season"...
innovation,english and chemistry assignments processing.................
hate...
*hope time can pass faster*

new XYB family tree...
want to have a copy and post here...
*humour*
CM..where's the draft?==''

i'm waiting for the camp.i wanna camping with my lovely XYB soon...=)

Sunday, September 27, 2009

the end...
CM...
i finished CRIME BUSTER X2...
*thumbs up*

my internet line drove me into craziness...
damn slow...
kept on stopping in the most exciting scene..
*ugh ugh*
anyway i completed this drama...
really exciting and nice!!
*especially the last few episode*
good story line which i never thought before...
*clap clap*

but sad...
because that pretty woman lead herself into death...
*sob sob*
oops...=x
*CM haven't finish the drama*
lolx...

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

finished D.I.E again...
yeapi...=))
this drama really drove me into craziness...
love this drama...

look like i have no more target...
but it's totally wrong...
i found a mysterious drama accidentally...
it's my type!!!!!!!!!!
=)))))))))))))

crime bustersX2
叮当神探...*sg's drama*
this looks quite scary and mysterious...

Sunday, September 20, 2009

it seem like already couples of month for me to "escape" from my lovely bloggie...
lol...*didn't mean it*...=x
honestly...didn't really have the idea what to post here right now...
hmm~~

it's my holiday now....
but just a few days...
not really enough for me...
lol...
today went to spring because need to send my brother and cousins to MBO...*i'm their driver now*==
then shopping with my mum...
bought two t-shirts and one pairs of shoe...*yeapi*=)
*sorry to my dear and mas jeh jeh that im not joining them in the visiting*=x
congratulation for me too...
finished my assignments and exam...
but no longer...
after holiday...
have to start the second assignment...sob sob=(
and and...
unforgettable day---17/9/09...
pain and angry!!!
a long story...
lazy to post here...
interested? ask me then...lol

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

tons.

it's the end of august...
so fast

this week is my 3rd week in Swinburne for semester 2...
getting tougher now...
tons of assignment, oral presentation and homework...
*headache*
suffer me...>.<

and also...
experienced a mixed-feeling-week...
it was all my fault...
i swear i won't do that anymore...forgive me pls
*sorry to all xyb and dear who care and worry about me*
im totally "cure"...ehek
having lots of chance to laugh non-stop in class this week...
because of those humour guys...
keep in up~

once...
thinking nonsense...
having same problem with my dear...
aikx...
just let the God to make the decision...
=)

i promise to be happy always..=D

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

D.I.E again!


new hk drama released!
yeapi~~
it's my favourite series...
detective!
watched the first series...nice~
this should be nice too right?ehek...
and there is a super duper cute baby...lolx

finally i can have drama to watch...
everyday open my laptop...
sign in facebook...
then do nothing...
lazy for chatting...>.<
feel bored to watch those shows and drama...
none attract me...
but now...
i have ONE!!=D

of course i did arranged my time for study...
don't worry..aza aza~~
and remember pray for the victims...

Monday, August 17, 2009

let's take the action.pray.donation.or help.

it happened again...
one year ago...
in China...
severe earthquake...
and this year...
in Taiwan...
unexpected flooding...
what can us do?
of course pray for the victims or maybe donate for them...

pity those who lost their most reliable home...
pity those who sacrifice their time,money and even their own life to save the victims...
pity those who tried hard to help but still criticise by others...

hate those who showing their faces in front the public and criticise those who helping...
hate those who just blaming the government but not really willing to show their hands to the victims...

these are so cruel to those who really need help and who really carried out their assist...
stop criticise anyone!!!
be unity and help...
no one ask for the disaster...
but it occurred now...
how sad if we didn't realise that the earth is ruining severely...
how sad if we didn't put our hands together to save the world...

Thursday, August 13, 2009

new sem...

seem like i had been couples of week did't manage to update my blog...
due to my lazyness and busy...=x
busy with my new sem in Swinburne...
yeshh~~
i MANAGE to continue my study in Swinburne...
and now i found difficulty and challenges in my new studies...
without G.Mathematics and IT...
can i score my GPA above 3.0?
hopefully~~
i want to appeal scholarship for my degree...aza aza~~

new sem,new start!!!
what's happen then?
at first when i received my time table...
i just poped out with:"OMG,everyday occupied with classes from morning to evening and even some days until night...the most geram thing is i need to attend classes on 8.30 am every morning..." which means i have to start my car before 7.50 am to avoid severe traffic jam...
this sem explore with 3 new subjects--chemistry,innovation and change and EMB....
chemistry--a super big obstacles for me...nidda to refresh what i had learnt in secondary school...
innovation and change--very new subject for me...still trying to get into the subject...
EMB--*i miss MR.CHAI*><






meet the SAME people EVERYDAY...
include A-RIS~~
*new nick* by ying...
=)

Saturday, August 1, 2009

1st of august

today...
special day for him...
my lovely one,daddy...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DADI...

wish you stay happy and healthy forever...
thanks for everything which you gave me this 18 years...
muaks...
love~~

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Monday, July 20, 2009

过去。现在。未来

回忆是属于过去的...
也许美好.也许欢乐...
也许痛苦.也许悲伤...
纵就过去只能回味...
无法回首...
过去变成只能放在心里的回忆...

现在是进行式的...
也许轻松.也许幸福...
也许困难.也许惨痛...
生活还是必须前进...
无法退回...
现在变成未来辉煌的桥梁...

未来是未知的...
也许成功.也许杰出...
也许挫败.也许潦倒...
未来还是我们的希望...
无法预知...
未来变成奋斗的目标...

现在的我们应该放下过去创造未来...

Saturday, July 18, 2009

two.too.muchie

break my record...
having two cup of ice caffe mocha in one day...
OMG...
gaining weight...=x

btw...
fall in love with ice caffe mocha...
but all of them said very bitter...
however...
i think it just nice for me...
^^

Friday, July 17, 2009

just.that.nice

watched Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince...
looking forward for the next two...XD

collected my exam result...
satisfied...
2 HD,D and P...
i passed my physics...
thanks god~

no headache and stomached suffering me...^^

bought 1 t-shirt and jeans as what i wish for long time "ago"...=x

brighten my holiday...
thanks~

Monday, July 13, 2009

days of holiday

1 month holiday...
and now just passed 1 week...
==

went to parent's shop...
help mum with her office stuff...
be her driver...
bring her here and there...
lol...
happy too...
because talk lots with her and "received" something new...

you can't believe this...
4 out of 7 days...
im sick...
stomache.headache...
OMG...

and and...
i finished two drama and 1 movie...
hk--a great way to care.nice!!!
japan--家有六子.nice too!!!
transformer--not what i expected.but still nice!!
then now?
what to do.lost direction..@@

today headache again!!!
gonna have body check.maybe?o.0

in my mind now:
exam result--fail.pass.of course hope pass all
my health--hope nothing bad
my dream--quite horror.it's seem too real.hope it won't happen in my life
miss him--nope.yeap.im not sure

Saturday, July 11, 2009

家有六子









almost finish this japan drama...
lol...
they are all so cute and handsome....
XD

Friday, July 10, 2009

Thursday, July 9, 2009

毋庸置疑

毋庸置疑。。。
一个成功的领袖需要多少的唾弃才能作好自己。。。
一个成功的商人需要多少的汗水才能换来金钱。。。
一个成功的医生需要多少的青春才能做个真正的医者。。。
一个成功的父母需要多少的教导才能栽培好孩子。。。
一个成功的人类需要多少认知才能了解自己对社会的重要性。。。
而这些的一切都需要时间来证明一切。。。
让时间来洗炼自己。。。

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

事实是。。。。。

常言事情的真面目时黑白的。。。
只有黑白可以让我们把事实看清。。。
个人也这么认同。。。
但做人真的需要这么极端吗?
永远把自己困在只有两者的世界?
踏出两者就是一片彩虹。。。
而彩虹的出现并不频发。。。
只有雨的召唤才能使其出现。。。
无人能预测自己的雨何时降临。。。
自己的那道彩虹。。。
只好让时间来显现吧。。。


Friday, July 3, 2009

过去的明天/改变明天




总是要承载着希望 那方舟在梦中搁浅
城市在不圆满中才让生命不那么肤浅
从失落发现贡献 从心中发现援建
才想到 才做到 才找到最真实的箴言
可实在太多风浪 太多纠缠是无法避免
可爱在看的越多 风景越爱挑战那风险
经过了不少场面 撑过了不同体验
才看到最有趣的路是一条漫舞中的弧线
一阵晴 一阵雨 全是考验
一步步 一天天的不断改变
哭完了 就学会珍惜笑脸
有过去 有现在 就有明天
一阵晴 一阵雨 全是考验
一步步 一天天的不断改变
哭完了 就学会珍惜笑脸
有过去 有现在 改变明天

仁心解码




nice & new hk drama...
type of drama which im so interested...
thanks for Chong Moi Da Jie's intro...
lol...
although the main actors and actresses do not suit my "taste"...
=x
just finished first epi..

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

sadness.

放假了。。。
是时候玩乐,尽情得上网。。。
但今天的我。。。
踏出校门了。。。
跟随的竟然是悲伤。。。


期待终就只是一个期盼。。。
对我来说永远只是个没有答案的问号。。。

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

too.easy

it's too easy for me to fall in love. to anything. to anyone
it's too easy for me to hate. to everything. to everyone

just that easy...
aikx

Monday, June 29, 2009

everything and everyone

are you ready to start over new?
am i ready?

everything gonna change into new...
everyone gonna begin new life...
how about me?

gonna build up a brand new heart...
everyone just "stay" in my heart for couples year...
and cheer my life...

and now...
all of us going to fight for future and walk to the target separately...
sad to say goodbye. yet hurt to see your shadow.
but proud to meet you. and glad to see you all soon.

.even you.

Friday, June 26, 2009

双子座



双子孤傲是因为 他们自信,双子善变是因为世界在改变,双子没有耐性是因为他们发现了不值得,双子冷漠是因为他们害怕被伤害,双子花心是因为他们没有找到真爱,双子不在乎 是因为你没有看到他们的敏感。
双子们的笑永远都是最单纯的,无论什么时候你都会看到一直都在笑的双子,因为他们一直都只想把自己的快乐带给别人,却只把悲伤留给自己,你没有看 到过双子的眼泪是因为他从来不会在被人面前哭,当你看到双子的眼泪的时候,那么说明你是真的把他们的真心夺走了,因为双子真的很需要一份值得的依靠,他会 每时每刻的在乎你的一切,他们很敏感的,会跟着你的快乐而快乐,跟着你的忧愁而忧愁,跟着你的改变而改变,但在你面前他们从来都是快乐 的。
一提到双子的爱,一般人肯定都会说: 双子座的人最花心。可是是真的是这样吗?双子和异性的关系好只是因为他们非同一般的亲和力,而双子的真心只有一个,当他找到的时候,他就会付出自己的 一切让对方得到幸福,他要的不是他自己能和对方在一起,他要的是对方的幸福,和双子在一起会感到很随和,因为他会包容你的一切,你的一切优点和缺点,和双 子在一起绝对不会觉得被锁住,你只要做自己就好,因为双子喜欢的就是真实的你,做作的人根本不会得到双子的心。
有人说双子很坚强,什么都不在乎,是阿,表面的双子确实很坚强,但是内心他们比任何人都脆弱,也许这也是风向
星座的人的一个特性,决不会让别人看到自己脆弱的一面,因为他们都是一个有一双别人看不见翅膀的天使,天生就会给别人带来快乐,双子们的眼泪是透明 的,别人看不见,可是自己却能看得很清楚这样的透明的泪给自己开来双倍的痛。
双子们的人缘很好,因为他们懂得你什么时候需要什么样的帮助,而且双子们会根据不同的人有不同的交往方式,双子很容易相信别人,所以经常会被欺 骗,可是在欺骗后他们仍然会轻轻的笑笑然后说:没关系的,他骗我肯定会有原因。双子从来不会知道后悔是什么,因为他们时时刻刻都在为别人想,总会设身处 地,可是这样别人根本就不知道,就是因为他帮助别人太多了,所以在他需要帮助的时候却总是孤立无援,然后继续的笑着,笑着找到一个角落,留下那颗透明的 泪。 
当双子的朋友真的很幸福哦!因为当你遇到什么困难时,他会比你更着急,甚至会失去自己宝贵的东西也会帮助你,他会带给你快乐帮你分担忧愁,可是你 却看不到他的孤独和无助,当双子看到你不高兴的时候,无论这时他有多么的郁闷,他也会立刻露出最真实的笑容来帮助你。
说双子善变,那只是片面之词,对于双子真正喜欢的东西,它是会执着的让人害怕的,就是因为内心太像小孩子太单纯,所以对于他们真正喜欢的东西,他 们是根本就不知道放弃是什么的,除非是他们自己发现这个东西不值得,否则他们是绝对不会放弃的,只要是他们肯定的,他们就会有超出别人很多的坚持和执 著。
双子的自尊很重要,对于他们最重要的恐怕就是这个了,他们懂得原谅,无数次的去试着原谅,就算别人让自己千疮百孔,他们也会无条件的有自己的宽 容,有自己的原则和原谅,就是因为他们的自尊,他们的自尊心让他们相信这个世界永远都是最美的,因为他们的自尊不允许自己放弃这个世界。
在双子的世界里没有分享,只有是你的或者是我的,他们不会把一样东西去和别人分享,因为他们认为这样对那样东西是不公平的,因为他在乎每一个人每 一样东西的感觉,只要他认为这件东西是自己可以割舍的,他绝对会无条件的退出,去成全别人,对于欺骗过他们的恋人,他会选择原谅,但绝对不会再和他们在一 起,因为他懂得这样不值得。
双子座的人真的很可爱,真的很需要人的保护和安慰,他们不会放弃世界,却会放弃自己,去成全别人,他们懂得原谅和理解,无论这一秒他有多讨厌一个 人,下一秒看到那个人脆弱的一面,他还是会去无条件地帮助他,真的很傻吧?但是傻的好可爱,好让人心疼,痛过以后,他们依然会笑着面对以后未知的路,继续 原谅,继续理解,继续快乐,继续的傻着,改变双子真的很难吧?因为他们的心都是金刚石作的,但不是说他们无情,他们的执着只是针对自己的,那么孤傲的一个 人,也只是针对自己,因为他们不知道怎么表达自己的内心,所以他们选择了沉默。 



真的让我心冷了

Saturday, June 20, 2009

happy 18

thanks for everyone who celebrate my birthday tonight...
lol...
i thought this year my birthday will just pass through peacefully...
but not...
thanks to my doter--yuan..
although i knew the "surprise" at first...
but im still happy because have to opportunity to have fun with you guys...
break record---took most photo in one day with everyone...
but all the photo not with me...
sure the picture holder will post up my suku suku picture soon...
lol...
thanks a lot~~^^

Friday, June 19, 2009

learn to say "NO"?

at first...
i thought i should learn to say "NO"...
of course...
i can't confirm it make sense not...
because no one can give a confirm answer even me...
now..
it seem like say "NO" to you let me get closer to you...
im tired to let the circumstance going on like this...


my choice?correct path?@@@@@@

Thursday, June 18, 2009

wo0wo0

today is my 18th...
lol...
thanks for all the birthday wishes...
especially my dear,ying...
and the PATRICK...
i really super duper love it...
lol...
although i kena "fool"...
but im still happy...
^^





to ying and chele zhabor:
honestly im glad to heard that "someone else" have the same "interest" with me...
thanks for letting me know about that...
anyway...
everything will just pass by in 2 weeks later...
^^

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

do so or not?

1st semester sooner end up with a BIG full stop...
2 more weeks...
i thought i can "welcome" the next semester happily...
but now...
not really...
why?
a BIG BIG question mark in my heart...
after analysing.................................
finally i concluded my answer...
im hate to know the answer because it seem so idiot and stupid...

a big difference and shuffle in 2nd semester...
and i might pass by something which i really want to?
i don't know...



stop confusing me

balck & white



痞子英雄,就是一个关于光明与黑暗的故事。   
痞子与英雄,正是两个不断与黑暗对抗,同时点燃光明的两个警察。   
摆脱过去华文警匪的沉重模式;让明亮轻快的陈述与海湾城市的架构,把看起来的黑暗,都隐藏在光明与灿烂之中。等着两个微小的刑警,凭藉着心中唯一的正 义,维持着这临海城市、美好而光亮的清晨。   
痞子,因为某种企图,他被人从长得奇丑无比街头流浪汉,摇身成为一个靠着躲子弹与无聊直觉过日子的警探。坐拥不合身份的名车与豪宅,每个月的户头里还 自动冒出数十万的现金供他零花,当办案胶着时,他就到街角的便利商店,买杯咖啡坐一坐,线索跟犯人的踪迹,自然会送到他手上。他不用作太多事情,破案率却 极高…。他明白,这是他当警察的「附加条件」。如果他不干警察,他拥有的一切便消失无踪。他无法向任何人解释这一切,就连他自己都莫名奇妙。慢慢的,他真 的相信自己是个警探,而且与众不同。   英雄,从小在养父母的教养下,相信正义与法律是建构世界的主力,但他因为身手太好,破案积极,所以每次追捕犯人,一不小心,就是飞车、跳楼、博击伤人 的下场,他绝对是个好警察,只是积极过度总有写不完的报告。破案率超高,但他的冲劲却让上司头痛不已,对这世界来说,他是个真正的英雄,但普遍上的认知, 他是个太过拼命的疯子。   
痞子与英雄在一场警匪追逐的混战中,荒谬初会。当两个人的枪在近距离瞄准对方的时候,就注定他们既亲近又矛盾的未来。南区分局里第二次见面,英雄撂下 狠话,不只不愿跟痞子搭档办案,还放话:「限你一周内,消失在我眼前。」  
这个南区分局,拥有全市最好的设备,却也是罪犯最喜欢藏匿的地方。分局长,每天作升官梦。爱出风头的陈组长、沉稳寡言的资深警察老李、从电脑骇客逮出 来的高手浩克、崇拜英雄勇猛的女警小绿。当然最特殊的是,他们有一位美貌与才智同样过人的犯罪学鉴识高手蓝西英,却每天只与尸体跟人骨为伍。   
这是一个多事的春天,先是北韩的军队私下运毒,被南区分局查获,辖内的银行不只整个保险箱库房被洗劫,还有职员丧生。而对痞子来说,情感上意义非凡的 美丽女孩,莫名地在大爆炸中死在痞子的面前,更别提连外交关系都介入的法籍人士暴毙,一颗价值连城的珠宝,就此不翼而飞。精通六国语言的国际女刑警雷慕沙 介入调查,完全打乱痞子英雄办案的节奏。而这些都是痞子调进南区分局和英雄一起之后发生的事,在这一整个春天里,痞子和英雄像两个瘟神般,他们到哪里,灾 难就尾随到哪里。  
警局之外,维持全市最重要的主力,正是黑帮叁联会,他们以自己的方法治理一个黑白不分的地下社会。当然,枪械、走私、赌博、高利贷,都是叁联会的事业 范围,而叁联会的首领,人称老头,却与现任总统有着棉长深远的交情。   
老头的第一千金陈琳,是个漂亮得像搪瓷娃娃却有柔道叁段功力的女孩,她不骄纵却是个狠角色,初次见面就被她摔在地上的痞子,从此掳获她的芳心。痞子有 许多理由不理会陈琳的感情,然而正直又认真的英雄,却爱上她,不需要任何理由。   
还有一些游走在死亡与无情的神秘人物,一组受过严格军事训练,可以杀人于无形的秘密部队。一对边喝奶昔边杀人,从不说话的孪生姐弟。一个美丽的国际女 刑警雷慕莎,拥有魔鬼特质与天使身材,却有与身份职业完全相反的背后秘密。还有,一个如地震仪般机灵,又无所不能的特务小马。他们使得这个看似光洁明亮的 城市,充满了无数的灾难与冲突。   
痞子与英雄,这两个冤家路窄的警探就此不小心推开了通往天堂的一扇门,那扇门把正义与邪恶连成一气,庞大的权利与金钱,在门与门之间流动。而门后隐藏 着的一只召唤着他们通往毁灭的手,从他们会面的那一刻起,所有的事,都是紧缚着他们的秘密。在这座迷雾城市里,已经很久没有人看见天晴。   当警察不只是警察,黑帮不只是黑帮,好与坏,虚构与真实。你可以继续相信你所选择的,也可以用足够的勇气,穿越天堂,直奔一个良善与光明的地方。

Monday, June 15, 2009

happy three

im back from my trip...
although this not my first time to Genting...
but i felt extreme great there...

eat,shop,joking and having joy...
these all what i done during the journey...
lol..
and of course learned physics in the plane last night...
anyhow it does not help me...=X

i got "idea" there..lol
i figured out a target for myself in the future...
having an enjoyable life with both health and wealth...
share all my success with my family and friends...

i bought two shoes,belt,pencil case.................bla bla bla~~
not much...*i expect more*
NO PATRICK...urghhhh




waiting for the next vacation...hehe

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

assignmnents

couples day didn't manage to update post here...
because nothing special happen...lol

now is June...
two assignments are "waiting" me...
english magazine and IT's frontpage...
i didn't even start anything...
so now im in the hurry to finish both...
hope i have enough time to finish...
^^


2 days to go~~

Thursday, June 4, 2009

ordinary me

recently addicted with couples of drama...
lol...
like 老婆大人2...
at first i really think i can continue watching this drama with full "patient"...
in fact...i gave up and change my "channel"...

i choose to watch Forensic Heroes I which i watched before...
noob right?
but i enjoy watching it...
so what?!lol...
i fall in love with the mysterious and detective drama...*since im in primary school*
XD
please don't offer me any LOVE drama...



june is here!!

June is here...
means i gonna turn 18 soon...
lolx...

received my first present from chele's cute dear--yao from genting...*purse*
thx thx...hugs~~
second...angpao from my aunt...
third from parent...a ticket to genting...
target to "collect" something from there...
i want SHOPPING...
^^

plan to watch Night in the Museum 2 there...
aikx...
brother said will not be showing on the day we at Genting...
so will watch the movie in Kuching...
lolx...
volunteer to accompany me?lala~~

happy birthday to lame chele...
happy 18th...

Sunday, May 31, 2009

逆风18-逆风 (插曲) - CHIN

 改编曲:《Tang Karng Lung…Ta Loo Teung Hua Jai》
改编词:李志清、肯林、刘永辉
作曲:Kalayart Varanavat
作曲:Pathai Wijitweychakarn

蓝蓝天空 落叶飘动
像风没有理由 把心情吹著走
我的感受 难以形容
是不是爱 我自己也不懂 却有心动
看著你背影 逆著风走
在离开的时候 回忆就交给我来保留
当你 一句问候一个拥抱 都让我心跳加快
陪你吹著风大声唱歌说友谊不败
当你 快乐伤心的理由 不必说我都明白
可是对爱 一直没 对你坦白
难过时候 我会 静静闭上眼 想你
多久以后 我也会 一直在这里 等你
灰灰天空 没有彩虹
唯一暖和的是 拥抱过的温柔
没有藉口 牵你的手
从来没有 这强烈的感动 你却不懂

here i come

haha...
miracle happened...
last-minute-confirmation...
lolx...
yeapi!!!

Genting, HERE I COME...
due to the last minutes booking...
so our first day have to sleep without hotel room...
don't care~~
mum said go Starbucks and watch movie lo...
totally agree with her...
then next day sleep whole day...
night she going to the concert...
hope she and my brother enjoy...
then my sister i can enjoy shopping...
how about my dad?
casino of course...





Wednesday, May 27, 2009

双子的幸运之日

今日是星期三。不知不觉过了十八年,生命中度过了无数的星期三。十八岁了,好像老了,不管是思绪还是体肉上的,与往年想得也大不相同了。自己的身体状况越来越差,不敢告诉任何人,也不晓得有谁可以倾诉。想一想,在大学的日子也过了十个礼拜,其中当然经历过好多事情,从好到坏,从不惯到习惯,也好不容易得熬到了半年,很快的第一学期要完了,也要为自己能否继续下个学期担心了。一开始进入新学校,我好苦恼,因为不想念书,也讨厌考试,但现在,好像被书一一地吸引住了---我爱上念书,我希望可以好好的念书,不想浪费父母的钱,只想为这个家付出一些。不知不觉,我常常告诉自己,幸运之神不会永远站在我的身旁,要成功只有靠自己。我了解了。又想了一想,长大了好像没好事,与人处事好像变的更难,对于脾气爆的我,更是难上加难。进入大学,遇到的人不同了,比起以往的学校,框框好像被放大了,与人沟通的方式也不一样了,而自己的心再也没有人能看穿了,而自己也慢慢卸下了解他人的态度,我讨厌这样的自己,我埋怨为何自己没有一个可以真正了解自己的人,有种不再想与世间沟通的感觉,因为要忍受也要了解,让我封闭了自己。转了一圈,好像看到解答了,原来要了解对方,只在乎自己有没有那个关键的“愿意”,如果愿意,如果真心,也许误会就不会发生。好像,人与人之间最重要的字不是“付出”、不是“珍惜”,而是“包容”与“了解”。没有了解就没有包容的心,没有忍耐就没有放开的心。我承认,我两者都没有掌握,甚至无法在我身上找到这些,觉得自己连个小学生都不如。好好反省吧。再看一看,身边的小朋友,他们无忧无虑的得玩着,灿烂的笑容,真的好天真。而长大的我们,烦恼就跟山一样高。心里想一想,是不是因为人越大头越大,大脑的活动空间也跟着增加呢?如果是这样的话,我好希望我永远都过着只有小小脑袋的时候,没有烦恼的时间,只有苦恼没人陪伴玩乐的时候。好复杂的星期三,好漫长的星期三,好不快乐的星期三,让我一次翻过自己的大脑,阅读了好多事情,看清自己的内心。有本书写着星期三是双子座的幸运日,刚开始我不这么认为,因为每一次的星期三都让我好生气,好讨厌,好想哭,现在我不再如此绝对了,因为今天的星期三让我看透了很多事,也是一个让我成长最多的一天。


双子女上

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

老婆大人2



last night finished 逆风18...
hmm~~
not bad...
my new target...
"JUST LOVE II"




im totally crazy when i watched this video...
sh*t...
why i can't watch LIVE d?

hmm~~
saw hei ren shaked his head...
sure he and his players cried at the backstage...
=x

the champion



2 hours ago...
the Green & the Blue started their match...
their last match for this year...
the most important & exciting match...
but i didn't manage to watch it...

anyway...
the BLUE won...
and the GREEN go home...

yeapi!!!!!!!!!!!
finally....
下午想了想。。。
我好像醒了。。。

曾经以为自己喜欢上他。。。
但好像不是这么一回事。。。

其实对他我一点感觉也没有。。。
甚至有点讨厌他。。。

原来现在的我。。。
那个位子还是空的。。。

a new-last hope

my last hope to genting trip...
hope it will success...
although i knew the probability going is less...
but i still curious to go...

Monday, May 25, 2009

十八

我每天都在数着。。。
看着好多朋友都十八了。。。
买了好多礼物。。。

不到一个月。。。
自己也快十八了。。。
好像真正的人生才开始。。。
才真正感受到生活的波折。。。

每一天都有好多事发生。。。
有时觉得好累。。。
但不能喊停。。。
有时觉得好开心。。。
但总是很快流逝。。。

很多人说十八就是长大了。。。。
慢慢了解了。。。
不再是小孩。。。
不再事事依靠人。。。
不在渴望人永远会伸出援手。。。
不再有无味的童真与幻想。。。

以前小时候。。。
每一次生日都会许愿望。。。
但日子长了。。。
早把自己许过的愿望抛在后脑了。。。
现在的我。。。
一样会许愿望。。。
不同的是。。。
我已经有确确实实的目标。。。
我已经有实力去完成了。。。


十八; 一切才真正开始。。。
十八; 我期待。。。
迈进十八;
是我创新的挑战。。。

逆风18





my new target!!!!!!!!



Saturday, May 23, 2009

LOVE LIFE

time for rest

finally my exam finished...
i can rest and play for weeks...
lolx...

but...
IT's assignment still "otw"...
because i don't have FRONTPAGE...
hmm~~
where to get that?@@
sure i won't forget the due date...
19th JUNE...{familiar right?}

Friday, May 22, 2009

如果我变成回忆 宣传版--TANK




累了 照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了
听着 呼吸像浪潮摆动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你
快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你
如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不通气
顽固的赖在空气 霸占你心里 每一寸空隙
要让依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记

WIN or GO HOME




championship: DACINTIGERS vs TAIWANBEER

who will WIN and who will GO HOME?

2:2







Thursday, May 21, 2009

mercy killing?merciful death?

hmm~~
whole week turn around with these two words...
mercy killing? or merciful death?
is mercy killing a murder?
this is the topic which i choose for my English assignment for this time...
it's an argumentative assay...
ugh~~
hate writing english in so FORMAL way...
because my english is sooooooooo poor...
my last assignment just score a "PASS"...
can't imagine for this time...==
anyway...
this time i done my assignment earlier not like the previous...
pia-ed until early 2am...

by the way...
i was so glad about my EMA's mark...
i almost score full mark for that...
as what ying said "you are the miracle if you get that question correct"...
lolx...
then i see through my question paper...
i can't believe that i made a mistake in first question which "failed" me...
know what?
the question is about "using two points to find gradient"....
then i done a mistake on x and y...(such SIMPLE question)
i wrote x as y then y as x...
noob...
or else i will be the "miracle"...
XD

tomorrow night will having my 2nd general math's exam...
gosh...
whole brain gonna squeeze with those "simple interest","compound interest"................
then saturday afternoon gonna face computer...(having IT practicals test)
yet night having EMA...
don't think i will score that HIGH for this time...

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

depressing

last week was my nice and pretty week...
because i received many good news and drive out...

but this week was my tired and terrible week...
although it was just third day of this week...
i felt very bad...
im tired...
and received bad news...
my first trip cancel...
aikx...
how i wish i be there...
but unsuccessful because of that stupid H1A1...
i just torturing myself...
today didn't attend school because not feeling well...
and i just ate one meal...for night...
then now almost 2am...
i still in front of my laptop typing this post...
ugh~~

Sunday, May 17, 2009

not the end yet

physic's exam just finished yesterday...
im sure i can't score more than half of the total marks...
lolx...
don't care~~
i can't change anything anymore...

but my nightmare not end yet...
my English assignment just proceed up to research...
my page still blank...
this friday need to hang in...
OMG!!!!!!
then this Friday night will having general math's exam...
Saturday whole day exam...[IT & EMA]
fainted

Friday, May 15, 2009

gift before birthday

finally...
confirm my first trip for this year...
going to Genting on 12th and 13th June...
yeapi!!!!!!!!!!!!








good luck for tomorrow's physics...

Thursday, May 14, 2009

wish comes true?hope so...^^





omg...
i can't stand that "WORDS" anymore...
mum:"eh, want to go Genting?"
OF COURSE!!!!!!!!!

actually she go there purposely for Fei Yu Qing's concert in Genting on 12 & 13 June...her idol
so she asked for our opinion...
"me go see concert and daddy go casino"...
then me:"then 3 of us go play and shopping..."
my biggest wish for this year:vacation...
i'm miss the aeroplane,airport,luggage,and hotel...
but she still considering...
about the Swine Flu...
AND
kacau us not bringing us there...
70% going....
please don't disappoint me...
*pray*
if yes,it's my biggest and most valuable birthday present for this year...
XD